dishiqizhang：jingsaideyaliyuneiju“fuze”
tamengditaiqitou，diyici，yongyizhongjinhumaofande、daizheqiangliefankangyiweideyanshen，zhizhiyingxiangwanglaoshifennudemuguang。zuichunjinminchengyitiaojueqiangdezhixian，xiahebengjin，xiongtangyinweiyayidenuhuoerweiweiqifu。taxiangfanbo，xiangdashengzhiwenshenmejiao“youdemeide”？xiangshuotabirenherendouxiangying！danzuizhong，suoyoujiliedehuayudouduzailehoulongli，zhihuazuohoujieyicichenzhongdegundong。tabuneng，yebugan。wanglaoshishijingsaidelingluren，tadeqiantuhainiezaiduifangshouli。
wanglaoshixianranbeitazheizhongwushengdefankangjinule，liansegengjianankan，dankanzhechenyangyanzhongneicuyayidehuomiaohefanhongdeyankuang，zhongjiumeiyouzaishuogengzhongdehua，zhishijiqishiwangdi、zhongzhongditanlekouqi，neitanxixiangbinglengdeqiankuai，chendiandiandiyazaisuoyourenxintou。
“zixiba！haohaoxiangxiang！”wanglaoshibachengjidanzhongzhongpaizaijiangtaishang，zhuanshenlikailejiaoshi。chenzhongdeguanmenshengzaisijidekongqilihuidang，jiujiubusan。
jiaoshilixianruyizhongguiyidechenmo。meirengandashengshuohua，zhiyouxiaoxinyiyidefanshushengheyayidehuxi。chenyangxiangyizunshidiaobanjiangzaiyuandi，weichizheneigetaitoudezishi，zhidaowanglaoshidejiaobushengchedixiaoshizaizoulangjintou，tacaixiangshibeichouganlesuoyouliqi，tuirankuaxiajianbang，zhongzhongdikaohuiyibei。tabishangyan，taishouyonglidi、jinhucubaodirouzhetutuzuotongdetaiyangxue，fangfoyaojianglimianfeitengdefanzaohecuobaiganjiyachuqu。zhiguanjieyinweiyonglierfanbai。
lizhexiaoxinyiyiditanguotou，yadishengyin：“yangge……ni……meishiba？laowangta……jiuneiyang，shuohuachong……”
chenyangmeizhengyan，yemeihuiying。tazhishijuedelei，yizhongconggutoufenglishenchulaidepibeihebingleng。jingsaideyalixiangyizuowuxingdedashan，luntandeliuyanxiangnaorendewenying，erlinxideduobi……xiangyigenxixiaodeci，zhazaixinshangzuirouruandedifang，pingrilihuoxubuxian，cikezaijudadecuobaiganxia，neigencidecunzaiganbeiwuxianfangda，dailaiyizhenzhenjianruiximidecitonghenanyiyanyudeweiqu。
tapingshenmeduota？yinweineixiewuliaodexianhua？tazhibuzhidaotaweilezheichangjingsaifuchuleduoshao？tazhibuzhidaotacikeyouduolangbei？yiguwuminghuohunzazhewuchufaxiedebiemen，zaitaxiongzhongzuochongyoutu。tamengdizhengkaiyan，yibazhuaqizhuoshangneizhangciyandeshijuan，kanyebukan，huluanrouchengyituan，daizheyiguhenjingsaijinlekezhuozuishenchu。fangfozheiyangjiunengmaizangdiaozheigaisideshibaihesuoyoudebukuai。
---
xiawufangxuehou，tushuguanzaicichenglechenyangdebinansuo。bushineigekaochuangde、cengyouguoduanzanwenxinhuiyidejiaoluo，ershiwuliziliaoquzuishen、zuipijingde、beigaodashujiabaoweideyizhangxiaofangzhuo。zheilidengguangshaoxianhunan，kongqilimimanzhejiushuteyoudechennianzhimoqixi，anjingdezhinengtingdaozijifanshudeshengyinhechuangwaiouerlveguodefengsheng。
