第4章

"wujiekongyu?"

"yigenenggougejueyuneiyuyuwaidejinxu,nenggoufangzhiwomenyudirendezhandouyingxiangdaoputongren,meizuochengshideshouyerendouhuipeibeisangenenggoushizhan【wujiekongyu】degaoshipai,youyirenzhizhang,yinweiyibanbuzhengmiancanyuzhandou,suoyiwomenzheileirenyebeichengwei'shouwangzhe'。"

linqiyedemeimaoyitiao,"yejiushishuo,nijiushigefangfengde。"

"……buhuishuohuanijiushaoshuojiju。"zhaokongchengfanlegebaiyan。

"niganggangshuohuodejinxuyousanzhongfangfa,neizuihouyizhongni?"

"zuihouyizhong,jiushishenmingciyu,yejiushinizheizhongqingkuang。"zhaokongchengdelianseyansuqilai,"youxieshenminghuijiangzishendebufenliliangjiyubeitaxuanzhongderenlei,rangqichengweizishenzairenjiandedailiren,zheizhongyoushenmingzengyudejinxuyebeichengwei'shenxu'。

buguoxiangyingde,zaihuodeliliangdetongshi,dailirenyehuishoudaolaizishenmingdezhiling,youdeshihuimierenleishehui,youdeshishouhurenleishehui,youdeshiqubangshenmingxunzhaomouzhongdongxi……zongzhi,yibanqingkuangxiayiweishenmingdedailirenzhiyouyiwei,ertajiudaibiaozheshenmingdeyizhi。

muqianchushideneishijiweishenmingdailiren,daduoshudoushishituhuimierenleixinzhixu,rangshijianzhongfanhundundeeshendaili,tamenzichuangleyigezuzhi,mingweigushenjiaohui。

shanliangshenmingdedailiyeyou,danshuliangjishao,zhiyuzhonglishendedailirenyouduoshaowomenjiubudeerzhile。"

zhaokongchengzhanqishen,maibuzoudaolinqiyedemianqian,ningshizhetadeyanjing,yiziyidundekaikou:

"linqiye,mijialejinidezhilingshishenme?ni……shuyunayifang?"

linqiyeyanzhongmanshimangran,"wobuzhidaoa,tameishuo。"

linqiyeshuodezheishidashihua,dangshimijialejiucongyueliangshangyuanyuandekanletayiyan,ranhoutajiuyunle,duifangzhendeyijuhuadoumeishuoa!

zhaokongchengdemeitouzhouleqilai,"tashenmedoumeishuo?niyemeizaixinditingdaoguotadeshengyin?"

"meiyou,zhenmeiyou!"

zhaokongchenghuyideduanxianglelinqiyexujiu,xiangshixiangcongzhongkanchushuohuangdejixiang,banshangzhihoucainuokaiyanjing,huanhuanzuolexialai。

"anwomentuice,mijialeyinggaishishuyuzhonglihuozheshanliangzhenying,yaoburanwomenzaojiubanishale,buguo……tajiranbashenxujileni,weishenmeyoushenmehuadoubushuoni?

tajiujingxiangzuoshenme?"

linqiyedemeitouweiweizhouqi,"taxiangzuoshenmewobuzhidao,danshijiusuantajiwoxiadalezhilingwoyebuhuiquzuo,wobuxiangchanhejinzheizhongluanqibazaodeshili,dabulejiubazheishuangyanjingzaihaijita。"

shuozhe,tabianzhanqishen,"meishidehua,wojiuxianzoule。"

budengzhaokongchengshuohua,taniutoujiuqukaimen。

"bushi!nidengdeng!!"zhaokongchengmengdizhanqilai,dangzaimenkou,dingzhelinqiyedeyanjing,"niwenwanlewentijiuyaozoule?woni?"

"ni?nikeyizaizheiyigerenjiqing。"linqiyerenzhendehuida。

"bushi,wodeyisishi……nijiubuwenwenwoma?woshishenmeren?"zhaokongchengjuedehezheixiaozishuohuazhendehenlei。

"nishishenmerengenwoyoushenmeguanxi。"linqiyejixukaimen。

zhaokongchengyibaanzhumenbashou,"woweishenmezhidaozheimeduo?wodebeihoushiyigeshenmeyangdezuzhi?womenzaizuoxieshenme……zheixienidoubuhaoqi?"

"buhaoqi。"

"weishenme?"

"anzhaoyingshixiaoshuolideluoji,woyidanzhidaolenimendecunzaihou,zhishengxialiangzhongxuanze。"linqiyeshenchulianggenshouzhi,"yaomejiujiaru,yaomejiubiandeyongyuanyexielubulemimi,birubeisha,beiguan,beixinao……"

"……nitemeshaokandiandianshiba!"zhaokongchengyizhenwuyu,"zaishuole,nidoubulejiewomen,nizenmezhidaojiaruwomenbushigehaoxuanze?"

linqiyeyangleyangmeimao,"zheimeshuo,jiusuanzhidaolenimendeshiqing,erqiexuanzebujiaru,woyebuhuiyouweixian?"

