第1章
wochachuhuaiyundeneitian，laogongqinmubaikaixindexianggehaiziyiyangshouwuzudao。
weilejihaiziqumingtaxianglezhengzhengsantiansanye，zuihouwenwo：
“laopo，womenjiaotaqinlehaobuhao？nanhainvhaidoukeyijiaozheigemingzi。”
wogangxiangdaying，mengranxiangqilaizuotianheguimiguangjieshi，
tafaxianqinmubaishejiaoxiaohao，zuixindeyitiaodongtaixiezhe：
“yinizhimingguanwozhixing，qianbanyisheng，aiyiyongcun。”
wodexinmengdiyichou，qinmubaizheishishenmeyisi？
yongwodehaizilaijiniantahechuliancengjingnanwangdeaiqing，pingshenme！
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jiehunsannian，wozhongyuhuaiyunle，pobujidaidikaishizhunbeihaizidedongxi。
guimizhengnanpeizhewoyiqiguangjieshi，xiaowo。
“xianzaijiukaishizhunbei，dengdaoshengdeshihounijiadoushengbuxialeba？”
“xiaohaizidedongxizongguiyaojingtiaoxixuande。”
“nijiaqinmubaijiushitaiainile，kantajinzhangde，yaobushiwodainichumen，tadouhenbudebaniquanzaijialiyizhidaosheng，shengpanikezhepengzhe。”
wobuzhikefou，zuijiaowanqihudu，zheigehaiziwoheqinmubaipanlehenjiu。
guangdaoyijiayunyingdianshi，wokanzhongyikuanfensedeliantiku，yinweixuyaozuixiaoma，huojiashangbingmeiyou，dianyuanqucangkubangmangzhao。
qishiwoshiqipanshenggenverde，doushuonvershibabashangbeizideqingren，qinmubaikendinghuigengjiachongainverde。
zhengnanshuazheshoujihuranfaxianleyitiaoyouqudedongtai，najiwoqiao。
“ranqing，nikuaikan，xianzaidegounanrenmenzhongjuranhaiyouzheimeshenqingde，nandehenijiaqinmubaiyoudeyipin。”
我看了一眼，
“ruoshizhudingbunengzaiyiqi，huangefangshijinianwomendecengjinghechangbushiyizhongxiangshou？”
peitushangshibagezi：yinizhimingguanwozhixing。
ruguobushiworendeneitouxiangdezhaopian，yexuyehuitongzhengnanyiyanggankaishishanghaiyouzheimeshenqinglangmandenanren。
ercikewodeshouxinbingliang，xinzanghenhenlouleyipai。
fabuzhedetouxiangshiyizhangmingxinpian，beijingshiyiguodejiehundianli，neishigexiaozhongdegubao，mandidexiangbinmeigui，wodasaoqinmubaideshufangshiouranjianguo。
shangmianzhiyixingzi：qiaole，zhunixingfu。
zailianxiangdaoqinmubaijihaiziqudemingzi，qinle，yinyinyoulebuhaodeyugan。
kewodexinlirengrancunlejiaoxing，yexuzhishiqiaoheeryi。
秦牧白是爱我的，
zenmehuiyongzijihaizidemingziqujinianbierenni？
kewohaishizhibuzhudihusiluanxiang。
huidaojiahou，wozhenggerenruchenjinzaishuizhongban，buzhiyanjingshishilulude，zhenggeshentidouchaoshideruyituanmobu。
qinmubaishizaiwanshangshidianhuilaide，tahenshaohuilaizheiyangwan。
tahengzhegedakaiketingdedeng，zaikandaowodeneiyishunbianzhileshengyin。
youhuanshangwozuishuxideyangzi，yishuangmouzilishengmanlenongnongdeaiyi。
“ranqing，nizenmezuozaizheili？shibushentibushufuma？haizibulaoshima？”
tazhoubiandeyanshenheyuchundewentijiangwodexinchekaiyigekouzi。
woyanxiaxinzhongdekuse，qijidekaikou。
“mubai，womendehaizibujiaoqinlehaobuhao？”
ketaquezhoulemei，zhishiyinweiwodiyijuhua。
“zenmele？nibuxihuanzheigemingzi？”
“wojuedehenhaotinga，zheishiwoxianglejigewanshangcaidingxiademingzi，woxiwangwomendehaiziyihounengkuaikuaileledezhangda，zheigeyuyibuhaoma？”
wodingzhetadeyanjingrenzhendao：“zheigemingzimeiyoubiedeyisima？neimeduohaotingdemingziniweishenmepianpianxuanzhonglezheigezi？”
qinmubaifanzaodichexialingdai。
“ranqing，wonengyoushenmebiedeyisi，nidawanshangbuyaowuliqunaohaobuhao！”
“wohenleile，buxianghenizhengbianzheigemingzi！”
“ruguonibuxihuanwomenkeyihuan，jiaoqinnianlehuozheqinrulehaobuhao？”
