第三章书房
“biefaleng，zou，wodainiqugedifang。”
zheigeshihoudelinshenxianranyijingduiwofangxialefangbei，lazhewolaidaoletademimijidi。
“zheishiwodeshufang，zenmeyang，kanqilaihaibucuoba。”
zoudaomenkou，wodexinyouyizhongjingluanyiyangdeteng。
这里，是我的禁忌。
yinweiwomenzaiyiqihouderizi，juedabufendeshijiantadoushizaizheiliduguode。
neigeshihou，shufangzongshihuilazhehouhouchuanglian，jishishizaibaitianyetoubujinlaiyidiandeguang。
meitianzaozhongwan，wodouzhunshidebafanfangzailinshendepangbian，yikouyikoudeweitachixiaqu。
zhangqitanhuandebingtongzaojiujiangzheigecengjingwenrunshanliangdenanhaizhemoyinyubaozao。
cengjing，takanwodeyanshenzhongsiyouxingchendahai，rujinshengxiadezhiyounanyiyanshuodeyane。
tahuizaiwojitaweifandeshihouyongweiyinengdongdeshoujiangwanhenhendeshuaizaidishang。
yehuizaiwojitacaxishentideshihoupowoyiliandeshui：
“ruguobushini，woyouzenmehuibianchengxianzaizheigeyangzi，nijiwogun！wozheibeizidoubuxiangkandaoni！”
meidangzheigeshihou，wodouhuihaopiqidejiangdishangdedongxishoushiganjing，ranhouzhongxinhuanshangyifuwankuai，zhiaodejiangdongxiweitachixiaqu。
zhaoguyigetanhuanderen，xuyaoyongyouyikeqiangdadexinzang。
youdeshihouwoshizaishibeizhemodemeiyoubanfa，jiuhuiduozaiwaimiantoutoudidakuyichang。
huidaojiahou，wohaishiyaodiaozhenghaoxinqing，weixiaozhemianduilinshen。
keshixixinruta，kandaowohonghongdeyankuanghaishihuihaobuliuqingdejifeng：
“meiyourenqiuniliuxialaizhaoguwo，shoubulenijiumashanggun，biezaiwojiakukutiti，kanzhejiufan。”
wojiangyanzhongdesuansequanbuyanlexiaqu：
“wobuguan，woyijingrendingnishiwodelaogong，niyibeizidoushi，jiusuannidawomawowoyebuhuilikaini！”
duishangwojueqiangdeshense，linshenhongzheyankuangrudongzhezuichun，zuizhonghaishihuazuolianggezuifenglidezizhazaiwodexinshang：
“犯贱。”
ruguofanjiannengrangnibiandehaoqilai，woningyuanduinifanyibeizidejian。
youshihouwocongshufangchulai，yanjinghelianzongshihuishibushidehongzhong。
meidangzheigeshihou，zaifoxiangqianqianchengguibaidelinshenmamazonghuilengyanlengyudejifeng：
“woerzibianchengjintianzheigeyangzi，nigongbukemei。womenbuxuyaonidezhaogu，ninenglilinshenyuandianjiushitazuidadefubaole。”
woxiangjiaotayishengma，keshiquemeiyouzige。
woyiweiwoderizihuizheimepingjingdeguoxiaqu，zhidaoyouyitianwoxiangwangchangneiyangchumen，huilaideshihouquefaxianjialiyijingshilingluanbukan。
linshenmamamurandezuozaidishang，shenmedoubushuo。
“ayi，fashengshenmele？”
我的心提到了嗓子：
“shibushi...tamenlaiguole？”
linshenmamahaishimeiyoushuohua，jiuxiangtapingshibaidefoxiang，yidongbudong。
woxinliqishangbaxia，ganjinlaidaoleshufang，wodashengdehanzhelinshendemingzi。
huiyingwode，shizhangjiudechenmo。
wokanzhekongdangdangdefangjian，bijianshangdoushixingjiangxiumudeweidao。
wosihuyugandaoleshenme，huanmandezouxialelou，shengyinzhandou：
“ayi，shibushilinshenchushile？”
linshenmamadetoufabaidechumujingxin，lianshangdezhouwenshendexiangyitiaotiaoshenshendegouhe。
linshendebabahenzaojiuqushile，zheimeduonianyizhishilianggerenxiangyiweiming，linshenruguozoule，neimetajiexialaiyaozenmehuo？
kandaowo，linshenmamahunzhuodeyanjingweiweidedongledong，suijitaiqishouhenhendeshanlewoyigebazhang：
“woshibushizaojiugaosuguoni，rangnililinshenyuanyidian，niweishenmebuting？”
“wodangchujiubuyinggaijuedenikelianertongyinimenzaiyiqi！”