shangshizhihou,“naiheqiaokeji”degujia,yilubiaosheng。
suqing,yechenglemingfuqishidedifuxinjinnvzongcai,shenzhi,shinvshoufu。
tadebangongshi,buzaishineigejianloudezhizhafangjian,ershizai“wangsicheng”xinkaifadecbdli,yizhengdongsaibopengkefenggedemotiandalou。
louding,shenzhihaiyouyigezhuanshudeting“hun”ping。
她变得更忙了。
meitianyaochulidegongwu,duijirushan。
yaojiandegelushenxian、guiwang,luoyibujue。
womenmeiwande“tonghua”shijian,yecongzhiqiande“xiangmutongbuhui”,bianchengletadanfangmiande、jianduande“gongzuohuibao”。
“laogong,jintianhedongyuedaditanlexia,zhunbeibawomende‘lunhuitong’yewu,tuozhandaotaneibianzhenggedongyapianqu。”
“luowendaiduiyanfade‘vrdiyutiyan’xiangmu,neicefanxiangbucuo,jigexiaoguibeihedehunfeiposan,biaoshizaiyebuganzuoele,yanwangyehenmanyi,zhunbeijiwomenbange‘niandujingshenwenmingjianshejiang’。”
“qiantongneigelaojiahuo,chedifuruanle,xiangbamingtongyinxingshengxiadegufenyemaijiwomen,womeitongyi。zuoqiye,haishiyaoliugejingzhengduishou,buranhuisangshidouzhi。”
tashuohuadeyuqi,yuelaiyuexiangyigezhenzhengde、gaogaozaishangdedarenwu。
lengjing,guoduan,shenzhi,daizheyisiburongzhiyideweiyan。
woweitagandaojiaoao,danxinzhong,queyeshengchuleyisimomingde、yaoyuandejuligan。
wohaishineige,zhuzaiyangjian,meitianweichaimiyouyanbenbodeputongnanren。
erta,queyijingshilingyigeshijieli,hufenghuanyudenvwang。
womendeshijie,fangfobeineiyidaokanbujiandeshengsijiexian,yuelayueyuan。
gueryuandezhongjiangongcheng,shunliwangongle。
kaiyuanneitian,haizimentianzhendexiaolian,hemeitidezanyu,rangwogandaoleyisixinwei,danneifenxinwei,quewufatianbuwoneixindekongxu。
wokaishibagengduodejingli,tourudao“suqingcishanjijinhui”deyunzuozhong。
wobuzaimanzuyujiandandejuankuan,ershixuezhexiangsuqingyiyang,yong“touzi”deyanguang,quyunyingzheigejijinhui。
wozizhupinkundedaxuesheng,bushijitamenqian,ershiweitamentigongwuxide“zhuyedaikuan”,bingpeibeichuangyedaoshi,bangtamenshixianzijidemengxiang。
wojiuzhuliulangdongwu,bushijianyigeshourongsuo,ershidazaoyigejilingyang、yiliao、wenchuangyuyitidegongyipinpai。
wozuozhezheiyiqie,fangfoshizaimofangta,shizaizhuixuntadejiaobu。
woxiwang,nengyongzheizhongfangshi,rangwomenzhijiandejuli,xiandebuneimeyaoyuan。
youyitian,chenxiazizhaodaolewo。
takanqilai,rongguanghuanfa,neishenpodaopao,yehuanchengleyijianzhidikaojiudesichouzhangshan。
“jianglaodi,”taxianzaidougaikoujiaowolaodile,“nilaopotuowojinidaigehua。”
“shenmehua?”woyouxiejidong。zuijinsuqingtaimang,womenyijinghaojitianmeiyou“tonghua”le。
“tashuo,tagongsidongshihuitongguoleyixiangjueyi,zhunbeizaiyangjian,sheliyige‘banshichu’。taxiangpinqingni,danrenzheigebanshichude‘shouxidaibiao’。”chenxiazicongtaneigeaimashi(wosongde)gongwenbaoli,taochuleyifen……e,xiangzhejinbiandezhizha“pinshu”。
wokanzheneifenwubizhengshidepinshu,xinliwuweizachen。
tahaishi,xiangbawolajintadeshijie。
yiyizhong“shangxiaji”defangshi。
“jianglaodi,zheikeshitiandadehaoshia!”chenxiazimeifeisewu,“yangjianshouxidaibiao,neishishenmejibie?xiangdangyuyinsipaizhuyangjiandedashia!yihou,zheipianqusuoyoudeyinyangshiwu,douguiniguan!tudigongjianni,doudejingnisanfen!”
我沉默了。
这不是我想要的。
woweitazuodeyiqie,bushiweileshenmequanli,yebushiweileshenmediwei。
wozhishi,xiangnianwodeqizi。
neigehuizaiwohuailisajiao,huigenwoqiangdianshiyaokongqi,huiyinweiwowanglejiehunjinianriershengqide,wodeqizi。
erbushi,neigegaogaozaishangde,xuyaojiwoxia“pinshu”de,suzong。
woyaoleyaotou,baneifenpinshu,qingqingdituilehuiqu。
“dashi,mafanni,yetiwodaigehua。”
“gaosuta,xiexietadehaoyi。danshi,yangjianbanshichu,jiububishelile。”
“jiurangta,ananxinxindi,zuotadedifunvzongcaiba。”