diertianzaochen，wodingzhelianggeheiyanquanlaidaoqinfang。linxiaoyuyijingzaineilidenghou，yanjingtongyanghongzhong，
xianranyemeishuihao。"yougehuilailema？"tajinzhangdiwen，muguangluozaiwochuizaishencedeyoushoushang。
youshoutaiqidalegezhaohu，ranhoudazi："anquanle。mengdonghaimeifaxian。"linxiaoyusonglekouqi，
congbaoliquchuyigeupan。"wozhenglilezuowanpaidezhaopianheshipin。kanzheige——"tadakaibijibendiannao，
diaochuyizhangshiyanjiludetexie，"mengdonghaizheixienianzhishaojinxingle49ci'tianfuzhuanyi'shiyan。
jielimishidi49hao，womuqinshidi23hao。
zhaopianshangdebiaogelingrenmaogusongran：meiyixingjiluzheyigeyinletiancaidexingming、tianfuleixinghe"caijizhuangtai"。
daduoshubiaojiwei"wanzhengcaiji"，shaoshushi"bufencaiji"，zuihousanxingzeshi"shibai，yangbenxiaohui"。
"zheigefengzi..."wonannandao。yougekongzhiwodeshouhuadongyemian，tingzaiyizhangmohudeshejitushang。
neishiyigefuzadezhuangzhituzhi，biaotishi"tianfurongheyi"。"taxiangganshenme？"wowen，
"shoujizheimeduotianfu...""chengweishen。"yougeturanyongwodezuishuo，shengyinsiya，"yinlezhishen。
"linxiaoyudiandiantou，diaochulingyifenwenjian。"zheishitasanshinianqiandesirenbiji。
taxiangxintianfushi'shenxingsuipian'，tongguotedingyishikeyishoujibingronghe，
zuizhongrangchiyouzhehuodechuangzaowanmeiyinledenengli——yongtadehuashuo，'zhidashentingdeyishu'。
"woweiliyizhenfanteng。mengdonghaibiaomianshidegaowangzhongdeyinlejiaoshou，beidiliqueshigefengkuangdexiejiaofenzi，
weilezhuiqiuxuhuandeyishuwanmeiermoushatiancai。"guojigangqinbisaishizenmehuishi？"wowen，
"yougeshuoneishixianjing。""yeshijihui。"yougedazi，"jiuyinletingyouzhengju。linlankenengzaineili。
"linxiaoyumengditaitou。"muqin？tahaihuozhe？""buqueding。"yougedebijibiandeyouyu，
"keneng...bushichangguiyiyidehuozhe。"zheigehanhudehuidaranglinxiaoyulianseshabai。
woganjinzhuanyihuati："bisaishenmeshihou？""santianhou。"tadiaochubisaiguanwang，
"mengdonghaishipingweihuizhuxi。qiguaideshi..."tazhizhecansaimingdan，"chuleni，
qitaxuanshoudoushiguoqushinianbeita'caiji'guodeyinlejiadezinvhuoxuesheng。"woxintouyijin。
"suoyitashizaishouji'dierdai'？""gengzao。"yougedazi，"taxiangyao'chunhua'detianfu。
diyidaiyouzazhi。dierdai...gengchunjing。"linxiaoyudeshoukaishifadou。
"suoyizheibujinshiguanyujielimihemuqin...tajihualejishinian。womendoushitashiyandeyibufen。
"qinfangxianruchenmo。chuangwaiyangguangmingmei，xueshengmenbaozhelepulailaiwangwang，
meirenzhidaowomenzhengzaitaolundekongbuzhenxiang。"womenxuyaogengduozhengju。"zuizhongwoshuo，"nengbaojingdeneizhong。
"linxiaoyuyaoleyaozuichun。"mengdonghaideshufang...muqinrijilitiguoyigebaoxianxiang，
limianzangyouzuizhongyaodeshiyanshuju。""taiweixianle。"yougedazi，"tayoubaobiao，youjiankong。
""woyoubanfa。"tayanzhongshanguoyisijuejue，"jintianxiawutayaoqushi**jieshoubiaozhang，
bangongshihuikongchulai。woyouxueshengzhulidequanxian。"wokanxiangyoushou："nijuedeni？"youshouyouyuleyixia，
