第1章1
hunliqianxi，wobeibangfeijiechi**zaotaleyiye。
不得不摘除子宫。
xuqingchebazhaoshizhedadaobansi。
shoushuqian，woquetingdaotaheguanjiadetonghua：
“yishengshuojijizhiliaohaishiyoujihuinengbaozhujiang**dezigongde，nihebi...”
“laoyezizhejibaosunzi，zhiyouzheiyangwocainengshunlichengzhangjiexiaoyujinmen。kuangqiewodayingguoyaoyao，zheibeizizhiyouxiaoyuyigehaizi。”
“zhaichuzigongjinengshouzhuchengnuo，yenengyongjuehouhuan。wohuiyongyushenglaimibujiangyuan。”
yuanlaiwoyizhiyilaidouyinyiweiaodeaiqing，buguoshixumouyijiudeyinmou。
yehao，neijiuchengquantamen，rangtamenyijiatuanju。
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mingmingjifenzhongqian，xuqingchewenroudiwozhewodeshou，manyanxintengdishuo：“ayuan，biepa。wulunruhe，wodouaini。woyizhidouzai。”
xuqingcheqinzituizhewojinrulebinglengdeshoushutai。
ketadeneixieyinmou，quanranjinlewodeshuanger。
“niquzhunbeijiexiaoyuba，dongzuoyaokuai，bierangayuanfaxianduanni。”
guanjiaqingtanyikouqi：“jiang**yeshiwokanzhezhangdade。tabushibujiangdaolideren，baxiaoyudeshiqinghaohaogenjiang**shuo，tayexuhuijieshouxiaoyude。”
xuqingchebiaoqinglengmo：“yaoyaoyijingzhaorenzheimezuole，woyoushenmebanfa？”
“erqiewoshuoguo，zhiyouzheiyangcainengyongjuehouhuan。tabunengyouzijidehaizi，cainengduixiaoyushirujichu。”
“bijingyihouyaozaitongyigewuyanxiashenghuo，nijiubupabeijiang**zhidao...”
xuqingchezhijiedaduanleguanjiadehua：“zhidaoleyounengzenmeyang？sheiyuanyiyaoyigebeirenzaotaguohaimeiyouzigongdenvren？yihoutazhinengguaiguaidishouzaiwodeshenbian。”
“duile，yaoyaoshuozaotaayuandeneigerenbushiaizhengma？zaiyuanlaidejichushangduojita100wan，rangtahuangechengshizhiliao。yongyuandoubiehuilai。”
guanjiaaobuguoxuqingche，zhideburendezhangtanleyikouqi。
binglengdejiqizaiwodeshentilibuduanfanjiao，youruyizhishouzaibuduansichezhewodeneizang。
xuqingchefaxianlewoyanjiaohualuodeleihen，dashengchizezheyisheng。
“nizenmezuoshide！shibushibaayuannongtengle？”
yishengzhanzhanjingjing：“zheikenengshishenglixingdeyanlei，mayaodaguozhihoujiumeiyourenhezhijuele，fangxinbaxiaoxuzong。”
xuqingchebuzhidaodeshi，woduimayaoyoukangyaoxing，yibandemayaoduiwolaishuoxiaoguoshenwei。
xuqingchewennuandeshuangshouyizhijinjinwozhewodeshou，danwoqueganshoubudaosihaodenuanyi，zhoushenhaishizhibuzhudifanqizhenzhenhanliang。
womomingkaishixiangshouzheiqixiedailaidezuanxindetong，zinvebanyiweizhiyoushentitong，xinjiuhuimamu。
shoushushunlijieshu，xuqingchemanyanxinteng：“ayuan，tengma？”
wozhandouzhezuichundao：“haihao，buteng。”
zheidianshentidetengtong，zenmenengbideshangwobeiqingmeizhumadeweihunfuqinshousongdaobierentashangrenren**detong。
zenmenengbideshangweiletahefengshuyaodejiarentuanju，buxizhaichuwodezigongdetong。
xuqingchetuoqiwodeshoufangzaitadelianjia，hongzheyankuangshuo：“ayuan，bietainanguole。”
shuobajiuzaiwozuijiaoshenqingyiwen。
zhishizheiwen，xianderucimanbujingxin，zaiyemeiyouwangridewenqing。
“ayuan，shuiyihuierba。biexiangneimeduo。”
“zanmenjiehunyihou，wojiubasuoyoudegufenhecaichandouzhuandaonidemingxia。liantongwozheigerendoujini。nifangxin，wohuiyongyuanaini。”
tatangzaiwodeshencelanworuhuai，suiranyongdehenjin，woqueganshoubudaosihaodenuanyi。wohetazhijian，fangfogezheyitiaoyinhe。
bishangyanzhihou，wodexinningchengyituanmahua，wulunruheyepingjingbuxialai。
xuqingchequexianwoyibudaqilehulu。