第一章把心掏出来
shisansuineinianwobeishibasuidejiangwanshouyang,congneiyihouwoyoulegejiejie。
chaoxixiangchuderizi,wonanyizibadeaishangzheigepeiwozhangdadenvren。
shibasuineinianwozhongyuguqiyongqixiangjiangwanbiaobai,tayiwonianlingxiaobudongshiweiyoujujuelewo。
kezineiyihou,jiangwanbianle,kaishidaizhebutongdenanrenhuijia。
wofennu、fengkuang,wobaxinpoukaijitakan,taquelengmodikanzhewodaozaixuebozhong。
zhidaotaqingmeizhumahuiguodeneiyike,kanzheneizhanghezijijiqixiangsidelian。
wocaizhidao,wodecunzaishijiangwanshiduineigenanrenyixiangqingyuandebaofu!
——
“jiangzong,taixianle。ruoshineibadaozaipianbancun,shenxianyejiubulenididi。zheigenianjihaizijiushirongyichongdong,niyaoduoguanxinta。”
jiangwanmeiyouhuidayishengdehua,tatuikaibingfangmen,lenglengkanleyiyantangzaibingchuangshangxuruowubidechuzhaolin。
“幼稚!”
diuxiazheilianggezi,jiangwantouyebuhuidelikai,bingfangneiqiheiyipian。
chuzhaolinzhengkaiyan,jiannandizuoqishen,shangkouteng,xingengteng。
biqianglijinshicibidejiujingwei,nanwenzhiji。
吧嗒,吧嗒。
yudiyoujiezoudedazaichuanghushang,shunzhebolihuanhuanluoxia,erhoubuzhidaoliudaonaliqu。
chuzhaolindaidaidikanzhechuangwai,kanzheneibuduancongchuanghushanghualuodeyudi,buyoudixiangdaoleziji。
youxierenjibianxiaoshile,yebuhuibeirenjideba?
cikedetahuoxuzhongyugaixiaoshile,xiaoshizaijiangwandeshijieli。
jiangchengdeyuhaizaixiazhe,dazaibolishang,shuashuazuoxiang。
rutongtiankonghuiqingkongwanli,yehuidayupangtuo。
tamenyecengxingfuguo,zhishaozaichuzhaolinkanlaishizheiyangde。
jiangwanjiuhaositashengminglideyishuguang,zhaoliangletahuianderensheng。
shisansuineinian,shibasuidejiangwanqianqiletadeshou,gaosuta:“congjinyihouwojiushinijiejiele,niyaokuaikuaizhangdayo!”
likailegueryuan,tabanlaibieshuhejiangwanyiqishenghuo。
zheigejiejie,huozheshuogengxiangshimuqin,jiangtazhaogudiwuweibuzhi。
yishizhuxing,quandouyoujiangwanpeizaishenbian。
chuzhaolinshichangzaixiang,ruozheishijieshangyoutianshi,neiyidingshijiangwandemoyang。
tachennizaijiangwanbianzhidemeimengzhong,yerudangshideyuedingyiyang,kuaikuaizhangda。
shibasuineinian,tayijingzhangdaoleyimiba,bijiangwanhaigaochubangetou。
liangrenzouzaiyiqi,buxiangshijiedi,gengxiangshiqinglv。
guangjiedeshihou,jiangwanhuiwanzheta,leidishihouhuikaozaitadejianbangshang,tashuo,zheiyangnengrangtaxinan。
guangleile,bianhuipadaochuzhaolindebeishang,erhouchenchenshuiqu。
shaoniandeqingchunzongshijidong。
qingchunmengdongdenianji,tabukezibadeaishanglezheigepeizhetazhangdadenvren,tayiweijiangwanyeyiyang。
chuzhaolinshibasuishengrineinian,jiangwanweitajubanleshengdadechengrenli。
tahenkaixin,bizhiqianrenheyicishengridoukaixin,helebushaojiuzuizailechuzhaolinhuaili。
“nizhongyuzhangdale......”
chuzhaolinkanzheyanqianairugusuideren,qingbuzijindiwenleta。
xiayimiao,jiangwanzhengkaiyan,jiangtacubaodetuikai。
chuzhaolinsuoxingchangkaixinfei,duijiangwanbiaodazheaiyi,tayiweijiangwanyehetayiyang。
keshi,zaijiangwantinglai,zheijiushiyoubeirenlun、danibudaodehua,juedewubihuangtang。
“chuzhaolin!woshinijie,shenzhikeyidangnideyangmu!”
“kewomenmeiyourenhexueyuanguanxi,woxingchu,nixingjiang,weishenmewomenbukeyi......”
jiangwanyongcongmeiyouguodeyanliyuqi,daduanlechuzhaolindehua,“bukeyi,nigenbenshenmedoubudong,womenzhijianzhinengshiqinqing,juebuhuishiqita!”
