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wopatadehuidabushiwoxiangtingde，youpatajuedewofan。
danhaimeidengdaodahunneiri，wojiuxianbeipojianleyiweibusuzhike，
song**wenwodediyijuhuashi：
“nizhidaoliyuanweilequni，fangqileshenmema？”
woshoulijiuzhehonggaitoushangzhuizhedeneikezhenzhu，mangranwucuodeyaoleyaotou。
song**yongneizhongwokanbudongdebiaoqingzhushizhewo。
wodangranbuzhidao，wozhizhidaoliyuandedaolehenduo，tazhonglezhuangyuan，tayaozuoguanle，yaochenghunle，yaoquwole。
mingmingwomenshizaihaoqilai，taweishenmeyaoshuoliyuanshiquleyixiedongxini？
song**jinjiezhechixiaoleyisheng，yuqiqingmie，
“nizhidaoshenmeshizhuangyuanma？”
womeiyouhuida，yinweitadeyuqitaishuxi，
meiyigemaguowoshaziderendouhuiyongzheiyangdeyuqigenwojianghua。
tamenwenchukoubingbushixuyaoyigedaan，zhishiyinweidudinglewobuzhidao，caihuiyongchaonongdeyuqidengzhekanwodexiaohua。
jiusuanwofanyingchidun，yechangchangnengcongzheiyangdefanwenliganshoudaobujiayanshideeyi。
“xiangshi，huishi，dianshilianzhongsanyuan，liyuancaiershisui，guwangjinlaihetabijiandeyeliaoliaowuji。”
“suli，nigenbenbudong，taqiantuwuliang。”
“我知道。”
woyougentazhongfu，“wozhidaode。”
liyuanqiantuwuliang，womenyaobanqujingchengle，tayihouhuidanghendahendadeguan，zheixiehuawozaoyijingtingguohenduobian，
congtazhonglejurenneitianjiutingdaoxianzai，
我知道的。
song**bubujinbi：“neinijiuyinggaizhidao，taxuyaodeshiyigenenggoupeideshangtadefuren，nenggouweitadeshitupulu，nengzhenzhengbangdaotaderen。”
“erbushi......”taxiaoleqilai，shengyinbiandehenqing：
“一个傻子。”
woqishibingbunengzhenzhengdelijie，weishenmemeiyigerendoujuedewopeibushangliyuan，
yinweizaiwoxinmuzhong，ershisuideliyuanheshiersuideliyuanmeishenmeliangyang，womenshixianghuxuyaodeguanxi。
liyuanyexiangwolibukaitayiyangdelibukaiwo。
更何况......
“keshi，”woxiaoxiaoshengdeshuo：“keshiliyuanxihuanwoa。”
wobudongminglichangshangdewanwanraorao，wozhizhidao，tayaoquwole，zheijiushuomingtaxihuanwo。
aniangshuoguo，zhiyouxiangaiderencaihuichenghun。
taxihuanwo，woyexihuanta，
womenyuanbenjiushizhudingyaozaiyiqide。
song**chenmolexujiucaixiaoleyixia，chuizhetouxiangshishuojiwotingyouxiangshishuojizijiting：
“你还是不懂。”
“suli，nihuihouhuide。”
tashuowan，wojiubazheixietongtongdoupaozhunaohou，wojizhehuijiajiliyuankanwojigaitoushangxinzhuidezhenzhu，
woxianggentashuo，song**genwoshuolehenqiguaidehua，womeitingdong。
kewojiaobucongcongdepaohuijia，zhanzaishufangmenkou，zhengyuqiaomenjiutingdaoyourenwen：
“songtaishiduiniqingyanyoujia，nidaobuchengqing，nanbuchengshizhenxihuanneigexiaoshazi？”
wodongzuodunzhu，fangqinglehuxidengtadehuida，qishixinlizaolisuodangrandetitashuochukou，
dangranla，buxihuanwozenmehuiquwoni？
kejinjiezhexiayimiao，shangrendehuajiucongtakouzhongmanbujingxindeshuochulai，
“ruofeialiduiwoyouen，woshibukenengqutade。”
“tadanchunyouyu，queguoyuchunbenle。”
李苑还在说：
“chaozhongshijiayuhanmenanliuyongdong，songtaishishishijiazhishou，jiusuandangletadechenglongkuaixu，pingwodechushenyeyongyuanbuhuibeishijiajiena。”
“quali，ziranyeshixianghanmentoucheng，zhiyuqingyi......”
zheixiewanwanraoraodehuawoqishitingbudong。
danliuyuedetian，xinzangshangxiangzhouranzhaleyigenbingzhui，cichuanlexuerou，yinhongdexuelianzhecigudebingshuiyiqiliutangdaowuzangliufu。
好冷啊。
阿娘，好冷啊。
guolehaoyihuierwocaichajuedaozijizaifadou，lianseyipianbingliang，shenshouyimo，yijingshimanlianleishui。
为什么会这样呢？
李苑不是喜欢我吗？
aniangmingmingshuo，zhiyouliangqingxiangyuederencainengchenghun，suoyiliyuanyeyinggaixihuanwoa......