“wohuilaile，buzhidaochengzailewoliangnianlinghundejindiao……”
lixiujiqiedezaicichenruyishi，piankehou，youhuidaolexueshanshenchu。
tayouhuidaoleshuxideshentili，zheigeshenti，zhengshipangdawubidejindiao，shenqiantangzhedeshichuyuhuifuzhuangtaideyuhu。
“还能回来……”
tasonglekouqi，jirannenggouwangfanlianggeshenti，yihouyudaoshenmewenti，jiubupale。
taluchulexiaorong，bulielejizhiyeshou，diuzaileshandongli，bishangleyanjing，zhongxinhuidaolerenleishenti。
医院。
tajiangyingdeshenti，kaishiqingqingdidongdan，lixiuhuidaoroushenhou，ganjuewubipijuan。
yujindiaoqiangyoulideshentibutong，zheigerenleishenti，xuruodaolejizhi，fangfosuishidouhuibengkui。
yiqian，keyiqingyiniesuijintie，keyihuakaishouwangshenti，niesuishouwanggutoudeliliang，yexiaoshibujian。
“zheishenti……tairuole。”
lixiutangzaichuangshang，yonglejiangjinyigeduoxiaoshi，caipaleqilai。
tongshi，tadeetouquanshiximidelenghan，beihouyebeihanshuishitou。
jinjinshiyigeqishen，douzheimefeijing，ruoshizhandou……
xiangdaozheili，lixiukuxiao。
buguoxiangxiangyeshi，tatangleliangnian，yidongbudong……jiroupashizaojiuyinghuale，meiyouluoxiacanji，yiranshitiandadeenhui。
“nenghuilai，wojiuhenzhizule。”
lixiuhuodonglexiashuangshou，manmandezhongyuganjuedaomeineimejiangying，taanxiangleshenbiandejingling。
hushi，yisheng，feikuaiganlai。
kandaozuozaibingchuangshangdelixiu，manlianzhenjing。
“xingle，liangniandezhiwuren，juranxingle？”
“qijia，liangnianmeidong，gangxinglaijiunengzuoqilai？”
buguanshiyisheng，haishihushi，doubeizhenhandeshuobuchuhua。
buguohenkuai，zhongrenjiujilixiujianchashentiqingkuang。
“gefangmianhaisuanzhengchang，buguoliangnianmeizenmedongguo，jirouweisuojiqiyanzhong，xiangyaohuifu，niyaopeihezhiliaoheyundongcaixing。”
yishengzhouzhemeitou，kanzhelixiu。
lixiudiantou，tayexiangkuaidianhuifu，zaorinenggouzhaoguzijinver。
“nibiejuedejiandan，yebiedayingzheimeshuangkuai，huifuduanlianshifentongku，meiyicidedongzuo，douhuihensuantong，hennanshou，putongrengenbenjianchibuxialai，zhinengshuo……jiayouba。”
yishengyaoleyaotou，likailebingfang，zhiliuxiahushi，haoqidedalianglixiu。
budebushuo，lixiusuiranbingleliangnian，kemoyangquemeishenmebianhua。
benshentajiuzhangdebulai，buranzenmehuizheimezaoyoulenver？yiqiandeziji，shuoshihua，shigejiqibufuzerenderen，shuiguodenvhaizihenduo，jingchangguangjiuba，zuolexuduohuangtangdeshiqing。
直到……
zhendechushihou，tacaimingbai……
yuanlai，cengjingdeziji，shiduomedeshibai。
他……
以前就是个烂人。
一无是处的烂人。
“nihaihaome？”hushizhabazheyanjing，zhangdeyesuanqingxiu，buguozhiyouyimiwuzuoyou，jirenxiaojiabiyudeganjue。
“haixing，huifuduanlian，shenmeshihoukaishi？”
“yaoguojigexiaoshie，jianchahaimeijieshu，erqie……niganggangxinglai，xuyaobuchongyingyang，woyijingtongzhinidenverle，tayinggaihenkuaijiuhuiguolai。”
“谢谢……”
“buyongxie，wojiaoyinying，youshinikeyijiaowo。”yinyingluchuleyigeqingchedexiaorong，lixiudianlediantou，jiukaishishitanxingdexiangyaoxiachuang。