“wohuizhangdade,huichengweiyigenanren,yigekeyizhaogu,aini,xintengnide......”
chuzhaolinhongzhelianshuozhe,kehuiyingtadezhihoujiangwanshuaimenerqudebeiying。
shaonianzuishiguzhi,yidanrendingbianyiwufangu。
yizhiyuchuzhaolinbingmeiyoutingdongjiangwandeyisi。
tarengjiuzaimeinianshengrideshihouxiangtagaobai,shijiusui,ershisui,ershiyisui,ershiersui......
jiangwanmeiniandouhuijujue,duitadetaiduyeyuelaiyuelengmo。
takaishizhaogezhonggeyangdenanren,zaijialiyongbao、qinwen、zuoyiqieqinglvzhijiandeshiqing。
zhidaozuotian,yigemoyangqingxiudenanwanghongjinrucengjingneigezhiyoutacainengjinqudefangjian。
zhongyurenshoubuledechuzhaolinqiangrenzheleishuizhiwenjiangwan,“weishenme!weishenmeniyaozheimeduiwo?nandaofeiyaowobaxinwachulaijinikan,nicainengmingbaiwodeai?”
“haoa!rangwokankannisuoweideai!”
chuzhaolinhaobuyouyudijiangdaocijinlezijidexinzang。
daocijinxinzangdeshihouhenteng,yushuihaosishunzheshangkouliujinlexueyezhong,cigudebinglengquedibuguojiangwanbinglengdeyanshen。
zhidaotadaozaixuebozhizhong,jiangwandoumeiyouduokantayiyan。
liantayebuzhidaozijishizenmelaidaoyiyuande。
suoyi,zheijiushitadedaanma?
chuzhaolindeyankuangbuyoudihongle。
叮叮叮!
shoujihuranxiangqi,laidianxianshishiyigelaizimodoudehaoma。
chuzhaolinjieqidianhua:“wei,yeye,ninhaimeixiuxima?”
“nianjidale,jueqing,jintianchifandeshihou,nidabo、bomutiqini,shuoxiangleni。”
dianhuaneitouchuanlaiyidaocanglaodeshengyin,yinyuedaizhedanyou。
chuzhaolinbingbushibeifumuyiqideguer,zhisuoyihuizaigueryuan,wanquanshiyinweiyichangyiwai。
zaitashibasuineinian,yeyezhaodaoleta。
zaichuzhaolindeyinxiangli,yeyeshiyigechuanzhedetidelaoshenshi。
chuzhaolinmeiyougaosujiangwanzheijianshi,neishidetaduijiangwanaidiwukeziba,tatianzhendeyiwei,ruoshiwozoule,jiejiehuishangxindeba。
yeyehenzunzhongchuzhaolindexiangfa,zhishigaosuta,“ruoshileile,jiuhuijia,jialiyoujiaren,jialihenwennuande。”
jiaren,shuxiermoshengdemingci。
chuzhaolindeshijieli,nenggouchengdeshangjiarende,zhiyoujiangwan。
zheixienianlai,yeyegesanchawudouhuiguolaiwenhou,daduoshihoudoushizaiwenchuzhaolinshenmeshihouhuijiakankan,jialideqinrendouhenxiangta。
chuzhaolinmeiyicidouhuiwanju,mingmingjiangchengjulimodoubingbuyuan,taqueyikeyebuyuanyilikaijiangwan。
“yeye,wozheiyuedijiukeyilixiao,woxiang......woxianghuijia......”
dianhuaneitouxianrulechenmozhong,jinjiezhebianshiyeyelvedaishayadeshengyin,“hao,hao,hao,yuedishima?neijiushishitianzhihou,hao,zhenhao。yeyebanidabo、dabomudoujiaoshang,womenquanjiadouqu,douqujieni。”
“nihuilaile,womenyijiarenjiusuanshituanyuanle,qiahaoweiniqingsheng,zheihaishiwomenyijiarendiyicijiniguoshengride。duile,nizouzhiqianhenijiejiedaoshengxie,xiaoguniangyigerenlachenizhangda,burongyide。yangyuzhiendaguotian,youshenmewomenjiakeyizuode,doukeyigaosuyeye。”
heyeyexiangrenzhihou,chuzhaolinyiciyemeiquguomodou,yebuzhidaoneishigezenyangdejiating。
tashebudejiangwan,yehaipamianduiweizhi。
“ng,wozhidaode,dinghaolejipiaowojiugaosunin。buyonglaijiewo,jiwogedizhijiuxing。”
“buxing,buxing,yaojiede,yaojiede......”
yeyedeshengyinzhongtouzheyigunanyiyanyudexinxi,shenzhidouyouxiegengyan。
gualedianhua,chuzhaolinkanxiangchuangwai,yudiwushenghualuo,suijixiaoshibujian,haosicongmeiyoulaiguo。
congshisansuidaoershisansui,chuzhaolindeqingchunliquanshijiangwandemoyang。
yuedishichuzhaolinershisansuideshengri,tajuedingbugaobaile,tafangqile,fangqitacengjingshenaidejiejie,fangqijiangwan......