ranhouxie："xiaoxin。ruguoganjuebudui，likechetui。"jihuajiuzheiyangdingxiale。
linxiaoyufuzeqianrumengdonghaibangongshi，woheyougezaiwaiweiceying。weilebuyinrenzhumu，womenfenkaixingdong，
yuedingxiawusandianzaixingzhenglouhoumen**。huijialushang，yougeyichanganjing。worenbuzhuwen："nizaixiangshenme？
"youshouzaishoujishangdazi："jiyizaihuifu。youxiesuipian...hentongku。""guanyuhuozaineiwan？
"tahualegeduigou，ranhoubuchong："buzhishiwo。haiyoulinlan。tazuoleshenme...henzhongyao。
""nijuedetahaihuozhema？zhendebeikunzaiyinletingli？"youshoutingdunlehenjiu，
zuizhongxiedao："buwanquanshihuozhe。danyemeiwanquansi。xiangshiwo...danbutong。
"zheigemiyibandehuidarangwogengjiabuan。ruguolinlandezhuangtaileisiyouge，neitafuzaileshenmeshangmian？
weishenmehuizaiyinleting？xiawuliangdianwushi，wozhunshidaoda**didian。
linxiaoyuchuanzhexueshengzhulidetongyizhifu——baichenshanpeishenlanxizhuangqun，toufayisibugoudizhachengmawei，
kanqilaijiushigeputongdeqingongjianxuexuesheng。"jiankongyijingchulihaole。"tadishengshuo，
"baoanmeibanxiaoshixunluoyici，womenyouershifenzhongshijian。"womenqiaoqiaoliujinxingzhenglou。
mengdonghaidebangongshizaidingceng，diantiliyougeturankongzhiwodeshouanxiasilouanniu。"zenmele？"linxiaoyuwen。
"xiankankanziliaoshi。"yougeyongwodezuishuo，"huozaixiangguanbaodao。"silouziliaoshiduimanlexueyuanliniandangan。
yougejingzhizouxiangyigebiaozhe"1989-1994"dejuzi，fanchuyibenjianbaoji。
7yue15ridexinwenbiaotiheranxiezhe："zhuminggangqinjiajielimi·kewaersijizaiyinlexueyuanhuozaizhongshizong，
tuidingsiwang"。peitushishaodezhishenggujiadeyinleting，xiaofangyuanzaifeixuzhongsouxun。
lingyizexiaobaodaotidao："tongshishizongdehaiyouyinlexueyuanzhujiaolinlan，juxitashikewaersijideweihunqi。
""kanzheige。"linxiaoyuzhizheyizebuqiyandeduanxun，"huozaidiaochafaxianduogeqihuodian，yisirenweizonghuo。
"yougekuaisufanye，tingzaiyizhangzhaopianqian——nianqingdemengdonghaizhanzaishaohuideyinletingqian，biaoqingningzhong。
danzuiyinrenzhumudeshitashouzhongdeshouzhang，dingduanxiangqianzhetongyangdelanbaoshi。"neigenshouzhang..."woxiaoshengshuo。
"guanjian。"yougedazi，"kenengshiyishigongju。"womenpaixiazheixieziliao，ganjinqianwangdinglou。
mengdonghaidebangongshimensuoshidianzimimaxing，linxiaoyushuruletadezhulimima，danmenwensibudong。
"tagaimimale。"tazhoumei。yougekongzhiwodeshoufuguojianpan。"rangwoshishi。"tayongwodezuishuo，
ranhoushuruleyichuanshuzi：071589——huozairiqi。mensuo"di"deyishengkaile。
bangongshikuanchangshehua，yizhengmianqiangdoushijiangbeiherongyuzhengshu。lingyimianqiangzeguamanleyugelumingliudeheying。
danzuiyinrenzhumudeshibangongzhuohoufangneifujudadeyouhua——huazhongshinianqingshidemengdonghaizhanzaigangqinpang，
shenqingkuangre。"zhenzilian。"wodigudao。linxiaoyuzhibenshujia。"rijilishuobaoxianxiangzangzaishujiahoumian。
"tazixijianchameigejiaoluo，turantingzaiyibenhouzhongdeyinlecidianqian。"zhaodaole！