tamianqiantanzheneibenhouhoudewulijingsaijingbianxitiji，zhengshineidaorangtashayuerguidenantitongleixingtuozhan。caogaozhishangmimimamaxiemanletuidao，gongshitaozhegongshi，jiantouzhixiangbutongdefangxiang，xiangyizhanghunluandezuozhanditu。raner，siweiquexiangxianrulenizhao，zhisebuqian。neixiecengjingqingxiwubidedingli、moxing，cikezainaozhongjiaochengyiguojianghu。wanglaoshishiwangdeyanshen、tongxuemenwushengdezhushi、haiyouneigecanghuangtaokaidebeiying……gezhonghuamiansuipianbanshanxian，ganraozheta，sichezhetadezhuyili。
“pada。”zhijiandebiyouyicigunluozhuomian，zaijijingzhongfachutuwudeqingxiang。
chenyangfanzaodi“ze”leyisheng，yonglixianghoukaoqu，yibeifachubukanzhongfude**。tataishou，zaicizhongzhongdirouniezhefazhangdetaiyangxue，meitouningchengyigesijie。muguangwuyishidisaoguoshujiajiandefengxi，touxiangyuelanquneigecengjingshuxideweizhi——yijiukongzhe。
yizhongnanyiyanyudeshiluohegengshendefanmenyongshangxintou。tamengdishouhuishixian，xiangbeitangdaoyiyang，duqisidezhongxinzhuaguoxitiji，qiangpozijijiangmuguangdingsizaineixiebinglengdefuhaoshang。raner，neixiezifufangfodouniuquqilai，chaoxiaozhetadetulao。
jiuzaizheishi，shujialingyicechuanlaiyizhenkeyiyadidejiaotansheng，xisuidipiaojintadeerduo。
“……ai，nikandaomei？gangcai（1）banneigelinxi，liansebaidegenzhiside，baozhezuoyebenpaodefeikuai，chadianzhuangdaoren……”
“kandaolekandaole！huanghuangzhangzhangde，genhoumianyouguizhuiside。ze，zicongluntanneishierzhihou，tajiuyoudianshenshentaotaode……”
“kebushima！ganjuexiangjinggongzhiniao，sheiduokantayiyandounengbatahepao。nishuo……tashibushixinxua？”
“sheizhidaoni……buguochenyangzuijinyetingbuduijingde，gangcaizaijiaoshibeilaowangxundeneigehen……lianheidenengdimo……nishuohuibuhuizhenyinwei……”
“xu！xiaoshengdian！biexiacai！buguo……jingsaidangtou，haishilizheixiemafanyuandianhao……”
houmiandeshengyinjianjiandilexiaqu，zhishengxiamohudeqieqiesiyu。
“麻烦”……
zheilianggezixiangcuiledudezhen，jingzhundicizhonglechenyangjinbengdeshenjing！
suoyoudefanzao、weiqu、cuobai、wuchuxuanxiedenuhuo，zaizheiyikebeichedidianran，hongranzhakai！tanaozilineigenmingweilizhidexian，“pa”diyishengduanle！
shenmejiaomafan？tachenyangshenmeshihouchenglexuyaobierenbizhibujidemafan？haishi……talinxijuedetazijishigemafan，suoyixiangduowenyiyiyangduozheta？
凭什么？！
taweilejingsaijiaotoulane，chengshouzhejudadeyalihezenan，ertani？jiuyinweizheixiebufengzhuoyingdeliuyan，xiangshoujingdetuziyiyang，lianyigejieshidejihuidoubuji，danfangmianbatagejuezaitadeshijiezhiwai？shenzhi，rangtayechenglebierenkouzhong“buduijing”detanzi？
yigubeimaofande、qiangliedenuyihunhezheshuobuqingdaobumingdeshoushanggan，rutongyanjiangbanzaixiongqianglibenyong。tazaiyewufarenshouzheilingrenzhixideanjinghebiequ！
chenyangmengdizhanqishen，dongzuofuduzhida，daidaoleyizi，zaijijingdetushuguanlifachu“kuangdang”yishengcierdejuxiang！yindefujinjigemaitoukududexueshengjingeditaiqitou。
takanyemeikanzhouweidemuguang，yibazhuaqizhuoshangsanluandeshubenhexitice，huluansaijinshubaoli，lalianladecubaoerxiangliang。ranhou，tamaikaizhangtui，daizheyigushengrenwujindelinliediqiya，xiangyizhenguoxiezhehanliudefeng，jingzhichaozhetushuguandamendefangxiangchongqu。jiaobuchenzhong，tazaidibanshangfachudongdongdehuixiang，meiyibudoucaitazhetawuchuanfangdejilieqingxu。
