第3章
chuningxijiangrenanpaizuozaiketing，jitadaoleyibeishui，yuguangchongzhechufangchouleyiyan，dishengdao，“womayouxieshengqi，nibiezaiyi，tapiqilaidekuaiqudeyekuai。”
“dangranbuhuishengqi。”luyanzhoushenshoujiangrenzhuaizuozaizijishenbian，shengxianrouhe，“quni，wuyishicongtashouliqiebao，nimamaaini，suoyicaihuishengqi。
henxingyun，rulelutaitaideyan，nifangxin，maneibian，woqujiejue。”
“nidoumeiyoushiyingqima？handezheimelisuodangran。”tamianpangzaore，zongganjuenaerdoubutaidui。
“neiniyaotiqianshiying，yihouwohuiyizhizheimehan，bijing，nimuqinyeshiwomuqin，buduima？”
chuningxi：“......”
buzhidaoshibushitadecuojue，taganjuetameicishuohuawuyizhongdekaojin，doushiyouyide，xumouyijiu，erqieshuohuadediaodiao，zongshidaizhexiaogouzi。
zhangdehaokanderen，qiebeiniyuanyizongrongderen，dangzhenkeyizaidixianshangsiyibengda。
fanzhuoshanggewaichenmo，jishiluyanzhouzaichumamazuoyoumangqianmanghou，dansihuxiaoyongbugao，chumamadebumanzaichenmoshijinshangfahuidaojizhi。
luyanzhouyebushihuaduoderen，suoyijiuxiandefanzhuoshangdechenmo，gewaiguiyi。
chuningxishixianzaimuqingenxinjinzhangfuzhijiansaoshi，biezheyigehuatihaimeikaikou，jiubeichumamadaduan。
“nikuaichi，chiwanqushuawan，wogenwonvxushuojiju。”
biehuiqudehuakazaiyanhou，chuningxikangyi，“ma，nimenshuoshenmeshiwobunengzhidaode？jialiyouxiwanji，yemeiyouwoyongwuzhidi。”
chumama，“neinijiuzaiketingchishuiguo。”
“danshi......”
“抗议无效。”
“行吧。”
fanhou，shiluyanzhoubangmangyiqishoushiwankuaifangjinxiwanji，tagenzuojiawugegeburu，queyoufeichanghexie。
chumamazuozaishafashangkanzheliangren，jianchuningxigengejuyingside，hengxiaoyisheng，chuningxibuzizaijile，“ma，ninzheimekanzhewo，woguaibuhaoyiside。”
“你有这种情绪？”
chuningxi：“......”
tazaiketingbaiwuliaonai，pingrilitayonglaidanggongzuoshideshufang，zheihuiermenguandejinjinde，fangzididuanbuhaobuhuai，zheigeyinzuodedaoshibucuo。
tazaimenkoupaihuailehaojici，jiuchadianpamenshangle，wanquantingbudaolimianzailiaoshenme。
书房。
“luxiansheng，nigenwonverjiehun，jifenrenzhen？jifenzhenxin？？”chumamadetaidu，genzaiwaimiandebutong，zheiyike，tafangfocanglaolehenduo，yandichengzaizhedanyou、gulvzhongzhongqingxu。
luyanzhouyemeiyoufuyan，henrenzhenfuzedegenchumamakaikou，“nengrangwoxinganqingyuanbeishufudezhihuishiyinweixihuan，erfeihunyin，woruoshijiehun，zhishiyinweiwoxiangjiehunle；
woxianggenninshuodeshi，woduihunyindetaidu，conglaidouyanjinqieshenzhong，ruoburenzhen，wobuhuigenningxiqulingzheng，ruomazheibianbufangxin，keyibanguoqugenwomenyiqizhu。”
chumamabaishou，“ruguozheigehundoubushinimenliangrenchongdongxiadejueding，ershijuedebicishizhidedeneigeren，neiwoziranbuhuifandui；
xiaoxizheibian，youxieqingkuangxiaoxixiangbiyegennishuoguoba，nigaosuwonishizenmexiangde？nishizhendebujieyixiaoxijingshenshangyouxiewenti？”
chumamajiangzheigehuatizhibaidepouxichulai，shixianyishunbushundedingzheluyanzhou。
