第二章 心中悔恨

shenqingshengdemei,shitamencunzilinianqingguniangdoubibushangdemei。

shiliusuidenianji,yizhangbaixideguazilianshangyishuangdangyangzheyingyingqiushuidexingyan,ruoshikanshangnanrenyiyan,neinanrendingranshiyaosulebanbianshenzide。

cengjingyourenshuoguo,shenqingzheiyangdexiangmao,jiusuanshichenglidedaguandounengpeide。

suoyidangzhongrenzhidaoshenqingjuranjialexueshourendeshihou,jieshijingdiaolexiaba。

dangshideshenqingxingaoqiao,quewunaiyufumuzhiming,manxinyuanqidejiajilezheigebitadaleyilundelaonanren。

hunhouderizi,shenqingshicongmeijixueshourenhaoliansekande,duixueshourenlengyanlengyu,jiazhongyiqieshiwujieshibudongshou,gengshiburanxueshourenpengta。

ranerjiusuanshiruci,xueshourenyijiushishishishunzhetadeyi。

jiazhongdasaozuofandeshixueshouren,zhuanqianyangjiadeshixueshouren。erqiemeiciquchenglimaidongxihuanqianzhihou,yezongshihuijishenqingdaiyixielingzuimijian。

meimeixiangdaozheixie,zaiwangjiazuoqiedeshenqingjieshihuihenwubi。

ruoshizijidangchugenlexueshouren,kaozhexueshourenneiyishenshibuwandeliqi,zijichibaochuannuandingranshibuchengwenti,nalihuiluoderujinlianyahuandouburuderizi?

shenqingyuanyiweizijishihuiwuyiwan,yiqiedouyijinglaibujile。ranerrujinzijijuranzhonghuoyishi,huidaolexinhunzhichu!

zheimeshuolai,zijihainengyouzhongxinxuanzedejihui。shenqingxiangdaozhiqianzuoguodeneixiegehunzhanghutushi,guoranluodeneiyangdexiachangjiushigeyinguobaoying。

dierri,shenqingdingzhefazhongdeshuangyan。yanxiadeqingheizhaoshizheshenqingzuowanmeiyoushuihao。

caocaochiguolefan,shenqingbiandaoleyuanzili。suiranbuzhidaoxueshourenshenmeshihouhuilai,danshenqingquexiangdengzhexueshouren。

libadakaideshengyinchuanlai,shixueshourenhuilaile。

zheizhanglian,shenqingdangzhenshijishinianmeijianguole。

zaiwangjiahoulaideneixierizili,shenqingzhidaozijizaiyejianbudaoxueshourenle,zhinengshizaixinlixiangzhe。yinianyouyinian,xueshourenneizhanglianzaijiyizhongyeyuelaiyuemohu。

errujin,xueshourenyouyicizhenshidechuxianzaitamianqian,shenqingzhijuedezijideyankuangyuelaiyuere。

shenqingduixueshourenyoukui,youhui,suoyizheihuierbuzhidaogairuhemianduita,zhiweiweichuizheshuangyan,zaibugankanta。

xueshourenkanzheshenqingdeyanlei,yingqidemeimaoweicu。

tazhidaozheimenhunshibenjiubushishenqingziyuande,shenqingyigeerbanianhuadeshaonv,ruhuasiyude,jiajilezijizheimeyigebitadashangyilundenanren,queshishiweiqutale。

ranerxueshourenyoushigebushanyancide,cikeshangqianxianganweishenqing,zhanglezhangzuiquezhiganbabadeshuochulesangezi:“biekule”。

kesheizhidaozheimeyishuo,shenqingdaoshikudegengjialihaile。

zhiqian,shenqingyijiandaoxueshourenzheimenhuludeyangzi,xinlijiuyueshiyouguzihuo,jiugengjiaqijingerdegentanao。

ranermeiyicibudoushixueshourenbaorongzheta,buguantashuoleduonantingdehua,xueshourenyiranshiruchangbandedaita,congmeidamaguota。

kanzhexueshourentingzaibankongzhongdeshou,shenqingweiweiyidong,biankaozailetadehuaili。

xueshourenshenlianggaoda,rutongshiyizuoshan,cikequejileshenqingjudadeanquangan。

shangyishi,shenqingyagenjiuburangxueshourenpengta,napashiyoushihouliangrendeyishancaguo,shenqingdouhuixianedepaiyipaineibeizhandaoledeyiliao,fangfoxueshourenshizangdebudelededongxiyiban。