taxuyaoyigedaan。xianzai！like！
---
shendongdebangwan，tianseandehenkuai。qianhuisedeyuncengchenchendiyazhexiaoyuandewuding，linliedehanfengzaikongkuangdeguangchanghejiaoxuelouzhijianchuansuohuxiao，juanqidishangdekuyehechentu，fachuwuwudebeiming。lupangguangtutudewutongzhiyazaifengzhongjulieyaohuang，touxiazhangyawuzhuadeheisejianying。
linxigangbeizhanglaoshijiaoqubangongshi，bangmangzhengliwanyitazuowenbisaidechuxuangaojian。tabaozhehouhouyidiewengao，dizhetou，jiaobucongcongdicongjiaoshibangonglouzouchulai。hanfengxiangdaoziyiyangguazailianshang，taxiayishidijiangdongdetonghongdebanzhanglianmaijinweijinli，zhiluchuyishuangxiemanpibeihexinshideyanjing。gangzouchuloumen，yiguqiangjingdechuantangfengmengdixilai，chuidetayigelieju，huailidewengaohualazuoxiang，youjiyebeifengjuanqi，jingxiandipiaofeichuqu。
tajinghuyisheng，shoumangjiaoluandiquzhua，shentizaifengzhongyaohuang，xiandegewaidanbocuiruo。haoburongyiwenzhulehuailidewengao，youlangbeididunxiashenqujianshisanluozaidishangdejiyezhi。binglengdehanqishunzhekujiaozuanjinlai，rangtarenbuzhudalegeduosuo。zhijiandongdeyouxiemamu，jianshidedongzuobenzhuoyouhuanman。jiuzaitazhijianjijiangpengdaozuihouyizhangbeifengchuidetiezaiqiangjiao、zhanlexieshinidegaozhishi——
yishuangshuxide、zhanzhexiexuhuichendebaiseyundongxie，haowuyuzhaodi、daizheyizhongyapoxingdecunzaigan，chuangruletadichuideshixianfanwei，tingzaileneizhangzangwudegaozhibianyuan。
linxidedongzuoshunjianjiangzhule。
yigubinglengdehanyicongjizhuigumengdicuanqi，shunjianliubiansizhibaihai。xueyefangfozaichaneijianninggu、daoliu。tashenzhibuxuyaotaitou，shentidebennengyijingxianyiburenchulezheishuangxiedezhuren。shichenyang！
judadekonghuangxiangyizhiwuxingdeshou，shunjianezhuletadehoulong，rangtawufahuxi。xinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangdi、shixudizhuangjizhe，fachuleigubandejuxiang，zhendetaermowengwengzuoxiang。tazenmehuizaizheili？tashi……laizhaotadema？yinweiluntandeshi？yinweiwanglaoshidexunchi？tashibushi……henshengqi？
wushugekepadeniantouzainaozhongzhakai，rangtahunshenjiangying，dongdanbude。taweichizheneigebandunde、jinhuquansuodezishi，xiangyizhibaoluzaimengshoushixianxiadexiaodongwu，lianzhijiandouzaibushoukongzhidiweiweizhandou。hanfengjuanqidishangdeshali，dazaita**debojingshang，jiqiyizhenximidezhanli。tashenzhinengqingxidiganjuedaotoudingshangfangneidaochendiandiande、daizheqianglieqingxudemuguang，xiangshizhibanyaxialai。
shijianfangfobeidongjiele。zhouweihuxiaodefengshengsihuyexiaoshile，shijiezhishengxiatakuangluandexintiaohetoudingneilingrenzhixidechenmo。
jimiaozhongdesiji，manzhangdexiangyigeshiji。
zhongyu，yigedichenyayi、daizhemingxiankezhiqueyounanyanfanzaoheyisishayadeshengyin，congtatoudingshangfangchenchendizalexialai，meiyigezidouxiangbingbao，zazaitajinbengdeshenjingshang：
“林溪。”
tajiaoletadequanming。buzaishiyiqianzaitushuguanhuozoulangouyushi，neidaizhediansuiyihuowenhede“wei”，huozhegancuimeiyouchenghu。
“zuijin……”tadunleyixia，sihuyezaijilipingfuzhemouzhongfantengdeqingxu，shengyinlitouzheyiguqiangyaxiadekunhuoheshoushangdeyiwei，“……zaiduowo？”
