第一章 把心掏出来

第一章把心掏出来

shisansuineinianwobeishibasuidejiangwanshouyang,congneiyihouwoyoulegejiejie。

chaoxixiangchuderizi,wonanyizibadeaishangzheigepeiwozhangdadenvren。

shibasuineinianwozhongyuguqiyongqixiangjiangwanbiaobai,tayiwonianlingxiaobudongshiweiyoujujuelewo。

kezineiyihou,jiangwanbianle,kaishidaizhebutongdenanrenhuijia。

wofennu、fengkuang,wobaxinpoukaijitakan,taquelengmodikanzhewodaozaixuebozhong。

zhidaotaqingmeizhumahuiguodeneiyike,kanzheneizhanghezijijiqixiangsidelian。

wocaizhidao,wodecunzaishijiangwanshiduineigenanrenyixiangqingyuandebaofu!

——

“jiangzong,taixianle。ruoshineibadaozaipianbancun,shenxianyejiubulenididi。zheigenianjihaizijiushirongyichongdong,niyaoduoguanxinta。”

jiangwanmeiyouhuidayishengdehua,tatuikaibingfangmen,lenglengkanleyiyantangzaibingchuangshangxuruowubidechuzhaolin。

“幼稚!”

diuxiazheilianggezi,jiangwantouyebuhuidelikai,bingfangneiqiheiyipian。

chuzhaolinzhengkaiyan,jiannandizuoqishen,shangkouteng,xingengteng。

biqianglijinshicibidejiujingwei,nanwenzhiji。

吧嗒,吧嗒。

yudiyoujiezoudedazaichuanghushang,shunzhebolihuanhuanluoxia,erhoubuzhidaoliudaonaliqu。

chuzhaolindaidaidikanzhechuangwai,kanzheneibuduancongchuanghushanghualuodeyudi,buyoudixiangdaoleziji。

youxierenjibianxiaoshile,yebuhuibeirenjideba?

cikedetahuoxuzhongyugaixiaoshile,xiaoshizaijiangwandeshijieli。

jiangchengdeyuhaizaixiazhe,dazaibolishang,shuashuazuoxiang。

rutongtiankonghuiqingkongwanli,yehuidayupangtuo。

tamenyecengxingfuguo,zhishaozaichuzhaolinkanlaishizheiyangde。

jiangwanjiuhaositashengminglideyishuguang,zhaoliangletahuianderensheng。

shisansuineinian,shibasuidejiangwanqianqiletadeshou,gaosuta:“congjinyihouwojiushinijiejiele,niyaokuaikuaizhangdayo!”

likailegueryuan,tabanlaibieshuhejiangwanyiqishenghuo。

zheigejiejie,huozheshuogengxiangshimuqin,jiangtazhaogudiwuweibuzhi。

yishizhuxing,quandouyoujiangwanpeizaishenbian。

chuzhaolinshichangzaixiang,ruozheishijieshangyoutianshi,neiyidingshijiangwandemoyang。

tachennizaijiangwanbianzhidemeimengzhong,yerudangshideyuedingyiyang,kuaikuaizhangda。

shibasuineinian,tayijingzhangdaoleyimiba,bijiangwanhaigaochubangetou。

liangrenzouzaiyiqi,buxiangshijiedi,gengxiangshiqinglv。

guangjiedeshihou,jiangwanhuiwanzheta,leidishihouhuikaozaitadejianbangshang,tashuo,zheiyangnengrangtaxinan。

guangleile,bianhuipadaochuzhaolindebeishang,erhouchenchenshuiqu。

shaoniandeqingchunzongshijidong。

qingchunmengdongdenianji,tabukezibadeaishanglezheigepeizhetazhangdadenvren,tayiweijiangwanyeyiyang。

chuzhaolinshibasuishengrineinian,jiangwanweitajubanleshengdadechengrenli。

tahenkaixin,bizhiqianrenheyicishengridoukaixin,helebushaojiuzuizailechuzhaolinhuaili。

“nizhongyuzhangdale......”

chuzhaolinkanzheyanqianairugusuideren,qingbuzijindiwenleta。

xiayimiao,jiangwanzhengkaiyan,jiangtacubaodetuikai。

chuzhaolinsuoxingchangkaixinfei,duijiangwanbiaodazheaiyi,tayiweijiangwanyehetayiyang。

keshi,zaijiangwantinglai,zheijiushiyoubeirenlun、danibudaodehua,juedewubihuangtang。

“chuzhaolin!woshinijie,shenzhikeyidangnideyangmu!”

“kewomenmeiyourenhexueyuanguanxi,woxingchu,nixingjiang,weishenmewomenbukeyi......”

jiangwanyongcongmeiyouguodeyanliyuqi,daduanlechuzhaolindehua,“bukeyi,nigenbenshenmedoubudong,womenzhijianzhinengshiqinqing,juebuhuishiqita!”

