第四章
xumingshuoyaoqudachengshidapin,yaorangsurouguamuxiangkan。
yushiwojiubajixunajita,peizhetabeijinglixiang,zhuzhelianjiayongjidechuzuwukuzhongzuole。
tazongshibariziguodejingdaxisuan,kequezaiwoshengbingdeshihou,haobuyouyurangwozuozuihaodezhiliao。
womenrizizuikudeshihouzhinengchimiantiao,kewodeneiwanmiantiaoxiazongshifangzhejiandanherou。
houlaitachuguogongcha,wozhidaotahenqidaijiandaosurou。
可那天我出了车祸。
woyiweixumingbuhuichuxian,taquechaowodiediezhuangzhuangpaolai,hunshenlangbei。
weilejiuwo,tawushisuishikenengbaozhadeweixian,yidiandianjiangwolachulai。
wodaoxianzaidouhaijidetashengsilijiedeshengyin,tashuo:“biefangqi,wozhiyounile,qiuni......”
qichezhuangleyouguanche,baozhadeyishunjian,xuminghuzhewo,tadebeibubeishaojiaopiroutuoluo。
kexumingquezhishizhandouzheshoumozhewodetou,“meishileanan,youwozai。”
tafangqilehesurouzhongxinkaishidejihui,xuanzelewo。
yinweitadejianding,woshenxinbuyirendingtaailewowunian。
kexianzai,woqueweiwodezixinfuchulecantongdedaijia。
wunianhunyin,huanlaiyisiyizhongshang。
woyankuangshirun,tahaoxiangconglaimeishuoguoaiwo。
danyourangwoganshouguozhendebeiai。
或许一切都是错觉。
woqiangrenzhexinsuan,xumingjiangmiantiaofangzaiwomianqian,wonaqikuaizijiaodong。
dixiashenmedoumeiyou,xindidezhinianhaoxiangzaiyishunjianxiaosanle。
woyikoukouhezhemiantang,sangziquexiangshihanzhedaopianyiyangwufaxiayan。
xumingmolemowodetou,yuqiwenrou。
“shibushipatang,wolaijinichuichui......”
xuminghuahaimeishuowan,shoujijiubuduanxiangling。
tashouhuishou,zhuanshenzhunbeilikai,wozhuazhuxumingdeshou。
leishuihualuolianjia,“peiwochiwanba。”
xumingzhouqimei,“tinghua,woyaotinichulihaohenduoshi,wohenmang。
duileanan,lihunxieyi,ni......qianyixia。”
lihunxieyicongshouzhongchouli,xumingxinkouyefangfokongleyikuai。
mingmingzheishizijizuixiangdedaodejieguo,yiqiedouchaozhehaodefangxiangfazhan。
kebuzhidaoweishenme,takanzheshenancangbaidecelian。
xindimeilaiyoudehuangluan,haoxiangjijiangyaoshiqushenmezhongyaodedongxi。
wosangyinshaya,“dangniansuroupaoqinichuguo,nihaihentama?”
xumingjiangwodeshouchouli,“tashuole,dangnianzhishichuguozhibingbuxiangwodanxin。zheijinianwobugaihenta,fanershiwomeiyouchajuedaotashentiwenti。”
tingchuxumingyuqilidekuijiu,womeizaiwanliu。
kanzhelihunxieyichushen,xumingshijingshenchuhu,zheijiushitaduiwodemibu。
menguanshangdeneiyike,wojiaqimiantiao,queduanzaiwanli。
xumingmeifaxianwozuodeshizhangshoumian,yizhenggenmiantiaoyoutouyouwei。
keximianzhudetaijiuyijiajiuduan,erwoyebingbuzhangshoushengmingchuiwei。
wodeshixianmohu,shouwanjingbaobuduandidi,wojiangshoubiaozhaixia。
xinzangfangfokuaiyaozhouting,xueyecongwobiqianghualuo。
woqiangchengzhezailihunxieyishangqianlezijidemingzi。
kanzheranxuedelihunxieyishuhepingmusuiliedeshoubiao。
wosangyinsiya,“xuming,zheishiwosongnidexinhunliwu。”