第一章

qichu,woshiduanranjujuede,bijingwozheishenfendiwei,zenpeideshangtamendehouai。ketamenjideshizaitaiduole,woshizainanyijujue。zuizhong,wohaishihanleidayingletamendeyaoqiu。

diyigezhaoshangmende,shidangjinshengshangzhaoxuan。tashigekelianren,shenweiyiguozhijun,quelianxihuanyigenvrendouyaozhezheyanyan。zheiyiqie,zhiyinweiwomenjiamiaotaixiao,peibushanghuangshi。wodiezhishigeqipinxiaoguan,zongranhuangdiyouxintiba,dantashizaihaowugongxunyuzuowei,zuihouyezhinengmianmianqiangqiangshengdaolegewupinguanyuan。

zhaoxuanduiwodimeiyijianqingxin,xiangyaonataweifei,kequezaodaolesuoyourendefandui。tabenxiangrangdimeidanggedidengpinfei,kewodimeihedengjiaoaodenvzi,ziranshibuyuanyide。yushi,zheishierjiuzheimetuozhe,huangdiaierbude,ziranjiugengfangbuxiale。xianzaidimei“sile”,tashangxinyujue,bianjiangzhuyidadaoleyudimeizhangxiangxiangsidewoshenshang,xiangrangwojidimeidangtishen。

zhaoxuanzhijiejiangwodaidaoleguokumenqian,zhizheneiyiduijinshanyinshan,duiwoshuodao:“genlezhen,zheilimiandeqiancai,nisuibianyong。”wolenglengdikanzheyanqiandeyiqie,meiyoufanying。tayaoleyaoya,youhenhendiweixiedao:“ruoshinibudaying,zhenjiujiaorenkanlenidiedetou。”

tayiweiwoshibuyuanyi,keqishiwoshigaoxingshale。woshigeshunv,diebutengniangbuaide,duiqiancaikandegewaizhong,zheishijiangwodexinaizhiwu***luodibaizaiwomianqiana。yushi,woyanhanreleididianlediantou,tazheicaimanyidishouhuilehunshenqishi。

wobeitayibatuijinwuli,ranhoutadashouyihui,rangwosuiyitiaoxuan。woshizaishinanyijujue,yushijiubaolesandaxiangjinzichulai。huangdijianzhuang,juedeshiqingyijingchengle,biandaizhetieshentaijianlikaile。linzouqian,tahaishuodao:“yihouzhenjiaoni,niyaosuijiaosuidao,fouze……”wojidongdidiantou,ruguomeicidounengdaizhejixiangjinzihuiqu,bieshuosuijiaosuidao,jiusuanrangwojitaduokejigetoudouchenga。

dierweizhaodaowodeshishenlongjianshoubujianweideshenyijiangyan。zaicizhiqian,wocongweijiangtayudimeilianxizaiyiqiguo。raner,shishishang,tayeshidimeideqingmuzhezhiyi。dangwozhengchenjinzaishujinzidexiyuezhongshi,taturanchuxianzaiwomianqian。woyitaitou,jiukanjianleta。tadebiaoqingshifenxianqi,dankandaowodelianhou,youyingshengshengdirenzhule。tadiujiwoyibenshu,shenqinggaolengdishuodao:“zheishiwojiangjiazuchuanyishu,zhiyaonixuehuile,yihoujiumeirennenghaideleni。”wokanzheneibenshuzhalezhayan,xinlimingbaizheishigebaobei,yushihanleidayingleta,chengweidimeidetishen。

raner,shiqinghaimeiyoujieshu。jiuzaiwohaimeihuanguoshenlaishi,youyigenanrenzhaodaolewo。tajingranshijianghushangheheyoumingdeshenan,tingyuloulouzhu。zheigerendeminghaoruleiguaner,shuoshidabiantianxiawudishouyebuweiguo。woyijingxiguanlezheizhongqingkuang,zaitahaiweikaikouqian,wojiuzhijieshuodao:

wo,yigewupinguanyuandeshunv,queyiwaichengweilesangeyouquanyoushinanrendechonger,zhiyinwoyouyizhangyudimeibaiyanyanbafenxiangsidelian。

weiletaodetamenhuanxin,wobuximofangdimei,congchuanyidabandaoyanxingjuzhi,wuyibuliqiuwanmei。kewozhongjiubushita,xuebulaineifenyushengjulaidegaoguiqizhi,meicikeyiweizhidemofang,douranghuangdizhaoxuanrugengzaihou,jiangyanxinshengxianqi,zhiyoushenanhaobuliuqingdijiangwoganchufangjian。

jiranmofangbucheng,wobianjuedinghuangecelve,yiroukegang。yushi,meicihuangdizhaojianwo,wodouwenshundexiangzhixiaomao,tashuoshenmewodoushuohao,hongdetaxinhuanufang,shangciziranyeyuanyuanbuduan。

“wenrouguaishun,shendezhenxin。”zheishitaduiwodepingjia。kewozhidao,zheiyiqiedoubuguoshiyinweiwodelian,woyongyuandouzhishibaiyanyandetishen,wufayutaxiangtibinglun。

woqiaoxiaoyanran,lianshangdexiaorongqiadaohaochu,queyoudaizhejifenkuse,“bizimingbai,bugansheqiugengduo,zhiyaohuangshangkaixinjiuhao,bizizuoshenmeyeshiyuanyide。”

tadelianshangshanguoyisikuijiu,woquezaixinlilengxiao。meiciconggonglihuiquhou,wodouyaoshuqianshudaoshouchoujin,zheixiedoushiwoyongshentihezunyanhuanlaide。

raner,wozaisangenanrenzhijianzhouxuandeshiqingzhishichuanwen,bingmeiyourangtamenhuxiangzhuangjianguo。suoyi,jishitamenduiwobuman,yemeiyouyijiaobawochuaikai。

buguo,meiciwoconggonglichulai,jiangyanzongshihuilaizhaowo。ranhoujiaowoyitaoyishuzhenfa。womeiyoutianfu,shouyouben,meicidouxuedehenman。danjiangyanhenyounaixin,zongshishoubashoudejiaowo。jiuzheiyang,wojingranxuehuileyijizhizhang,suiranwomeishangguosishu。

“youcuole,zhonglai。”jiangyanqiaoleyixiawodenaomen,qingshengtixing。

wotaiqitou,kanzhetaneizhangjunmeidelian,bujinyouxiezoushen。jiangyantanlekouqi,zaiwoshencedeyizishangzuolexialai。