zhibaidejiewen，xiangyibafenglidebishou，cubujifangdipoukailetazheixierizixiaoxinyiyiweichideweizhuanghetuoniaobandetaobi。
linximengdiyizhan，fangfobeizheibinglengdezhiwencichuanleshenti。yigujudadesuanseheweiqushunjianchongshangbijian，yankuangbushoukongzhidikaishifare、fazhang。tasisiyaozhuxiachun，yongjinlequanshendeliqicaiyizhizhuneijihuyaoduokuangerchudeleishui，hehoulongliyongshangdegengyan。
她不能哭。绝不能。
taqiangpoziji，yongdongdejihushiquzhijuedeshou，feikuaidijianqidishangzuihouneizhangzhanlenidegaozhi，huluandisaijinhuailineidiewengaodezuidiceng。dongzuohuangluandexiangshizaiyangaishenmezuizheng。ranhou，taxiangshizhongyujixuqileyidianweibuzudaodeyongqi，chengzhebinglengjiangyingdeshuangtui，manmandi、jiqijiannandizhanleqilai。
tashizhongdizhetou，shixianlaolaosuozaizijixidefabaidefanbuxiexiejianshang，fangfoneiliyoushenmejiqixiyinrendetuan。tabugankantadeyanjing，haipazaineilimiankandaoyane，kandaofanzao，kandaobeiziji“mafan”daodebunai。
hanfengjuanqitadeweijinmoduan，chuiluanleeqiandeliuhai。tabaozhewengaodeshoubeishoudesijin，zhiguanjieyinweiyonglierfanzheqingbai，wengaodebianyuanbeitaniedebianlexing。
guolehaojimiao，tacaijiqijiannandi、yidianyidianditaiqitou。muguangquexiangshishoujingdexiaolu，zhiganfeikuaidi、qieqiedilveguotajinbengdexiahexiantiao，ranhoubiancanghuangdichuiluoxiaqu，dinggezaitaxiongqianxiaofulaliandeweizhi。
tadezuichundongledong，houlonggansefajin，xiangshibeishazhimoguo。fachudeshengyinxiruowenrui，daizhewufayanshidezhandouhenongzhongdebiyin，meiyigezidouxiangshizaibingshuilijinpaoguo，binglengyouposui：
“neige……luntandetiezi……”tajiannanditunyanleyixia，fangfoyaoyanxiahoulongliyongqidejudakusehekongju，“……wopa……yingxiangni……”
zhongyushuochulaile。zheigexiangjushiyiyangyazaitaxintou、rangtaqinshinanan、bidetasichuduozangdeliyou。shuochulaihou，bingmeiyouxiangxiangzhongdejietuo，fanerxiangshijiangzijizuicuiruo、zuibukandeyimianbaoluzailehanfengzhong，dengdaizhezuizhongdeshenpan。
tapingzhulehuxi，shentiyinweijidudejinzhanghedengdaierweiweifadou。hanfenghuxiaozhelveguokongkuangdelouyujian，juanqikuyedesuixie，dazhexuanercongliangrenjiangchideshenyingpanglveguo。
陈阳沉默了。
takanzhetadichuide、jihuyaomaijinweijinlidenaodai，kanzhetayinweiyonglibaozhewengaoerweiweizhandoudeshoubei，kanzhetadongdefahongdebijianhejinminde、haowuxuesedezuichun。neijudaizhejudakonghuangde“wopayingxiangni”，xiangtourutafeitengnuhaizhongdeyikuaibing。
luntandetiezi……yuanlaishiyinweizheige。
yishunjian，suoyoujiyadefanzao、weiqu、bujiesihudouzhaodaolechukou，queyoubeizheijuhualiyunhandejudaxishengganhexiaoxinyiyidehuangkongjidulehuiqu，bianchengleyizhonggengjiafuzananyandeqingxu。taduozheta，bushiyinweijuedetamafan，bushiyinweitaoyanta，ershi……payingxiangta？palianleita？
zheigerenzhixiangyidaoweiruoqueqingxideguang，zhourancipoletaxintoudeyinmaihenuhuo。
takanzhetazheifujinggongzhiniaoban、fangfochengshouletiandaweiqudemoyang，neiguxiongyongdenuyiqiyidi、yidiandiandipingxilexiaqu，querdaizhideshiyizhongshenshendewunai，haiyouyisi……liantazijidouweicengchajuedexinteng。