"cidianhoumianshiyigexiaoxingbaoxianxiang，xuyaomimahezhiwenshuangzhongyanzheng。"gaisi，dabukai。
"tashilejizumimadoushibaile。yougekongzhiwodeshoufangzaibaoxianxiangshang，qingqingqiaojiwaiqiao。
suizheqiaojijiezoubianhua，neibuchuanlaiweiruodejixiesheng。jifenzhonghou，
tashuruleyizufuzadeshuzi——bushishengrihuojinianri，ershiyiduanyinledepinlvshuzhi。
baoxianxiang"kada"yishengkaile。"tiana，nizenmezuodaode？"linxiaoyudengdayanjing。"tingneibujiegou。
"yougejianduanjieshi，"mimashi《huijin》dezhuxuanlvshuzhi。
"baoxianxianglizhiyoujiyangdongxi：yibenpimianbijiben、yigexiaoboliping（limianpiaofuzhemouzhongfaguangwuzhi），
yijiyibagulaodetongyaochi。womenxunsupaizhaojilu。bijibenshimengdonghaideshiyanrizhi，
xiangxijizailetaruhegailianggulaode"tianfuboli"yishi，jiehexiandaishenjingkexuegudingbeibolidetianfu。
zuilingrenmaogusongrandeshizuihoujiye："di49haoshiyanbufenchenggong。
kewaersijideyoushouwanmeibaoliulegangqintianfu，danlinghunhexinyiwaitaoyi。linlanganraoleyishi，
daizoulehexin。bixuzhaohui。zhiyouwanzhengdelinghun+tianfucainengqidongzuizhongronghe。
""yinletingfeixurengyounengliangcanliu。linlankenengyimouzhongxingshicunzaineili。
yaochinengdakaiyinletingdixiashidegulaoguanfengqin，neishiyishiguanjian。"bolipingshangdebiaoqianxiezhe："linlan，
jueduiyinganjinghua。daironghe。"linxiaoyukandaozheigejihuzhanbuwen。woganjinfuzhuta，
ganshoudaotazaijuliefadou。
gefengzi...tabawomuqin...zhuangzailepingzili..."yougekongzhiwodeshouqingqingnaqineibatongyaochi。
"yinletingdixiashi。"tayongwodezuishuo，"juesaidangwan，womenbixuquneili。""taiweixianle！
"linxiaoyuzhuazhuwodeshoubei，"zheimingxianshitashehaodeju！""biewuxuanze。"yougedazi，
"linlanhaizaineili。jielimidelinghunhexinyeshi。meiyoutamen...womenyongyuanwufajibaimengdonghai。
"womengangbadongxifanghuiyuanwei，zoulangturanchuanlaijiaobusheng。baoan！linxiaoyuxunsuguanshangbaoxianxiang，
womenduodaohouzhongdechuanglianhoumian。baoantuimenkanlekan，meifaxianyichang，youguanshangmenlikaile。"shijiandaole，
womendezou。"linxiaoyujinzhangdishuo。likaiqian，
yougekongzhiwodeshoukuaisufanpailemengdonghaibijibendejiyeguanjianneirong。womengangzouchuxingzhenglou，
jiukandaomengdonghaidezhuancheshiruxiaoyuan。"chadianzhuangshang。"linxiaoyuzhangshuyikouqi，
"mingtianwomenxiangxiyanjiuzheixieziliao。xianzaiwodequlianqinle，miandeyinqihuaiyi。"fenbiehou，
yougeyizhichenmo。huidaojia，tacaikongzhiwodeshoudakaidiannao，zixiyanjiuwomenpaidaodeziliao。
"nizaizhaoshenme？"wowen。"yishixijie。"yougedazi，
"bixuzhidaomengdonghaijihuazaijuesaidangwanzuoshenme。"mengdonghaidebijihuisenandong，
chongmanleshenmixueshuyuheyinlemima。danpincouqilaidazhinengmingbai：taxiangxintongguomouzhonggulaoyishi，
keyizaiyinletingdixiashideneitaiteshuguanfengqinshangyanzou"zhongjilezhang"，
jiangsuoyoushoujidetianfuronghedaozijishenshang。"zheitaiguanfengqinyoushenmetebiede？"wowen。
