第一章

wogenshenweichengqinbageyue,xiangjingrubin,yizhidoujintuiyoudu。

shenzhiwohaixiangguo,zheiyangderiziguoyibeiziyebushibuxing,zhidao……wozaizuixianlouzhuangjianleshenweigenpingminggongzhupangruowurendijiaotan。

shenweiyushulinfeng,gongzhuzehuazhizhaozhan,zhengkeweiyiduibanpeidebiren。

wozhanzaiyuanchulenglengdikanlehenjiu,caihouzhihoujuediyikaishixian。

xinlimomingyouxiekongluoluode,queyoujuedezijicaishizaitamenzhijianhengchayijiaoderen。

bijingwoheshenweidehunshibingfeishiniqingwoyuan,shenzhikeyishuoshiwobanqiangpoqiulaide。

dangchuwojiadebuzhuangshengyizaodaoyichangbaoyuxijie,suoyoukucundoubeihuidiao,erquanguogedidouyoushangrenzaozaodigenwodingxialehenduohuo。

yishijiangongyingbuji,peichanglehenduoyinliangchuqu,daozhi***buji,jinguanruciyirannanxizhongnu,wozhihaobaozhengjinkuaiganzhixindebuliao。

buliaoganzhikuai,danludiyunshuquzhe,shenweifuzezhangguanshuiluyunying,wobianquxiangtataogefangbian。

shenweiyikaishimeiyoutongyi,wobianririzaitamianqianhuangyou。

sheizhiqiahaohuangshangyaoqiushenweijichuzhengdejiangshimengouzhiyipiyiwu,wozhidaozheigeshiqingzhihou,likegentashuowokeyibangmang。

woyoujidedangshishenweizhoumeidingzhewo。

tashuo:“linshiyue,niyuanyibangwo,buguoshiyinweinizaiwoshenshangyeyouliketubale,jiranruci,yuqinilaiwowangzaorenkoushe,buruniwolianyin,huhuihuli。”

yijuhuazadewonaozifameng。

dangshiwohaimeiyouxiangguoyaoliyongzijidehunyindashi,danshenweidehuawuyibangwodakailexinshijiededamen。

youyuleliangmiao,wojiujiandingdidianletou。

chengqinzhihou,wojiejuelebuzhuangderanmeizhiji,huangshangjiaojishenweiderenwuyewanchengdepiaoliang。

youyiduanshijian,zhenggezhanganchengderendoukuazanwoyushenweidehunyinshizhulianbihe,shenweiduiwoyehenzhaogu,wozaiwaimianyehenjitamianzi。

zhidao……pingminggongzhuchuxian。

wocaizhidao,ruobushiwoturanzhuangru,huoxushenweizaoyishiyichaofuma。

cishizaizhuangjianshenweiyugongzhusihui,wobianshengleyaoyutahelideniantou。

wanshangshenweiyihuijia,wojiubaxiehaodehelishulindaotamianqian,yuqilengdan:“shenwei,nibazheigeqianleba,woliangyihouhaishiqiaoguiqiaoluguilu。”

shenweicongmenwaijinlai,shenshanghaidaizhehanyi。

wenyan,tameixinjinningdikanzhewo:“linshiyue,niyouzaidashenmezhuyi?nandaoshiwoduiniyijingmeiyouliyongjiazhile,suoyiniyijingzhaohaoxiajiale?”

我被他的话刺痛。

“fanzhengwomenbenlaijiushihuxiangliyong,zheimenhunshibuguoshixuweidejiaxiang,rujinniwodenantidoujiejuele,hebihaiyaosichanzhebufang。”

tingjianwozheimeshuo,shenweishudilenghengyisheng。

tadouranzoujinwoyibu,jugaolinxiadinizhewo,yuqichaofeng:“sichanzhebufang?daodidangchushisheisichanzheshei?rujinniliyongwanlejiuxiangpao?bawodangshenme?”

wochuimoubikaitadeshixian,dandandishuo:“wohainiziyouhaibuxingma?niyihouxianggensheizaiyiqijiuzaiyiqi。”