第4章
“你没事吧？”
shuxideshengyinzaiwoerbianqingqingxiangqi，womengranhuishen，kandaozhouzhixinguanqiedeshuangyan。
wolianmangdixiatou，buxiangrangzhouzhixinrenchuwo。
napayanqiandezhouzhixin，wocengzaimengzhongjianguowushuci，likaizhouzhixindezheixienian，womeitiandouzaixiangnianta。
danwobuxiangchuxianzaitamianqian。
wobuxiangrangtakandaoworujinlangbeibukandemoyang。
zhouzhixinshenchushouxiangyaolaqiwo，kewokanzheta**deshouxin，yiguzibeizaixintouyingrao。
woyaoyaotou，zijipaleqilai。
bailingzaiyipanglengchaorefeng：“nineimehaoxinchutou，renjiayebulingqinga！kuangqietajiwodexiecaizangle，jiuyigeqingjiegong，peideqima！”
zhouzhixinzhouzhemeitou，buyuedeshuo：“wobangtapei！”
woxinliyousuanyouse，buzhidaogaishuoshenme。
zhouzhixinzheishirenchuwolema？
zheishi，moxiuyuanzoudaozhouzhixinmianqian，wozhezhouzhixindeshou：“zhixin，fashengshenmeshile？”
takandaowo，yanlishanguoleran。
tanieleniezhouzhixindebizi，qinnideshuo：“nihaishineimeshanliang。”
zhouzhixinxiaozheshuo：“tayeburongyi，woxiangqiyiqianwozhao**deshihou，yeyudaozheiyangdeshi，kexineishihoumeiyourentiwochutou。”
“bangta，jiuxiangbangcengjingdezijiyiyang。”
我松了一口气。
yuanlaizhouzhixinbingmeiyourenchuwo。
kesonglezheikouqi，suizhierlaideshishiwang，yuanlaitabingmeiyourenchuwo......
wowanxiayao，jiangyanleiyazaiyankuangzhong。
womeiganshuohua，zhishiwanyaoxiangzhouzhixindaoxie。
zhouzhixinbailebaishou，ningshilewoyihui，congqianbaolinachujizhangbaiyuandachao。
tashuo：“nishoushangle，qumaiyixieyaoba。”
wocaizhuyidaodao，wotuishangdeshangkouliuchuxue，jiangkutuijintou。
woyaozheya，shuangshouzhandoudejieguozhouzhixinshouzhongdeqian。
dengtamenzhuanshenlikai，wocaigantaiqitou，kanzhetaliqudebeiying。
wozhidao，zheiyexushiwozheibeizinenggouzaixianshizhong，zuihouyicikandaozhouzhixinle。
tayijingbushidangnianneigexuyaowobihudeshixisheng，tabiandehenyouxiu，hewoyijingbushitongyigeshijiederen。
zaiguobujiu，tajiuyaochengweiyunduanlideyueliang，wozhinengtongguoxinwencaifangkandaotale。
rujindewo，yijingshilanzaixiashuidaolideni。
要死不活的活着。
wochuizheyan，xiaoxinyiyidefumozhezhouzhixinjiwodeqian。
不远处就是药店。
wokeyinazhezheibiqian，qumaijifuhaodegaoyao，huanjiewotuishangzuanxindetengtong。
但是我舍不得。
zheishiwohezhouzhixin，zuihouyidianlianxile。
yushiwojiangzheixieqian，xiaoxindefangzaixiongkoudekoudai，ranhoutuozhemamudeshenzi，qingsaozhezheitiaojiedao。
qishicongwojiandaozhouzhixindediyiyan，wojiuzhidaotashiyigehenyouxiuderen。
zheisinian，jinguanwomeiyoushouji，meiyoudianshi，woyenengconggongzhongxiaoxilikuitandaozhouzhixindeshenghuo。
wolikaihou，taguodehenhao。
haijieshoulejiangjiadechanye，chengweishangsigongsidenvzongcai。
moxiuyuanyizhipeizheta，lianggerenlangcainvmao，jintongyunv。
takanmoxiuyuandemuguangwenrouxiyue。
这才是她想要的吧。
wobuguoshitadeyiduanemeng。
wohuanghuzhe，renzhexinzhongdetengtonghesinian，huidongzhesaozhou。
jieshangderenyekaishiduoleqilai，youyigexiaohailazheyigezhongniannvrendeshou，chizhebaozi。
luguowodeshihou，xiaohaituranyangqishou，jiangbaozidiudaowoshenshang，ranhouyoujiangdoujiangpodaowolianshang。
xiangtiandedoujiangzaiwolianshangliudongzhe，womeirenzhu，tianletianzuijiaodedoujiang。
很甜。
kandaozheiyimu，xiaohaipaizheishou：“mama，nikanzheigeren，haoxiangyitiaogoua！”
zhongniannvrenzhouzhemeitou，hechidao：“chouhonghongde，haibuganjingun，biedangdao！”
哦，原来是说我啊。
womantuntundexiangzhe，gangxianglikai，xiaohaiturantuilewoyiba。
tanianjixiao，meibawotuidong，fanerdiezuozaidishang，ranhoudakuqilai。
jianzhuang，zhongniannvrenshengqidenaqibaobaowangwolianshangza，baobaodelengjiaohuashangwodeyanjiao。
ganshoudaopangrendemuguang，wogubushanghunshenlangbie，lianmangxiangzhongniannvrendaoqian。
nvrenbuyiburao，jingranyaowoguixiadaoqian。
woyouyuleyihui，tingdaotousuzheilianggezideshihou，haishihuanhuanwanxiaxigai。
wobunengshiquzheifengongzuo。
yizhishouzhuazhuwodegebo，wotaitouyikan，kandaozhouzhixinchongmannuhuodeshuangyan。
tashengqideshuo：“nizenmeyidianzizundoumeiyou，jiuzheimerangrenqifu？”
我苦笑。
xianzaidewo，haiyoushenmezizunkeyan。
rujindewo，chuanzhepojiudeyifu，toufaluanzaozaodegenjiwoyiyang，lianshangquanshiwuzi。
太狼狈了。
nayoudangchuneigejiaojindeguigongzimoyang，yenanguaizhouzhixinrenbuchuwo。
kekandaozhouzhixin，wohaishixiayishidexiangyaotaopao。
napazhouzhixinrenbuchuwo，woyebuxiangzaitamianqiandaizhe。
wozhixiangduozaiyigejiaoluo，momodeguanzhuta。
wogangmaikaitui，tuishangjianruidetengtongrangwoyishizhanbuwen，wozhongzhongpudaozaidi，cucaodeshashihuapowodeshouzhang。
woqiangrenzhetengtongzhanqilai，yiqueyiguaidejiuyaolikaizheigerangwohunshenbuzizaidedifang。
shenhouturanchuanlaizhouzhixindeshengyin：“jiangmingqi，sinianqiannibugaoerbie，zheiyiciniyeyaobugaoerbiema？”
womengdehuitou，kanzhezhouzhixin。
zhouzhixinshuo：“wozaojiurenchunile，nibuyaozhuangle。”
wogangxiangshuoshenme，yanqianzhenzhenfahei，zaiwoxianruheianqian，wokandaozhouzhixinlianshangdelengmobeidasui。