第4章

tadeshouxianglaimeiyourenhedewendu,jiuxiangshiyikuaibing。

erqietasihaomeiyoukongzhilidu。

juliedetengtongrangwojuedewoxiangshizhonghuineixiaxiaodejianyu,beitamenzhuaqilaida。

“buyao!buyaodawo!”wopinmingdezhengtuo,yixiadandaolezuijiaoluoli。

“wozhendezhidaocuole,wobugaixihuanni,bugaizhuiqiuni,bugaichanzheni……wozhendebuhuizaizheimezuole!qiuqiuni,gushi,fangguowohaobuhao……buyaobawosonghuijianyu……qiuqiunile……”

“woyijingbuxihuannile,zhende!suoyiqiuqiunibuyaobawosongjianyu……”

wobaozhuleziji,leishuibuzijuedihualuo。

zhifanfanfufudeshuozhezhezheijijuhua。

wozhidaogushidangshiweishenmehuimorensongwojinqu。

kendingshiyinweitabuxihuanwo,juedewochanzhetahenfan。

毕竟我缠了他十年。

zhiyaobawosongjinjianyu,tajiunengqingsongle。

wokandaogushidelianseyuelaiyueyinchen,ruwuyunmibu。

tazheifuhairendebiaoqingrangwogengjiadehaipa,pinmingdesuochengleyituan,zhiqiulitayuandian,zaiyuandian。

gushiqueshichaowozouleguolai,buguwodezhengzha,nieqilewodexiaba,yanshenhenleng,rubing,“nishuonibuxihuanwole?”

wocongtadeyuqilitingchulenuhuo。

keshitaweishenmehuishengqini?

woshuowobuxihuantale,tayinggaiyaoganjuedaohenkaixincaidui。

是了!

yidingshitacongwodezuilitingdao“xihuan”erzi,youhuozheshiwodeshengyin,juedeexindaoleba!

wolimashiqudewuzhuzui,biaoshizijishenmedoubuhuishuole,zhishiyongdiantoulaibiaodawodeyisi。

kegushidelianseshibandianmeiyouzhuanqing,yijiuwubidebinglenghairen。

shenzhiyuwoganjuedaotaniezaiwoxiabadeshouyuefadeyongli。

jiuzaizheigeshihou,yidaoshengyincongloutikouchuchuanlai。

“fashengleshenme?zenmedoubuquchifanle?”shiwobamajuedewomenzaizheilidangetaijiu,yiqizouguolaile。

“woyexiangzhidaofashengshenmeshiqingleni,woshenmehuadoumeishuo,jiejieturanjiuzuodishangkule。buzhiqingdehaiyiweishiworenulejiejie。”

linqingqingyishuangtongkongweihong,rourouruoruode,xiangshiyaokuchulaideweiqumoyang。

womazhijiehaobuyouyudedashenghechiwo:“songqi!nizaizheizhuangshenmeni?”

“duibuqi,duibuqi!wozhidaoshiwocuole,woxianzailimajiuqilai!”

wochengzheqiangbijiuxiangyaoqilai。

keshiwoshizaishitaixuruole,ganggangtuchudeneixiedongxi,neiwoxianzaiweiliwubikongxu,hunshenwuli。

zaijiashangkuyeshixuyaonengliangxiaohaode。

suoyiwohaimeiwanquanzhanqilai,jiuyanqianyihei,zhenggerenyunleguoqu。

zaiwoyishisangshideqianyimiao,woganjuedaozijijinleyigewennuandehuaibaoli。

xiaoshuo《wodezuinie》di4zhangshidujieshu。