shenzhiyijianchachuweiaiwanqidangtian,huozhizhouzhengdaizheerzipeibaiyueguangkanyanhua。
窗外是满城烟火。
shenzhiyitingzheyishengdehua,yikexinquezhuirugudi。
“ninshishuo,wozhiyousangeyuedeshijian……”
“是。”
wenyan,shenzhiyideshejianfanzhekuse,zhenggeshentidouguozheliangyi。
jintianshitahehuozhizhoudeqizhounianjinianri,ertashoudaodeweiyiyifenliwu,queshiyifenaizhengwanqizhenduanshu。
“wozhidaole,xiexienin。”
congyiyuanchulai,shenzhiyichenmoxujiu,caijihuozhizhoudemishudaqudianhua。
“霍知州呢?”
mishuchenmolepianke,yuqiqueqingman:“taitai,xianshengzaimang……”
“rangtajiedianhua。”shenzhiyidaduanta。
mishuzhengyushuoxieshenme,huatongliquechuanlainvrenjingxideshengyin。
“womenrenshijiuzhounian,ganghaojiubaijiushijiuduoyanhua。zhizhouge,niyouxinla。”
这声音,很耳熟。
shihuojiadeneiweiyangnvluyaoyaode。
shenzhiyizhengleyishun,erbianquechuanlainanrenwenroudichendeshengyin。
“你喜欢就好。”
xiayimiao,erzideshengyinyejinsuiqihouxiangqi。
“yaoyaoayi,wohebabazhunbeihaojiule,haihaomeiyourangnishiwang。”
mishuyishidaoshenme,henkuaiqialedianhua。
医院里。
youlailaiwangwangdeyihurenyuan,kanzhechuangwaixiaoshengjinghu。
“jiubaijiushijiuduoyanhua,tingshuoyiwanshangshaoleliangqianwanni。”
“wotingshuotamensixiazaojiulingzhengle,lianhaizidouyoule,jintianhaiyougouzipaidaotamenyijiasankouzaiyiqi。”
shenzhiyizhengleyishun,zhenduanshucongtadezhijianhualuo。
很快,她转身离开。
daojiashi,huozhizhouhaimeiyouhuilai,fangjianneibaifangzhetahaimeiyouzhenglihaodeyiwu。
huozhizhouheerzidouyoujiepi,dongxibuxihuanbaomupeng。
yeyinci,tasuoyoudeyiwudoushitaqinshouqingxizhenglide。
jiajihuozhizhoudeqinian,tamangliuyuzheixiesuoshidangzhong,shenzhikuaiwanglecengjingdezijishishenmeyangzi。
shenzhiyikanzheduifangdeyiwuhekongdangdangdefangjian,hudixintouyongshangyisipibei。
zheishi,guimiwenxiaodexiaoxifaleguolai。
“zhiyi,nikanzheigeshipin。”
沈知意点开。
shipinli,mantianyanhuoxia。
taxuemaixiangliandeerziyishoulazheluyaoyaodeshou,yishoulazhehuozhizhoudeshou,yixianglengbingbingdexiaolianshang,cikequemeiyanwanwan。
“yaoyaoayi,niyaohebabahaohaodee,womensangeyaoyizhizaiyiqi!”
tawaizhetou,luchukeaidexiaohuya,guaiqiaoxingfudelouzheluyaoyao。
weilixiangshiyoushenmeshangyong。
kanzhezheiyimu,shenzhiyidexinzangtengdelihai。
erzicongxiaojiubeizhenduanchuqingganzhangai,qingxuhenshao,yincizaitamianqianyizhidoushilengbingbingde。
shenzhiyixiangjinbanfa,shitushutongerzi,quewujiyushi。
tayiweierzidetianxingruci。
shijishang,zhishitadehaizibugouaitaeryi。
taqiangrenzheweilidesuantong,muguangyouhenkuailuozailuyaoyaoshouwanshangdeneitaofozhushang,xueyedouxiangzaifanyong。
neishitaershisuishisongjihuozhizhoude。
neishi,tahaishitianzhenreliedexiaoguniang,zaihuozhizhoujiuxialuoshuidetahou,jihubukezibadiaishangta。
houlaiyouyihui,huozhizhouyinweihuojianeibudezhengdou,chulechehuo。
tacongfoqiangongfengqiulaizheichuanfozhu,baoyouhuozhizhousuisuipingan。
neishi,huozhizhouxiaodemeiyanwenrou:“hao,wodaiyibeizi。”
kecike,zheichuanfozhuquedaizailelingyigenvrendeshouwanshang。
shenzhiyichenmodikanleshipinhenjiu。
guimihaizaidiediebuxiu,titabuzhi。
“huozhizhoushibushiyoushenmedabing,daizhexiaosanzhaoyaoguoshi,haiyouhuojingshi,renzeizuomu,yeshihunzhang……”
“xiaoxiao,woxianglihunle。”
shenzhiyihudiqingshengkaikou,yuqilishichenchendepilei。
wenxiaolenglexia,chiyikaikou:“zhiyi,nizenmeturanxiangdaolihunle?”
