linxiaozaiyipangxiaozheshuo:“nimenliangbiezaizheiwenyile,zanmenganjinquxiaomaibumaidianchideba。”muzixuanxinlisongleyikouqi,lianmangdiantou:“haoahaoa。”sangerenyiqizouchujiaoshi,yangguangsazaitamenshenshang。muzixuanzouzaihoumian,kanzhezhangtingtingdebeiying,xinzhongfanqilecengcenglianyi。tabuzhidaozheicidewuhuihuidailaishenme,dantaqingchu,zhangtingtingdechuxian,rangtayuanbenpingdandezhigaoshenghuoyouleyixiebuyiyangdesecai。
zaiquxiaomaibudelushang,muzixuandexinqingyiranmeiyoupingjingxialai。tatoutouguanchazhezhangtingtingdeyijuyidong,meiyigeweixiao、meiyigeyanshendourangtaxindongbuyi。erzhangtingtingsihubingmeiyoubagangcaideshiqingfangzaixinshang,helinxiaoyoushuoyouxiaoditaolunzhexiaomaibulinazhonglingshizuihaochi。muzixuanmomodigenzaihoumian,xinlixiangzhe:“tashibushigenbenmeizaiyiwoxiedeneixiezi?haishishuotaqishiyezaihaoqi?”gezhonggeyangdexiangfazaitadenaohaizhongjiaozhi,rangtayouxieyuntouzhuanxiang。
daolexiaomaibu,linxiaotiaoleyibaoshupianheyipingqishui,zhangtingtingzenaleyigenbangbangtangheyibaoqiaokelibinggan。muzixuanzhanzaiyipang,youxiebuzhisuocuo,zuihousuibiannaleyipingkuangquanshui。jiezhangdeshihou,muzixuanqiangzhefuqian,tahongzhelianshuo:“wolaifuba,jintianjinimentianmafanle。”zhangtingtingxiaozheshuo:“neixiexienila。”neiyike,muzixuanjuedezijidexindouyaoronghuale。
congxiaomaibuhuilaidelushang,qifenbiandeyouxieweimiao。linxiaosihuchajuedaoleshenme,guyijiakuaijiaobuzoudaoqianmian,liuxiamuzixuanhezhangtingtingzaihoumian。muzixuanjinzhangdeshouxinchuhan,xiangyaozhaoxiehuatidapochenmo,queyoubuzhidaocongheshuoqi。zhangtingtingdaoshixiandehenziran,yibianchizhebangbangtang,yibiankanzhelubiandehuacao。
“neige……jintiandeshi,nibiefangzaixinshang。”muzixuanzhongyuguqiyongqishuodao。
zhangtingtingzhuanguotou,kanzhetaxiaolexiao:“meishenmela,wozhidaonizhishixihuanneishouge。”
muzixuansongleyikouqi,xinliqueyouyouxieshiluo,tabuzhidaozijishixiwangzhangtingtingzaiyihaishibuzaiyi。
huidaojiaoshihou,muzixuanzuozaizuoweishang,xinqingjiujiubunengpingjing。tawangzhechuangwaidelantianbaiyun,xinliananxiangzhe:“yexuzheizhishiyigexiaoxiaodewuhui,danyexu,zheishiyigexindekaishi。”
那年我十七岁。
zhigaodexiaoyuanli,yangguanglanyangyangdisazaicaochangshang,weifengqingfu,quechuibusanwomuzixuanxintoudeneituanmiwu。zhangtingting,neigeruyangguangbanyaoyandenvsheng,shizhongshiwomuguangbuzijuezhuixundefangxiang。
yingyukeshang,wokansizhengjinweizuo,yanjingquexiangbeicishixiyinban,shibushidipiaoxiangzhangtingtingneiyouyadebeiying。taneiqingqinghuangdongdemaweibian,fangfomeiyixiadouchoudazaiwoxinjian,jiaoluanleyichichunshui。jiuzaiwosixupiaofei,huanxiangyutabingjianmanbuxiaoyuandemeihaochangjingshi,geboturanbeitongzhuoxiaolihenhentongleyixia。
woyigejiling,conghuanxiangzhongjingxing,dengxiangxiaoli。taqueyilianshenmixixi,yadishengyinshuo:“hei,muzixuan,zhangtingtingjinide。”tingdaozheihua,wodexinshunjianxiangbeidianrandehuojian,“sou”diyixiazhichongsangziyan。shuangshouzhandouzhejieguoneizhangzhitiao,fangfopengzheshijianzuizhenguidebaowu。xiaoxinyiyididakai,neijuanxiudezijishunjianrangworuzhuiyunduan。“niyuanyizuowodenanpengyouma?”jianjiandandanjigezi,queyouruqianjinjushizazaiwoxinshang,jiqiqiancenglang。
“zheizenmekeneng?zheibuhuishizaizuomengba?”womanxinyihuo,youjiazazhenanyiyizhidejingxi,fangfozhishenyumenghuanzhizhong。kelizhiquexiangyipenlengshui,shunjianjiaomielexintouganggangranqidexiwangzhihuo。“zhangtingtingneiyangdenvshen,chengjihao,zhangdemei,haishixuexiaowenyihuodongdetaizhuzi,zenmekenengkanshangwozheigepingfandebunengzaipingfandexiaotouming?”wozaixinlibutingdidigu,shoujinjindibazhitiaozuanchengyituan,fangfozheiyangjiunengbaneishunjiandexindongyeyibingzangqilai。