但……
jiaogangfangxiaqu，shentiyiruan，gunluozaidishang。
hushiyinyingkandaozheiyimu，heleyitiao，lianmangfutaqilai：“nikexiaoxindianba，wanyizaichudianshenmewenti，ninverzenmebana，zheiliangnian，yejiuninvermeitianguolaijinihuanxiyifu，niaobu，nibuzhidaowomenkanleduoxinteng。”
“ninver，zhendehendongshi。”
tingdaozheihua，lixiuyanjingyihong，releiyingkuang。
gengjiajiandinglejinkuaihuifudexiangfa。
他！
yidingyaojinzuidadenuli，mibuzijidenver。
jianglai，zheigejia，jiurangtazhichengqilaiba。
……
………………
qingninglu，yidongminfangli。
liruobingzuozaixiaxiaodefangjiannei，zheili，zhiyouyizhangjianloudemuchuanghezhuozi，muchuangyijiaoyijingduandiao，chengxianqingxiezhuangtai。
pangbiandezhuozi，gengshiyouhaojigepodong。
xiaonvhaizuozaidengzishang，nazheshoulidedianhua，zhouqilemeitou，lianseyinchennankan。
“zijidebianyilaodie，xingle？laonianghaoburongyi，wendinglezheilideren，meiyourenherenhuaiyizijideshenfen，xianzaibianyilaodieyouxingle，xiaoshihouchushengdeneihui，haishiyingerhaihaoshuo……”
“wanyiwodexingweijuzhitaiguoguaiyi……”
yueshizheimexiang，liruobingjiuyueshiliansenankan。
“gaisi！haishiqukankanba，fouzetaifanchangle，anzhaozhengchangxiaonvhaidexintai，zijilaodiexingle，youleyikao，yinggaihenkaixincaidui。”
xiangdaozheili，tashenseyouxieyanedehuanleshenyifu，zouchulemen。
erdatinghetadefangjian，quefangfolianggetiandi，zhuangxiuhenhaokan，yehenhuali，dangchutalaodiechushi，liuxiayidabibaoxianpeichang。
yinweitanianjitaixiao，jiletagumaguanli，kexizheibiqian，quandoubeizheijiarenhuihuole。
yaoleyaotou，tabingbuzaihuzheixieqian，yebuzaihuxianzaideshenghuo。
taweiyidemubiao，jiushibianqiang！
weilaiyouduoxiongxian，kongpayezhiyoutazijizhidao。
“qiancaifushizhuantoukong……weiyoujueduideshili，caishigenben。”talengxiaoyisheng，xiangzhewaimianzouqu，jiujiandaozijideguma，zhanzaichufangmamalielie。
“liruobing，zhentaniangdehuiqi，nianjidadianle，lianshiqingdoubuhuizuole？jintianfanyebuzhu，qianjitian，haiganpaoqulianbangjujubaowo，shuowonvedaini，xiao**，chizaorangnichibuledouzhezou！”
gumushengyinjianli，shifennanting。
yaobushigulvlianbangju，tayounalejuepeichang，pashizaojiujiangliruobingganchuqule。
yehaozailiruobingshigezhongshengzhe，dongdeliyonggezhongfalvduifuzheijiaren。
suiranpingrishenghuobeizhenduile，zheijiarenmadeyenanting，quebuganduitazuoshenme。
“zaijiaomingtianwojiuqufayuanzhaolvshiqisuni！”
liruobingkebuhuihaipa，huileyiju，zhuanshenlikaile。
gumutingdaozheihua，qidehunshenfadou，jiangshoulideguozazaidishang：“nizheixiao**，nanguaimeirenyao，nineisilaodiexingbulai，nimayeyongyuanbuhuilaizhaoni！”
liruobingbingweizaiyi，tayijingxiguanle。
shenzhibazheijiaren，dangchenglemolianzijixinzhidegongju，zhengshiyinweizheijiaren，rangtadexinyufajianding，bianqiangzhiluyezoudeyuelaiyuekuai。
（qiutuijianpiao，qiushouzang……wubaipiaojiageng，shangjiabaozhengzuidiwugeng，chufeidangtianyoushi。）