"dangranbuhui!womensuanshijunren,zuiduojiurangniqiangefengkouxieyi,nishuodeneixiechunshuchedan!"

"neiwodaokeyitingyiting。"linqiyetingdaozheijuhua,youzuolehuiqu。

zhaokongchengtanlekouqi,hezheixiaoziliaojifenzhongdetian,ganjuebitazaiwaimiandunshouyitiandoulei!

"1922nian,zaiwomendetanceduifaxiandiyigeshenhuashengwu,yejiushihundunzhilongliweitanzhihou,daxiagaocengjinjichenglileyigejunfangzuzhi,shikezhunbeiyingduishenhuashengwuderuqin,beichengwei139tebieshengwuyingduizu。

neishihou,womendekejibijiaoluohou,erqieduiyanqiandeshijieyeyiwusuozhi,suoyisuoweidetebieshengwuyingduizuzhishigejiabashi,genbenmeishenmedayongchu。

houlaisuizheshijiandeliushi,womenguancedaoyuelaiyueduodeshenhuashengwu,changshizheyuqizhongjiweijianlilianxi,tongshiyefaxianlejinxudemimi,kaishixunlianteshudezhandourencai。

dangwomenfajuechudejinxuyongyouzheyuelaiyueduo,womenfaxianyouyujinxuyongyouzhechuxiandesuijixing,wufajiangsuoyourendounarujunfangdefanwei,suoyi,139tebieshengwuyingduizuyouzhujianxiangbanjunfang,banminjiandeteshuxingshizhuanbian。

xianzai,womenjiangzheigeteshuzuzhichengwei……'shouyeren'。"

linqiyeruoyousuosi,"suoyi,nimendecunzaishibaohudaxia,bushouneixiexieeshenmingdeqinfan?"

"zhunquedeshuo,shisuoyoushenhuashengwu。"

"youshenmequbiema?"

"dangran,zhiqianwojiushuoguo,shenhuashengwudechuxiandaiyousuijixing,yuliliangqiangruowuguan,suoyijianglindeshenhuashengwubingbujinshirenmenershunengxiangdeneixieqiangdashenming,yeyouyixiezhicunzaiyuxiangyechuanshuo,huozhexiaochuanzhongderuoxiaoshengwu,nizuowanyudaodeguimianrenjiushixiangyekongbuchuanshuodeyizhong。

zheizhongbujubeimieshijililiang,danshihuiduirenleishehuizaochengyingxiangdeshenhuashengwu,womentongchengwei'shenmi'。"

"yuanlairuci。"linqiyediantou,nanguaitajuedezuowanpengdaodeneidongxixingxiangyoudianershu,yuanlaitabenjiudanshengyuxiangyegushi。

"suoyia,womenyeshijunren,shibaojiaweiguodejunren!womendecunzai,jiushiweilefangzhidaxiaderenminzaoyukunan,zheinandaobugaoshangma?nandaobushuaima?!"zhaokongchengkukoupoxindequanshuoqilai。

"hengaoshang,henshuai,wohenjingzhongnimen,zhende。"linqiyedeshenqingyansuleqilai,tabushizaikaiwanxiao,congtadeyanshenzhong,queshinengkandaonongnongdejingzhongzhise。

zhaokongchengdelianshangzhujianfuxianchuxiaorong,"neini……"

"wobuqu。"

"……"zhaokongchengdexiaorongdunshijiangying,"weishenme?!"

"wozoubukai。"linqiyedeyanzhongmanshirenzhen,"wohaiyouhenduoshiqingyaozuo……"

"shenmeshinengbibaojiaweiguogengzhongyao?!"

"woyouyigeyima,heyigebiaodi。"linqiyewangzhechuangwai,biaoqingshifenpingjing,"yimanianjibuda,dantaweileajinhewozheigefeiren,meirimeiyedezaichanglishangban,shinianruyiri,xianzaishentiyijingkuaibuxingle……

tazheigerena,henjueqiang,mingmingzijizaiketingdedengzishangroujingzhuiroudeyanleidouchulaile,haiyaozuiyingshuozijizaizuoyujia,henyangshen……

wojiuzuozaitaduimian,tayiweiwokanbujian。

tahuodetaixiaoxin,yetaileile。

woneigebiaodihencongming,henxiaoshun,kexi……tahaitaixiaole,chengdanbuqizheigejia。

我还有很多事要做。

woyaozhengqianyangjia,woyaojiyimahebiaodimaigedafangzi,woyaorangyimazaiyebuyonghuidaoneigeheigongchangshouku!

woyaogongwodebiaodidudaxue,woyaorangtaheyimayiqiguoshanghaorizi!

zheishinian,tamenmeiyoufangqiguowozheigetuoyouping,xianzaiwozhongyuhaole,youzenmenengpaoxiatamen?

nimenhenchonggao,henweida,ruguotiaojianyunxudehua,wohuoxuhuijiarunimen……

danxianzaidewo,zhixiangtatashishidedaizaitamendeshenbian……

shouhuzheigejia。"