yougediaochuyinletingdelaotuzhi。"weizhiteshu。zhengshangfangshizhuwutai。
shengxuejiegouwanmei...nengfangdayishixiaoguo。
""suoyitaxuanzezaibisaidangwanxingdong...""buzhishibisai。"yougedazi，
"shisanshinianyicidetianwenchuangkou。xingchenweizhiyuhuozaidangwanxiangtong。nengliangzuiqiangdeshihou。"wobeijifaliang。
mengdonghaibujinshigefengzi，haishigejingyujisuandefengzi。wanshang，yougefanchangdimeiyouqiangpowolianqin，
ershirangwozaozaoxiuxi。"xuyaobaocuntili。juesaihenzhongyao。"tadazidao。danwozhanzhuannanmian。banye，
mimihuhujian，woganjueyoushouqingqingfangzaiwodeetoushang。ranhou——wozhanzaiyigemoshengdeshiyanshili。bu，
bushizhanzai，ershibeigudingzaiyizhangjinshuyishang，shuangshoubeitezhideliaokaosuozhu。shixianmohu，
xiangshibeirenxialeyao。"zuihoudiaozheng，jiaoshou。"yigeyaoyuandeshengyinshuo。
mengdonghai——nianqingbandemengdonghai——chuxianzaishiyeli。tachuanzhebaidagua，yanshenkuangre。"jielimi，
biezhengzhale。nidetianfujiangchengjiuyinleshishangzuiweidadegeming。"woxiangdahan，danzuilisaizhedongxi。
fangjianlihaiyouqitaren——yigemeilidedongfangnvzibeilianggezhuanghananzaijiaoluo。linlan！tamanlianleishui，
pinmingyaotou。"kaishijilu：di49haoshiyan，tianfuboliyuguding。"mengdonghaiduizheluyinshebeishuo，
"duixiang：jielimi·kewaersiji，29sui，gangqintianfupingjisss。zhushou：linlan，
jueduiyinganpingjis。"tazouxiangyigeguguaidezhuangzhi，kanqilaixiangzhongshijixingjuyuxiandaikexuedejieheti。
zhuangzhizhongyangshiyigetoumingyuantong，daxiaoganghaonengrongnayizhishoubei。"genjuqian48cishiyan，
tianfuyulinghundelianjiedianweiyuyoushouzhangxindelaogongxue。"mengdonghaidaishangxiangjiaoshoutao，
"bencishiyanjiangchangshiwanzhengbolibinggudingtianfu，tongshibaoliugongtishengmingtizheng。"taanxiamougekaiguan，
zhuangzhifachuwengming。ranhoutazhuaqi"wo"deyoushou，qiangxingsairuneigetoumingyuantong。jutong！
nanyixingrongdejutongcongshouzhangmanyanzhiquanshen，xiangshimeiyigeshenjingmoshaodoubeidianran。
"wo"zaiyizishangfengkuangzhengzha，fachumenyadecanjiao。linlanturanzhengtuoshufu，chongxiangdianyuankaiguan。"bu！
nihuishaleta！"tajianjiaozhe。hunluanzhong，
mengdonghaideshouzhang——neishidingduanhaimeiyoulanbaoshi——jizhonglelinlandehounao。tadaodibuqi，
xianxuecongtoufalishenchu。"gaisi！"mengdonghaizhoumadao，"shiyanjixu！qidongfenlichengxu！
"yuantongneishenchuwushuxirufasidejinshuzhen，ciru"wo"deyoushou。tengtongdadaodingdian，
ranhou——yizhongsiliegan，bushiroutishangde，ershigengshencengde，xiangshilinghunbeisichengleliangban。yuantongnei，
wodeyoushoukaishifaguang，pifuxiafuxianchuqiguaidefuhao。er"wo"deyishikaishimohu，
shixianbianyuanchuxianheiban。jiuzaizheishi，daozaidishangdelinlanturandongle。tapaxiang"wo"，
zhanxuedeshouzhizaikongzhonghuachufuzadefuhao。"jizhu...xiaoyu..."tajiannandishuo，
ranhoujiangxueshouanzai"wo"dexiongkou。yigunuanliuyongruxinzang。mengdonghainuhouzhelakaita，