“我是一个痴呆。”
“qiejiqieji，woshiyigechidai。”
wangxiaozaixinzhongmonianleliangbian，nuliguanlizhezijidebiaoqing。
dishangneigenanzilianchaoxiapazhewensibudong，kanhounaodeshangkeyipanduanchu，sidehentoule。
wangxiaoqianshiyibeiziguodepingpinganan，meijingliguoshenmedaxiongzhishi，zheihaishichucijinjuliguancharentihounaoshaodeneibuxingtai。taqiangyazhexiangoudechongdong，baichuyiliankongdongdeshenqing。
“ruheshihao，ruheshihao！”zhanghengyuqijikuai，“beizheixiaozizhuangjianwole，ruoshitashuochuqu，wodedahaoqianchengjiuyaohuiyuyidan。”
wangxiaoyongyuguangkanqu，jianjieqianneimeifubaozheshuangbei，yangzifengqingwanzhong，yanzhongquedaizheyisiruoyouruowudefengyi。
“neinidairuhe？”takaikoudao。
shuozhe，tamuguangzaiwangxiaoshenshanglaihuisuoxunleyifan，zuijiaogouqiyisixiaoyi，youdao：“zheibianshiwangjiasanshaoyeba，haizhenshijijunqiao。”
zhanghengwuxinlihui，talaihuiduoleliangbu，hurantaiqitou，zuilibengchujigezilai。
“yibuzuo，erbuxiu。”
wangxiaobuganluandong，yongyuguangkanqu，zhijianzhanghengfushenshiqiledishangneikuaidaixuededashitou。
neishitouyuanxiansihushiyonglaiyalaotansuancaide，dankanzheimeifu，xianranbushihuizuosuancaide——wangxiaoxinxiang。
张恒的手有些抖。
tazhishigeqingguidedushuren，yibeizimeizuoguosharenzheizhongcuhuo。
gangcaidasileluodeyuanneishiyiwai，zheixiazaiyaodasizheigechidaierqueshilingyihuishi，zhanghengnanmianyouxieqiechang，danxiangdaozijidemianxiuqiancheng，tayaoleyaoya，gaoyangqishoulidedashi。
huran，wangxiaodunxiashenqu。
“咦，豆花。”
zhanghengditoukanqu，zhijianzheigefendiaoyuzhuodeshaonianzhuantoukanxiangziji，yilianshaxiaodikaikoushuodao——
“gege，shidouhuaa，nengshengyiwanma？”
zhanghenglengleleng，xindao，nalaidedouhua？
tashunzhewangxiaodezhijiankanqu，quezhikandaoluodeyuandehounaoshao。
“xu。”quejianwangxiaoshouzhifangzuishang，yadishengyindao：“buyaogaosubierene，yingerjiejieburangwozaiwaimianchidongxi。”
“呕……”
zhanghengzhenxinjuedezheigechidaiertaiexinle，tazaiciyaoleyaoya，shoulidedashitouzhongjiushihuibuxiaqu。
tademuguangzhuanlaizhuanqu，guoleliangjiu，tahaishifangxiashoulideshitou，laihuiyouduoleliangbu，huranyibalinqiwangxiao。
“shuo，zheilishizenmehuishi？”
“zhudouhuachi。”wangxiaodao。
zhanghenglisedao：“sheizhudouhua？”
wangxiaoyouxiemimang，xianggebuzhisuocuodehaizi。
“shuo，sheizhudedouhua？”zhanghengyouwenleyibian。
wangxiaonaozhongfeisudisikaozhe，tazhanglezhangkou，benlaixiangshuo“wozhudedouhua”，danxiayike，tayingshengshengjianghuatoushouzhu。
yanqianzheigeshensehenlideqingnianjuebushigehaohunongde，yidantafaxianzijinengyouzhengchangduihuadeluoji，yidingbuhuishouxialiuqing。
yushiwangxiaoyongdaizhideyanshenwangxiangqianfang。
“shuohua！sheizhudedouhua？”zhanghengshenseyuli，mengranyangqishouyibazhanghenhenshuaizaiwangxiaolianshang。
bai**nendelianshunjianfanqiyipianyuhong。
wangxiaofeikuaidibishangyan，yimianzhanghengkandaozijiyanzhongdenuyi。
你给我等着。
dan，xianzaideqingxing，gancuikuchulaiba。
juedingle！yinggaikuchulai。
shaonianyonglijilejiyan，queshiyidileiyemeiyou。
哭，快哭。
“wotaicanle，congxiaobeirenpaoqi，haiyingnianzaoshi，sihouhaichuanyuedaoyigechidaiershenshang，canburenduacanburendua……duile，shuoqilai，zheigeyuanziyeshiwojiadechanye，kezhenfuaxianzai。”
哭不出来。
wangxiaozhangkaiyisiyanfengtoutoukanqu，zhikandaozhanghengyanzhongjingguangbengchu，jijingtidiguanchazhezijidebiaoqing。
