第4章
“我…”
yankanyeqingxuebuduankuhan。
qinfengyaozheyaxiangjieshi，danyikaikouchishuibuduanxiangzuiliguan。
wunaizhinengbizui，renyouduifangxiuquanbuduanchuizaixiongkou，yongjinsuoyouliliangbatajinkenengtuochushui。
gangyishangan，qinfengyegubushangtale。
zhenggerenchedixutuo，fuzaishushangdakouchuanxi、ganou。
shenpangyeqingxuedaoyebuzaitiaoshui，zhishizhenggerenbaozheshuangtuiquansuozaidishang，liangyanwushen，bufayiyan。
guolehaoyihuier，qinfenghuxizhongyushunchangyixie。
kanleyanliangrenshenshangshiluludeyifu，yishuangjianmeimengdizhouqi，huxizaicibiandejicu。
yuanbenfalengdeshenti，wenduxunsushangsheng。
suiranyijingjianguoyeqingxuebuzhepianlvdemoyang。
dancikeyixibaisezhangqunshitou，jintiezaitashenshang，lvexiandanbodelinglongquxianruoyinruoxian，rerenxiaxiang。
jiannanyanlekoukoushui，kanzheduifangneichuchukeliandeyangzi，qinfengwunaitanxidao：“niganjinhuiquhuanshenyifuba，yaoshiganmaojiubuhaole。”
yeqingxuejiaoquyizhan，taiqitou，liansecangbai、liangyanwushenqueyouchongmanyuanhendikanzheta。
tafangfoshiqulesuoyouqinggan，suoyousecai，buzaishigaogaozaishangdediyixiaohua。
gengxiangshi…yigeanranshise，naopiqidelinjiaxiaogongzhu。
youtanxilesheng，qinfengwunaishangqianyibaqianzhutadeshou，lazhetajiuyaoxiangxiaomenwaizouqu。
yeqingxueliumeiyicu，yonglishuaidongzhe，xiangyaozhengtuozheishuangkeededashou。
kewuluntaruheyongli，neishuangdashoujiuhaoxiangsisiqianzhuleyiban，lingtawulifankang。
naizhizuihou，tayebuzaizhengzha，zhishiliangyanfenhendikanzheyanqiangaodabeiying。
yilushang，yeqingxuedoudichuizhenaodai，rutongxingshizouroubangenzaihoumian。
luguofujinbushaojiangchengdaxuexuezi，fenfencemukanxiangliangren，lianshangchongmanyihuo。
“**！zheilianggerenzenmezoudaoyiqile？womeijicuodehua，neigeqinfenghaoxiangshilinyingyingdediyitiangouba？”
“kebushima！linyingyinggenyedaxiaohuakeshisiduitoua！bieshiyaogaoshenmefeiwenlaiyazaoshangdeshiqingba？”
“shuobuzhune，nimeikanliangrendoushilema？erqieyexiaohuadeliansemingxianbutaiduijing。”
“si…neizenmeban？womenyaobuyaoshangqulanyixia？wanyi…”
“wanyishenmewanyi？linjiakeshijiangchengzuidadejiazu，yaoshirenaole，nijiayoujigenaodaigoupeide？”
周围的议论声不小。
chuanruliangrenerzhong，qinfengjianmeiweiweijincu，eryeqingxuequefangruomeiyoutingdaoyiban。
zhishikanxiangqinfengdemuguang，sihushunyanleyidian。
binguanmenkou，yeqingxuejiaobuturantingxia，wulunqinfengzaiqianmianzenmelache，duifangdoubudongrushan。
xinligedengyixia，qinfenglveyouyihuohuitouwangqu。
buzhiheshi，yeqingxueyirantaiqixiaonaodai，muguangkanxiangdingshang‘ruyibinguan’sigedazizhaopai，qiaolianshangyimocanbaixiaoronghuanhuanfuxian，fangfolinghunshenchuzuihouyicizhanfangdemeigui，qimeijingyan。
kanzhetazheifumoyang，qinfengzhanglezhangzuixiangyaojieshi，queyoubuzhidaocongheshuoqi，zhinengshoushangweiweiyongli。
chuqideshi，zheiciyeqingxuejinjinkanletayiyan，jiugenzaitashenhouzaidumairulezheijianbinguan。
zhishi…neizhangqiaolianshangdexiaorongzaiduxiaoshi，jinshimuguangdingdingkanzheqinfeng，xinzhongwannianjuhui，zichaokuxiao：“tanandaozhiqianduiwodewurubugoume？haiyaoxiangzhiqianneiyangzai**woyicicaimanyime？”
这一刻。
zhiganjuerumangzaibei，haosihuitoujiuhuibeiyishuangchongmanyouyuandeshuangyanshengshengdengsi。
zhinengyingzhetoupiqianzhetaxiangneigechongmanyuniquezangluandefangjianzouqu。
liangrendoutiaolechishui，quanshenshitou。
napaqinfengxianghuanyijianfang，rujindouzuobudao。
一进房间。
yeqingxuezhanzaimenkou，lenglengkanzhechuangdanshangdeneimoyanhong，liansedanranrushui，sheiyebuzhidaotacikezaixiangxieshenme。
秦风脸色有些怪异。
suiranbuzhidaoduifangweishenmeyilushangdoubuzhengzhayemeiyousihaoxiangfa。
dancikebeishuijinshideyifunianzaishenshangqueshihennanshou。
zhinengyibianguanchazheduifangzhuangtai，yibianxunsujiangzijishenshangyiwu**。
yebuzhishixiguanhaishiyoulexianqianjinglizaoyiwusuowei。
henkuaiqinfengjiujiangzijituode**。
yeqingxueziranzhuyidaoletadedongzuo。
zhenggerenfangfoshiqulinghun，yidongbudongkanzheqinfeng，cangbaidelianshangmeiyourenhebiaoqing。
“neishenme。womeibiedeyisi，jiushi…jiushiyifushitoule，yizhichuanzaishenshanghuiganmaofashaode，ganjinhuanshenyifucaixing......”
qinfengwunaigaozuiyisheng，zhishiyueshuodaohoumian，kanzheduifangmuguangzijixinlisihuyuemeiyoudiqi。
yeqingxueyijiuruciwawaban，zhishineimejingjingkanzheta，meiyourenhehuiying。
yankanzheduifangbaisezhangqunhaizaibuduandishui，qinfengzhinengyingzhetoupishangqian，shuangshouzhandouzhezaicijiangduifangbode**。
pojiubukandelianjiazhongdianfangzheiyikezaitabaixizhinendeyutixiaxiandejingzhixuduo。
haosizhenggefangjianneidouchongchizheyeqingxueshenshangduyoudeqingxiang。
zhishizhizhong，qinfengdoubugankanduifangmeimuyiyan。
zhidaoyeqingxueshenshangzhishengzuihouyilvleisizhedang，tafangfobeixiehuochedizhanjudanao。
qinfengchihongshuangyanwangxiangduifang，gansezuichunweidong，“wo…wotuole......”
没等回应。
yebuzhishixinxuhaishiruhe，qinfengshuangyanweibi，hunshenzhandou，jiannanjiangqihuanhuantuoxia。
哪怕如此。
yeqingxueyijiurumudiaobanyidongbudong。
zhishineishuangjuemeifengmoushizhonghaowubolankanzheqinfeng，yanjiaoqingleihuanhuangunluo，chuilianyudi。