tahurandididi、duancudixiaoleyisheng。neixiaoshenglimeiyouchaofeng，meiyoufennu，gengxiangshiyizhongshiran，yizhongleran，haidaizhedianduizijigangcaishikongqingxudewunaizichao。
linxibeizheituruqilaidexiaoshengjingdemengditaiqiletou，yanzhonghaidaizheweitundejingkonghemangrandeshuiguang。
jiuzaitataitoudeshunjian，zhuangjinleyishuangyanjing。
chenyangdemuguang，zhenglaolaodisuozaitadelianshang。neilimianmeiyoulegangcaitushuguanlidebinglengfanzao，yemeiyoulezoulangchuyushidekunhuoheshoushang。neishiyizhongtacongweizaitayanzhongjianguode、jiqirenzhenerdudingdeyanshen。qingche、tandang，xiangdongribangwanzhouranbokaihouzhongyunceng、qingxieerxiadeyishuxiyangguang，daizheyizhonglingrenxinandechuantouli，zhizhidiwangjintahuangluandexindi。
tadezuijiaoshenzhihaicanliuzheyisigangcaineigeduancuxiaorongdehudu，shengyinquebiandedichenerqingxi，daizheyizhongburongzhiyidechenwenliliang，yiziyijudizazaihuxiaodehanfengli：
“wuliaoderenxiede，”taweiweiculexiamei，yuqilidaizhehaobuyanshideqingmieheyanfan，xiangshizaifukaiyiliweibuzudaodehuichen，“biezaiyi。”
ranhou，taweiweitingdunleyixia，muguanggengshendiwangjintaxiemancuoehebuganzhixindeyanjingli，xiangshizaiduitaxuangao，gengxiangshizaiduizijiqiangdiao，shengyinbugao，queziziqingxi，daizheyizhongchendiandiande、shuyutazijidedandang：
“wodezhuangtai——”tatingzhilebeiji，dongridehanfengguqitachangkaidexiaofuwaitao，eqianbeifengchuiluandesuifaxia，neishuangyanjingliangdejingren，“——zijifuze。”
huayinluoxia，tameiyouzaiduoshuoyigezi，yemeiyoudengdailinxiderenhehuiying。tazuihoushenshendikanletayiyan，neiyanshenfuza，baohanletaiduolinxicikewufajiedudeqingxu——youanfu，youjianding，huoxuhaiyouyisibuyichajuedepibei。ranhou，tagancuililuodizhuanguoshen，maikaibuzi，nizhelinliedehanfeng，chaozheyulinxilaishixiangfandefangxiang，dabuliuxingdilikaile。
tadebeiyingtingzhierkuankuo，zaimusesihe、hanfenghuxiaodekongkuangguangchangshang，xiangyikenifengerlideshu。jiaobujiandingyouli，tazaibinglengdeshuinidishang，fachuqingxierchenwendehuixiang，yibubuzouyuan，jianjianrongrulechenchendemusezhizhong。
linxijianglizaiyuandi，huailijinjinbaozheneidiewengao，fangfoneishitaweiyidezhicheng。hanfengjuanzhekuye，pudazaitadekujiaoshang。chenyangzuihouneijuhua，xiangyiketouruxinhudejushi，jiqidebushilianyi，ershitaotiandejulang，zaitahunluanyipiandenaohaizhongfanfuhongming、huidang。
“wodezhuangtai，zijifuze。”
meiyigezidouqingxiwubi，daizheyizhongzhandingjietiedeliliang，zhuangsuiletazheixietianlaiziyiweishide“baohu”hechenzhongdefuzuigan。
ta……meiyouguaita？meiyoujuedetashimafan？shenzhi……tazaigaosuta，bubizaiyineixieliuyan？tazijinengchulihao？
judadechongjirangtayishiwufasikao，zhinengdaidaidiwangzheneigexiaoshizaimusehanfengzhongdebeiying，zhidaoyizhengengmengliedefengxilai，chuidetajihuzhanlibuwen，caimengdihuiguoshen。lianjiashangbingliangyipian，tahouzhihoujueditaishouyimo，buzhiheshi，xujiyijiudeleishui，zhongyuchongpolesuoyouqiangzhuangdejianqiang，wushengdigunluolexialai。