wopinmingyaotou，yanleibuzhengqididiaolexialai。
“buhaobuhao，weishenmeyidingyaoyoulezheigezi，wobuxihuan！buxihuan！tebiebuxihuan！”
jianwoqingxushikong，qinmubaidailenglejimiao，suijixintengdicaganwodeyanlei。
“ranqing，haiziganglianggeyue，qumingzideshiqingbuji，tingshuonvrenyibanhuiyunzhongduosi，nigaiduoxiuxi。”
wofushangduzi，minchunyingxia。
zheicaishiwoshuxideqinmubai，hewochaoxixiangchusannianaiwozhishendenanren，wobugaihuaiyitade。
yeli，woshuibutashi，naqishouji，jiezheweiruodeguangliangrenbuzhudiankaineigerendetouxiang，tagengxinledongtai。
“duibuqi，woyaoshiyanle。”
“danwomenmashangjiukeyizaijianle，huiyoubuyiyangdejiejuma？3.18。”
sanyueshibahaoshihoutian，yigeputongdaobunengzaiputongderizi。
neitian，woguishishenchadilazheqinmubaizaijialipeiwo，wobuzhidaozijizaipashenme，danhaoxiangyougebingbucunzaidejinglinghuisuishizhaxiang。
qichutadeshenseziran，manmandikaishiyouxiejizao，zaifangjianliduobu。
wosisiyaozhechun，burangzijifachuyishengzhiwen，wopa，padedaoneigerangwonanguodejieguo，yepashanglewoheqinmubaiweixilesanniandeenaiwaiqiao。
wanfanshi，tadeshouji**xiangqi，andiaohou，neishengyinyoujicudixiangqi。
tazhongyukailekou：“ranqing，yougezhongyaodekehujiaowoguoqu，wopadixiaderenyingfubulai。”
“mubai，keyibuquma？woyouxiebushufu，ninengbunengpeizhewo？”
womuguangyinqie，ruoshitazixikan，dingnengkanjianneimuguangxiayinzangdebuanhekongju，haiyouweiweideshirun。
ruzhengnansuoshuo，qinmubaihenzaihuwo，youqishiwohuaiyunhou，tahenbudeshikepeizaiwodeshenbian，shenzhishiyouxiefannideguanxin。
xianzaitingdaowoshentibushufujigezi，tayinggaihuilimajiangwofudaochuangshanghuozhedaiwoquyiyuan，kebingmeiyou。
“ranqing，wowenguodafu，niganjuedaodebushufuzhishihuaiyunhoujisushuipingbianhuachanshengdejiaxingzhuangtai，niguaiguaizaijiadengwo，wohuizaodianhuilaide。”
shuowantalinqigongwenbaotouyebuhuidizoule。
wozaitashenhoujizoujibu，quezhipengdaoletadeyijiao。
neigezhanghao，shiqinmubaide。
womeiyourutasuoshuoguaiguailiuzaijiali，ershikaichegenzaitadeshenhou。
zhuangxiugaodangdecantingli，wozhanzaibankaimendeyinyingxia，tingzheqinmubaisuoweidekehumentanlunzheshuyutadeguoqu。
“mubai，guoqudoushiwuhui，qiaoledexinliyizhiyouni，zheicihuilaiyeshiweileni。”
zuozaiqinmubaishenbiandeyigenanrendiaokankanzheshenbiandeyigenvrenshuodao。“mubai，nibietinglaozhouhushuo，wojiushihuilaikankan，nizuijinguodezenmeyang？”
wodemuguangwangxiangzheigezhangdeyilianwumei、shencaiaotuyouzhidenvren，yuanlaitajiushiqiaole，qinmubaicengjingdechulian！
buguoqinmubaideshengyindandandi：“haihao。”
“qinmubai，nibiezhuangle，sheibuzhidaonizheixienianyizhiwangbuleqiaole，zhaolegetidaipinchengtiangengehuapingsidegongzhe，bandianbibushangqiaole，mianjudaijiulenibuleigejigedoutinilei。”
“jintiannijiujigetongkuaihua，shenmeshihoulihunheqiaolezaixuqianyuan？wosuifendade！”
tidaipin？huaping？mianju？
wofennudixiangchongjinqugaosutamenwoheqinmubaizhijiangenbenbushitamenxiangdeneigeyangzi，
yexuqinmubaiheqiaoleyouguoyiduanguoqu，danrujinzhanzaitashenbianderenshiwo，weilaiyehuishiwo。
danzheiyikewojinzhangle，qinmubaidechenmorangwobuqueding。
banshang，tawenroudikanxiangqiaole。
“huide，tahuaiyunle，zaidengdeng。”
womomozhuanshen，shenhoucierdehuanhushengzhujianyuanqu，yefengchuilai，wocaiganjuedaozijidelianshangyipianbingliang，leishuiguntang，quewennuanbulexinlideliang。
终是我高估了自己。