完了。
taijieqiandemeifuhurandao：“henglang，nikuaizouba，yimianzairangrenkandao。”
“那此处怎么办？”
“ruoyourenwen，nujiabianshuo：wofujundounongwangjiashaoye，buxiaoxinbeitatuidaozaizheishitoushang。ruhe？”
zhanghengchenyinlepianke，yanjingyiliang，dao：“hao。”
tayixianzhangshan，fuxiashenjiangluodeyuanfanlegemian，baneishitoudianzainaohoudeshangkouchu。
zuowanzheiyipian，tahuranshengsejulidiyouxiangwangxiaohewendao：“sheigande？”
王笑依旧一脸茫然。
meifudao：“yigechier，nidounongtazuoshen？”
tawoqizhanghengdeshou，roushengdao：“nilushangqianwanxiaoxinxie。”
zhanghengdiandiantou，dakaiyuanmen，sixiatanletan，feikuaidishanshenchuqu……
meifukuankuanguoqu，shuanshangmenshuan，shouqingqingliaoleliaotoufa，zhuanguoshenlaishenshenkanlewangxiaoyiyan，huranxiaodao：“nibushigechidai。”
王笑吓了一跳。
tazhuanguoyankanqu，zhijianyanqiandenvrenyishuangyanjingrushentanyiban。
yiduiyan，tafeikuaididixiatou，bukaikoushuohua。
zheinvrenmobushizaishitanziji？
dui，yidingzaishitanziji，gangcaizijibiaoxiandemingmingshineimedexiangyigeshazi——wangxiaozaixinzhongjizijidaledaqi。
“nujiamingjiaotangqianqian，wanggongzinikeyijiaowoqianer。”
talianbuqingyizoushangqianlai，shenshouzaiwangxiaolianshangqingqingfulefu，xiumeiqingcu，roushengdao：“tongbutong？qiaobazheizhangqiaoliandade，guaijiaorenxintengni。”
吐气如兰。
wangxiaoganjueyikexinputongputongtiao，naozhongquezhiyouyigeniantou——“wohaishigehaizia。”
“wanggongzijiubiezhuangle，nijinlaidiyiyankanrenjiashi，nujiajiuzhidaonibushigechier。”tangqianqianyouyoudao：“niyikannujia，yanzhongjiuzanglefangbei，zenmehuishigechier。shipanujiachilenima？”
wangxiaoliekaizui“heihei”shaxiaoliangsheng，dao：“nibujiwodouhuachi……”
tangqianqianwuzhezuiqingxiaoqilai，yanjingwanwande。
“zenme，nujiaruozhenqushengyiwandouhua，wanggongziganchima？”
ha？zheinvrenpashizhenzuodechuzheizhongshi——wangxiaofaxian，zijizhendeyushangleyingcha。
“lai，nujiajinicadianyao。”tangqianqianzhiqiwangxiaodeshou，bianjiangtalajinlewuli。
wuzhongwujianbuduo，zhuoshangbailexieshu，youyiguzhiyandedandanxiangwei，jinmenzuixianyandequeshiyizhangdachuang，haiguazhedanyadeweiman。
wangxiaobeianzaichuangshang，tafaxianzheinvrenkanzherourouruoruo，liqiqueshijida。
zijixianranshidabuguota。
tashizaishiyouxiejinzhang，buzhidaozheinvrenyaojizijifushenmeyao。
qishixianzailianbuzenmetengle，bufuyaoyebuyaojinde——tayouyuzheyaobuyaokaikougaosutangqianqian，youdanxinduifangshizaizhaziji。
tangqianqiandeshouzaiwangxiaolianshanglaihuifulefu，yanzhongqiuboliuzhuan。
xiayike，tawangwangxiaoshenshangyaguolai……
wangxiaoheleyitiao，xiayishijiuhandao：“biezheiyang。”
tangqianqianbingbufangshou，yanzhongxiaoyigengshen，qingshengwendao：“wanggongzichengrenzijibushichidaile？”
wangxiaoanhuibudie，xindao，haiburujiurangtaneigelesuanle。
“fangxinba，nujiabuhuishanide。”tangqianqiandao：“nijiaergeshigelihaide，shaleni，duinujiayemeihaochu。”
tinglezheiyangdehua，wangxiaoyebuzhishigaisongkouqi，haishigaigenghaipa。
“qishi，wo……yizhishiyouxieshade。”wangxiaozhihaoyilianchengkendishuodao：“nifangxin，jintiandeshiwoyidingbugaosubieren。”
“zhendema？”tangqianqianluchuyigepoweichunzhendehaoqibiaoqing，jiuxianggemengdongdexiaonvhai，“danshinujiabuxinni。”
“woshuohuasuanhua，yidingbushuo。”
“dannujiahaishibuxinni。buruzheiyang？ranggongzichengweinujiaderen，xianglaizheiyangbiankeyifangxinle。”
