第6章 死心

pangbiandehugongyequan:“suxiaojie,nirangluxianshengguolaiba。sulaoxianshengqingxubuwending,yishengshuo,zaizheiyangxiaqu,kongpa,kongpa……”

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kongpa,jiuhuisizaitaqianmian。

hugongburenxinshuochudehua,suqianqiandouzhidao。

talianmangguizaifuqinmianqian,zhuazhutazhengzhadeshuangshou,“ba,nibieqi,worangchengxianlai。tazhendeshimang,taduiwohenhao。”

suzhengjiangxinjiangyi,“zhende?”

suqianqianbaozheng,“zhende!”

jianfuqinshaoshaopingjing,takanxianghugong,“ayi,nibangmangkanzhewoba,woqulianxichengxian。”

寂静的走廊。

suqianqianzuozuxinlijianshe,dajiluchengxian,“luchengxian,wobaxiangjianni。”

luchengxianshenseweibian,“nishuoshenme?”

suqianqianjieshi,“babaqingxubuwending,yiweiwomenguanxihaihao,xiangjianni。”

tazuozulebeitaxiurudezhunbei,quetingdaotahuisedehuayin,“nidengwo。”

zhidaoluchengxiangaodadeshenyingchulai,suqianqiandoujuedebuzhenshi。

tazenmeturan……yuanyipeihezijile?

“jinquba。”luchengxianlengruobingshuang。

suqianqiandiantou,genzaitashenhou。

sufukandaoluchengxianhou,queyuebuyi,zhuaizhutadeshou,“chengxian,nilaile!wojiuzhidao,nishitengqianqiande。niyaoduiqianqianhao。sushi,sushiyehuishuyunide。chengxian,zhiyaoniduiqianqianhao。”

父亲记忆混乱。

duizhezaojiubianxindeluchengxian,reqiezhenxin。

suqianqiandexintidaosangziyan,shengpaluchengxianhanlailuxinroucijifuqin。

可陆呈羡没有。

tayilianchengzhi,xinshidandan,“ba,wohuizhaoguhaoqianqiande。”

neimoyang,xiangjiledangniantadanxiguidi,xiangtaqiuhun。

苏浅浅湿了眼眶。

xiangduisuqianqiandezhanzhanjingjing,luchengxiancongrongdipeibanzhesuzheng。

bangexiaoshihou,suzhengkunjuanlexiuxi。

陆呈羡才离开医院。

dingzhuhugongjiju,suqianqiancaidongshen。

zhanzaiyiyuanmenkou,tahurancunlewangnian:gangcai,luchengxianshixinruanle?

wulunruhe,luchengxianshibangtaanfulefuqinde。

于是,她回了家。

zhunbeijiluchengxianzuowanfan。

zoudaochufang,suqianqiangangyaoxishangweiqun,turantingdaokaimensheng。

tafangxiaweiqun,quyingjieluchengxian。

meixiangdaoxiantingdaoluxinroudeshengyin,“aiya,chengxian,nibieji,zheili……zheilihuiyourende。”

luchengxiandeshengyindichen,“biepa,zhiyouluxinroukenenghuihuilai。”

suqianqianbeikaozhemen,sisikouzhedatuiderou,caisuanzhendingditingwanliangrenqini。

yikerelieaiguoluchengxiandexin,yezhongyulengle。

dagaishijieshule,suqianqiantingdaoluchengxianshuo,“haole,bunaonile。wojinizuofanqu。”

yuanlaicongshiersuijiubeitazhaogudeluchengxian,yeshiyuanyiweibierenzuofande。

luxinroujiaochen,“jiazhengjing,wopiannao!”

“nietouhaishangzhe,quedingshoudelewo?”

luchengxianhualidechongni,lingsuqianqianfanwei。

tamengranqingxingle,tayijingbuaitale。

suqianqianbuzainuoruo,tuikaichufangdemen,zouxiangshengyuan。

biankanjian,xuanguanchu,luchengxiandashoutuozheluxinrou,mianmidewensuisuiluozailuxinrouerchui。

tadechuxian,sihaobuyingxiangta。

“luchengxian,womenlihunba。”

她声音很轻。

shenzhigaibuguoluxinroudedirouchuanxi。

danluchengxiantingqingle,yinzhilengxiao,“shedelihunle?”