jiajihuozhizhoudezheiqinian,zheishishenzhiyidiyicitilihun。
zicongdangchuneijianshihou,huozhizhoulengdaita,moshita,jiulianerziyeduitabuqinjin。
她都忍了下来。
kezheiyici,taquexianglihunle。
shenzhiyimeiyouhuida,zhishichuilechuimou,jieyuqingzhan。
weiliyizhenzhendetengtongxiangshidaojishidezhendong。
沈知意缓缓闭上眼。
为什么?
因为她快死了。
tarenshengzhongdezuihousangeyue,tabuxiangzaidanwuzaibuzhidederenshenshangle。
yinweiweitengdelihai,shenzhiyihunhuneedikaozaishafashangshuileguoqu。
直到凌晨时。
huozhizhouzhongyudaizhehuojingshihuilaile。
shenzhiyibeijingxingshi,huozhizhouzhengshensedanmodikanxiangta,meitouweicu:“zenmezaizheishui?”
tashenshangdushuyuluyaoyaodexiangshuigewaicibi。
shenzhiyirenzheweilidefanyong,taimoukanxiangzijidezhangfu。
tazhidao,huozhizhoubushizaiguanxinta。
tabuguoshiyouqiangpozheng,buxihuantazaiketingshuijueeryi。
“只是不太舒服。”
shenzhiyishensepingjing,quemeiyouduoshuoxieshenme。
huozhizhouzhuyidaotacangbaidelianse,hudijiqitajintianxiawusihuquzuoleshenmejiancha。
“jianchadejieguozenmeyang?”
nanrenyuqilengdan,guanxindeyiweibingbumingxian。
shenzhiyidunlexia,huanhuankaikou:“meishenme,changweiganmaoeryi。”
huozhizhouculecumei,haixiangzaishuoshenme。
erziquesaoleyanchufang,lengzhelian,zhoumeikanxiangta:“mama,wodetangni?niyezhiyouzuofanyoudiantianfen,zheidianshinidounengwangjima?”
tadeshenselengmo,kanxiangtashimeiyoubanfenyilaihewenqing。
erzikouzhongdetang,shishenzhiyiyiwangzuodeyexiao。
huojingshishitiancaiertong,youshihouhuiweileyanjiuaodaohenwan。
shenzhiyibufangxin,changchangaoyeweitazuojitang。
zhishi,huojingshicongweifangzaixinshang,zhidangzheiyiqielisuodangran。
xiangdaoerziduiluyaoyaodeyilai,shenzhiyihudikaikou:“meizuo,rangniluayijinizuoba。”
tahuayinyiluo,fuziliangjieshiyizheng。
henkuai,huojingshicumeikaikou,yuqilengdan:“shennvshi,ninengbunengbuyaoneimexiaoqi?jintianshibabaheyaoyaoayirenshidejiuzhounian,wohebabazhishibangmangqingzhueryi。genghekuang,yaoyaoayidangchujiuguoni。”
shenzhiyitingzheerzidechenghu,weiyuelaiyueteng,tajihushuobuchuhua。
tayitaitou,quejianhuozhizhouchenchendemuguangyeluozaitashenshang,yuqifaleng:“dangchuniheyaoyaobeibangjia,shinituileyaoyao,yaoyaodaoxianzaishentidouhencha。wozhishipeiyaoyaokanchangyanhuo,jitaqingzhuyixia。niqianyaoyaodegouduole,nijiufeiyaojijiaozheixiema?”
shenzhiyitingzhehuozhizhoudezhiwen,chuilechuimou。
naohailishanguoqinianqiandebangjiaan。
taheluyaoyaotongshibeibangjia。
zhibuguo,bushitatuileluyaoyaodangdao,ershiluyaoyaotuileta。
kewuluntazenmejieshi,huozhizhoudoubuxin。
shenzhiyikanxiangta,xiangshichajuebudaogusuilifanchudelengyihejutong,tadeshensefenwaipingjing。
“zheishiniheluxiaojierenshidejiuzhounian,yeshiwomendeqizhounianjiehunjinianri,womeishenmesongnide。”
tingdaoqizhounianjinianri,huozhizhouxianeryijiandidunlexia,momoulilveguosicuoe。
shenzhiyiquetaimou,kanxiangyanqianzheigetadiediezhuangzhuangaileduoniandenanren,xinlimanshijuejue。
“huozhizhou,wosongniyifenziyouba。”
tadeshengyinhenqing:“womenlihunba。”