danfanluyanzhoubiaoqingshangyoushunjiandechiyi，chumamadouhuifanduizheichangshanhun，mianderihoubicixiaomo，chengweiyuanou。
henxinwei，chuningxiyanguangbucuo。
luyanzhoushensebingbubihui，ershizhenerzhongzhidegenchumamaduishi，“ningxigenwoshuoguotadeqingkuang，woyezhidao。
mabubiyinweizheigedanxin，jiranchengweileningxidezhangfu，neiwohuipeizhetayiqizhiliao。”
“dangzhenbuhaipa？”chumamazhigougoudekanta，“buhaipaxiaoxibanyehuiqichuang，nazhedaozhanzainizhenbian，huozhebuhaipa，tawuyishidejiuhuiduinixiashashou？
tafabingdeshihou，zijizuoshenme，shiwanquanwuyishide，ruoshishishoushaleni，niyebuhaipa？”
“wohuiqianshuyifenyiwaisiwangtawuzerendezhengming，jiusuanwoyunqibei，beitashasi，neiyegentawuguan，shiwodecuo，meizhaokanhaota；
ma，ninfangxin，wohuiduiwodehunyinzhongcheng，yehuihaohaodainingxi。”
liangjiuchenmohou，chumamaqingyan。
“yanzhou，xiwangnijidenijintianduiwoshuodemeiyigezi。”
“当然。”
jiexialaihuatijiuqingsonglejifen，chumamazhuyaoshishuoletamengenbeijunyanjiadeguanxi。
chumamayuanshibeijunsidajiazhiyiyanjiaeryedeqizi，buguoyanjiaeryexinzhongyoubaiyueguang，zaiwaicongbujichumamamianzi，zuoyongyoubao。
chumamayebuzaiyi，fanzhengliangrenmeiganqing，tagenningxiyishiwuyoujiuhao。
zhishiningxiquliuxuehou，turanxiuxuehuilai，haishengbingle，yaneryejiuyiciweijiekou，henbudejiangbaiyueguangfuzheng。
shuoningxidiuguangletayanjiadelian，yanjiabuhuixihanyigejingshenbingnver。
yanjiayebingfeishenmehemudajiazu，chumamahenkuaigenyaneryeqianshulecaichanfengehelihunxieyi。
weiciyaneryehainaoleyichang，buguocaichanfuqigongyou，tapingshenmebianyibieren，lihunhou，daizhechuningxilikaibeijun，zainanjundingju。
jibianchumamabushuo，luyanzhouyeyiqingerchu，yanjiabuzuweiju，tahaibukanzaiyanli。
liangrentanhuajieshu，yichumenchumamajiucuicuningxi，“jiranjiehunle，neinijinwanshangjiugenzhexiaoluhuijia。”
zheicubujifangdeyaoqiu，rangchuningxishaoweipofang，tazhengdayanjingkanzhechumama，“manixianqiwo？”
“neiniyisishijiehunle，haigenwozhuzaiyiqi，xiaoluzijizhu？nigentajiehunhaishigenwojiehun？”
chuningxi，“daoyebubizheimezheji，wodongxihenduo，shoushiqilaiyishibanhuieryenongbuwan。”
shufangliquanshitadedongxi，huagaosaimanzhengzhengliangdageshuju，erqiezaijiabangongxiguanle，turanhuandifang，tadanxinzheigeyuedegaoziganbuchulai。
“neijiuxianzanshizhuzheibian，dengzhoumo，woguolaibangniyiqizhengli。”
jiranluyanzhoudoufahuale，chumamaziranbuduoshuoshenme。
chuningxijuedeluyanzhoutingshangdao，mangdiantou，“mingtianzhouwu，houtiannijiuguolaibangmang，woxianzhengliyixiexisuidedongxi。”
“嗯，好。”
“neiniyihuierhuiqudeshihou，kaichexiaoxin。”
luyanzhoutiaomei，sixiaofeixiaodekanzhechuningxi，“lutaitai，woshuoguo，womeidasuanfenju。
jiranzanshibuguoquzhu，neiwojiupeinizhuzheili。”
chumama：“......”gendahuilangyouhongxiaobaituside。
chuningxichadiantiaojiao，“wochuangxiao，zhuangbuxiani。”