tadeshouyoukaishihualaihuaqu……
xiangdaowuwaihaihengzhetadesidiaodefujia，wangxiaoshenxileliangkouqi，jichuyigewugudebiaoqing。
“tangguniang，nibiezheiyang。”
“neigongzibufanggaosunujia，weiheyaojiazhuangchengyigechidai？”tangqianqianyouyoudao。
zhei，congheshuoqini——wangxiaopoyouxieweinan。
“tangguniang，dajiadouyoumimi，nihebiyaobiwoni。”tawunaidao。
“e？”tangqianqianzhalezhayan，fangmanyusudao：“wanggongzinidemimizangzainalini？bururangnujiademimiyuta……huiyihui？”
王笑：“……”
zheixianranbushiquyoueryuandeche，tajuedezijiyouxieyunche。
“nujiakebushikaiwanxiao。”tangqianqiandeshouyoufudaolewangxiaolianshang：“kanzheizhanglian，yihoudemisiduoshaonverjia？nujiazhendebujieyibani……”
haoba，zheishinibiwode。
“wobushichidai，danniyebushineigesizhedeqizi。”wangxiaozhihaoyingzhetoupidao。
“哦？”
“yikaishikannideshenqingwojiujuedeqiguaile。”wangxiaodao：“zaikannizheichuang，zhiyouyigezhentou，taqianyezhiyounidebianxie。wuzhongchulejibenmeifanguodeshu，genbenmeiyousizheshenghuodehenji。”
“suoyini？”tangqianqianxiandepoganxingqu。
“genjunei‘henglang’laideshijianjisizhehuilaideshijiantuisuan，nizheiyinggaishi——xianrentiao。”
“heweixianrentiao？”tangqianqianbeichiqingyao，wendao：“mofei，shiyizhongguizhongdezhaoshi？”
“nijiayiyuneidushurengouda，jieguotayijinyuanzi，nineijiafujiajiulaizhuozang，ranhounimenlesuotadeqiancai。kexi，nimeixiangdaoneidushurenshigehende，yixiabanitonghuodasile。”wangxiaopoweinaixindijieshidao，“yonglaohuashuo，jiao‘zhahuodun’。”
tangqianqianmulutanjiuzhise。
“caiduile？”wangxiaolveyouyisideyi。
“mianqiangsuanshi……yiyuzhongde。”tangqianqianyouxiaodao：“neiwanggongzibukenjiufan，shipanujia‘zha’nima？”
wangxiaoshizhecongtashenxiaqilai，zhengzhaleyixiaqueshiyidongyebunengdong，zhihaowunaidao：“guniangruoxiangyaoqiancai，wokeyijini。”
“shima？nujiaketingshuowangjiadecaichandouzuanzaiwanglaoyeyulaoershoushang，zaikansangongzinizheishenshangyemeiyou‘biede’yingdongxiya……”
“wo……woxiahuikeyidaijini。”
“zhende？”tangqianqianyanjingliangliangde，sihuhenshijingxi，“gongzihaiyuanyilaijiannujia？”
“yiding，yiding。”wangxiaolianmangdao。
“但奴家不信呢。”
tangqianqianshuozhe，huranyibajiangtadeyaodaichexialai。
wangxiaoheleyitiao，lianmangbishangleyan。
zaizhengkaiyanqukan，quejiantangqianqianyijiangyaodaishangdeyupeijielexialai。
“zheibiandangzuogongziliudexinwu。ruowanghounibulai，nujiabiangaodaowanglaoyegenqian。”tangqianqiandao：“bianshuoshi……ninongdalerenjiadeduzi。”
wangxiaopoweiwuyu，neiyupeitayebuzhihaolie，yishiyemeibiedezhuyi。
quejiantangqianqianzhanqishen，jiangyupeishoule，kaimenhanleyisheng：“huazhi。”
buyihuier，yigemoyangpochoudeyahuanyebuzhishicongnapaolechulai。
zheimingjiaohuazhidechouyahuanjinlewu，qiaqiazhuangjianwangxiaocongchuangshangpaqilai，zhengzaibangyaodai。
liangrenduishiyiyan，huazhizhuanguolianqu，zhenglezhengshense。
王笑颇觉有些无辜。
tangqianqiandandandao：“nijia‘laoye’sile，quqingshuifangyamenbaogeanba。”
“shi。”huazhidishengyingle，zhuanshenbianwangwaipao。
tangqianqianzecouzhewangxiaoerbian，meiyurusidiqingshengdao：“yihuiyamenderenlaile，deyaobianyitaoshuoci，mianderenjiazhidaowomenzhijiandemimi……”
tajiang‘mimi’erziyaodeyouxiezhong。
wangxiaoxinzhonghuangzhang，erduoliyouyouxieyang。
quetingtangqianqiandao：“niqiezheibanshuo……”