“wohuizhangdade,huichengweiyigenanren,yigekeyizhaogu,aini,xintengnide......”

chuzhaolinhongzhelianshuozhe,kehuiyingtadezhihoujiangwanshuaimenerqudebeiying。

shaonianzuishiguzhi,yidanrendingbianyiwufangu。

yizhiyuchuzhaolinbingmeiyoutingdongjiangwandeyisi。

tarengjiuzaimeinianshengrideshihouxiangtagaobai,shijiusui,ershisui,ershiyisui,ershiersui......

jiangwanmeiniandouhuijujue,duitadetaiduyeyuelaiyuelengmo。

takaishizhaogezhonggeyangdenanren,zaijialiyongbao、qinwen、zuoyiqieqinglvzhijiandeshiqing。

zhidaozuotian,yigemoyangqingxiudenanwanghongjinrucengjingneigezhiyoutacainengjinqudefangjian。

zhongyurenshoubuledechuzhaolinqiangrenzheleishuizhiwenjiangwan,“weishenme!weishenmeniyaozheimeduiwo?nandaofeiyaowobaxinwachulaijinikan,nicainengmingbaiwodeai?”

“haoa!rangwokankannisuoweideai!”

chuzhaolinhaobuyouyudijiangdaocijinlezijidexinzang。

daocijinxinzangdeshihouhenteng,yushuihaosishunzheshangkouliujinlexueyezhong,cigudebinglengquedibuguojiangwanbinglengdeyanshen。

zhidaotadaozaixuebozhizhong,jiangwandoumeiyouduokantayiyan。

liantayebuzhidaozijishizenmelaidaoyiyuande。

suoyi,zheijiushitadedaanma?

chuzhaolindeyankuangbuyoudihongle。

叮叮叮!

shoujihuranxiangqi,laidianxianshishiyigelaizimodoudehaoma。

chuzhaolinjieqidianhua:“wei,yeye,ninhaimeixiuxima?”

“nianjidale,jueqing,jintianchifandeshihou,nidabo、bomutiqini,shuoxiangleni。”

dianhuaneitouchuanlaiyidaocanglaodeshengyin,yinyuedaizhedanyou。

chuzhaolinbingbushibeifumuyiqideguer,zhisuoyihuizaigueryuan,wanquanshiyinweiyichangyiwai。

zaitashibasuineinian,yeyezhaodaoleta。

zaichuzhaolindeyinxiangli,yeyeshiyigechuanzhedetidelaoshenshi。

chuzhaolinmeiyougaosujiangwanzheijianshi,neishidetaduijiangwanaidiwukeziba,tatianzhendeyiwei,ruoshiwozoule,jiejiehuishangxindeba。

yeyehenzunzhongchuzhaolindexiangfa,zhishigaosuta,“ruoshileile,jiuhuijia,jialiyoujiaren,jialihenwennuande。”

jiaren,shuxiermoshengdemingci。

chuzhaolindeshijieli,nenggouchengdeshangjiarende,zhiyoujiangwan。

zheixienianlai,yeyegesanchawudouhuiguolaiwenhou,daduoshihoudoushizaiwenchuzhaolinshenmeshihouhuijiakankan,jialideqinrendouhenxiangta。

chuzhaolinmeiyicidouhuiwanju,mingmingjiangchengjulimodoubingbuyuan,taqueyikeyebuyuanyilikaijiangwan。

“yeye,wozheiyuedijiukeyilixiao,woxiang......woxianghuijia......”

dianhuaneitouxianrulechenmozhong,jinjiezhebianshiyeyelvedaishayadeshengyin,“hao,hao,hao,yuedishima?neijiushishitianzhihou,hao,zhenhao。yeyebanidabo、dabomudoujiaoshang,womenquanjiadouqu,douqujieni。”

“nihuilaile,womenyijiarenjiusuanshituanyuanle,qiahaoweiniqingsheng,zheihaishiwomenyijiarendiyicijiniguoshengride。duile,nizouzhiqianhenijiejiedaoshengxie,xiaoguniangyigerenlachenizhangda,burongyide。yangyuzhiendaguotian,youshenmewomenjiakeyizuode,doukeyigaosuyeye。”

heyeyexiangrenzhihou,chuzhaolinyiciyemeiquguomodou,yebuzhidaoneishigezenyangdejiating。

tashebudejiangwan,yehaipamianduiweizhi。

“ng,wozhidaode,dinghaolejipiaowojiugaosunin。buyonglaijiewo,jiwogedizhijiuxing。”

“buxing,buxing,yaojiede,yaojiede......”

yeyedeshengyinzhongtouzheyigunanyiyanyudexinxi,shenzhidouyouxiegengyan。

gualedianhua,chuzhaolinkanxiangchuangwai,yudiwushenghualuo,suijixiaoshibujian,haosicongmeiyoulaiguo。

congshisansuidaoershisansui,chuzhaolindeqingchunliquanshijiangwandemoyang。

yuedishichuzhaolinershisansuideshengri,tajuedingbugaobaile,tafangqile,fangqitacengjingshenaidejiejie,fangqijiangwan......