第4章
“hao，buguoyunjindewenjiyaolianlianle，ganggangganjuenihaoxiangdoumeishenmejingyan。”
suyunjinlikeyouhongtoulelian：“nizenmezheimehuai！nizongqifuren，huaisila！wo......wozheixieniandouyigerenguo，ganggangshidiyiciheren......wonalilaidejishuma......”
“meishi，wokeyimanmanjiao。”
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sujiadeshengriyanhuiziranshifenhaohuaqipai。
huwaidehuayuanlizhuangbandexiqingrenao，gezhongzhenxiujiayaolinlangmanmu，gejiemingliuqijuyitang......
suyunjinshenchuanxuebaizhangqun，yinweixiaotuiyoushaoshang，tajibendoushichuanzhangku，qunziyebixushizhangqun。
budebushuo，suyunjinshencaizhendewanmei。
xiuzhangyuncheng，titaiena，chongmanlenverjiaderoumeiruoshuiheyitaiwanqian。
lianshangguazhexuebaidemiansha，zhikantadeshuangyan，jianzhiwanruxianzi，neishuanglinglongshanyaodemouzi，fangfoyekongxingchenyiyangsherenxinpo。
renherenkandaozheishuangyanjing，bennengdijiuhuirenwei，mianshaxiamiandelianyidingyeqingguoqingcheng，meibushengshou。
suyunjinguangshipingjiezhezheishuangyanjing，daizhemianshadeshihoujiumeishaobeidashan。
zoudaolenainaigenqian，nainaibenlaixibushengshoudihezhongrenshuohua，jiandaotalaile，shunjianlaxialianlai，mianlubuyue。
“yunjinjinainaiheshou，zhunainaiwanshouwujiang，shentikangjian。”
nainaidiandiantou：“nizenmeyelaile？huangjiadexiaoshaoyeni？”
suyunjinshentiyidou：“ta......”
nainaidao：“nishidaguniangle，gaizhaogepojiale，huangjiadexiaoshaoyewojianguo，renbucuo，rujinnijirancongleta，jiujinzaodinghunba。zaoxiejiaguoqu，xiangfujiaozi，yesuanduiniqushidemamayougejiaodai。”
suyunjintaiqitou，yishuangmeimulidaizheleihua，takanzhenainailengmodebiaoqing，yishunjianshenmedoumingbaile。
guaibudehuangfeiyoushiwukong，yuanlaishidedaolenainaidemoxu，shenzhiguli。
zijideqinnainai，bazijidangchengshisongbuchuqudeleizhui，jingrangudongwairenlaiqiruziji，zheirangsuyunjinnaoziyizhenyunxuan，yiguehanchongchiquanshen。
“tazoule。”suyunjinyaozheyadao：“beirendapaole，xianzaiyinggaizaizhuyuan。”
“什么！？”
“谁做的？”
“我的朋友。”
“nidepengyou？”nainaidangjishuailechawan：“suyunjin！nifangsi！”
binkemenfenfencemu，buzhidaolaoshouxingweishenmeturanfabiao。
nainaisihuqidebuqing：“nizijidangnianweileyigegueryuandeyexiaozi，bazijihuichenglezheiyang，xianzaiwojiniyigeyinyuan，nijingranhaibarenjidapaole？ni......nijianzhichengshibuzu，baishiyouyu！”
“keshitayaoqifuwo！zaidatingguangzhongzhixia！”
“neinijiurangtaqifuma！nagenvrenmeiyoudiyici？”nainaiqiyouxieduosuo：“nidaodizhibuzhidaozijideqingkuang？zheizhanglianzhaidiaomianshahainengjianrenma？younagehaorenjiahuikandeshangni？nandehuangjiashaoyeduinihaisuannianjiuqing，zhibuguozhejileyidian，niyoushenmehaotuisanzuside？”
“nandaoyinweiwolianshangyoushang，jiuhuogaibeirenqifuma？”suyunjinkuzhehanleqilai。
yigenanzihechidao：“suyunjin！jintianshinainaidedashou，nijiuzheimegennainaishuohua？”
nanziyouxiaoxixididao：“nainaibieshengqi，zheiyatoujiushiyigenjin，bieweilezheigeyatoupianziqihuaileshenzi。”
nainailazhenanzideshou：“haishiwodasunzidongshi，yunjin，nigennigegexuexueba，kankantaduodongshi，nizaikankanni！”
jialidezhangbeiyedouganjinguolai，pipingsuyunjin，shuotabudongshi，zaizheizhongchanghehenainaidingzui；
shuonainaixinxinkukuweilezheigejia，zuoshenmedoushiweiletahao；
shuotalaodabuxiaole，bunengzhizaijialiyilaishenshoufanlaizhangkou，dengzherensihou，ganchifanbuganhuo；
shuotayinggaizuncongxiaodao，gankuaijiachuqurangnainaixinan......
suyunjinkanzhezheixie“qinren”，tinglezijidezaoyu，jingranmeiyouyigerentongqingziji，aihuziji，meigerendouzaipainainaidemapi，shuluoziji。
她突然心生绝望。
zheigejia，duizijilaishuo，haishijiama？
cishimenkoulipaoshengxiangqi，zhuchirengaoshengdao：“lijiashaozhu，qianlaiheshou！”
suoyourenyiqikanxiangdamenkou，xinshuodouzheigeshijianle，zenmehaiyoulaiheshoude？