第4章
“bu......ni......nizhidaole？”
tayanlishanguomomingdeqingxu，shoubeimenjiadaohongzhongyebukenfangkai。
“nanyi，jiwogejieshidejihui，qiuni。”
“zhendebushinixiangxiangdeneigeyangzi......”
zaixiaojingyuandemiaoshuzhong，neixiefushuiqueshishi“youyong”de。
yiyuanzongshibudingshijixiaojingyuanmuzijianchashenti，yedoushizaizaochencaitongzhi，zheixieguochengdoushijueduibaomide，ertacicidounengzaiqianyiwanjitamendishangfushui。
ranhoujianchajieguodoushibianhaodequshi......
nanbuchengliufuyuzhenhuidianerdongxi？
danjiexialaideduihuazhijietuifanlezheigejielun。
“xiaoyushuozheishigaiming，tahuiweicizhesunsanshiniandeshouming，haihuizaiwohemamaquanyuhoushentibuduanshuaibai。”
“erqiemeiciwomenqingkuanghaolezhihoutadouhuituxue，yunqiye......”
xiaojingyuanyanyujiandaizhezijimeichajuedaodexinteng。
“tashiyigeguer，kewangyouyigejia，suoyiwodayingweitawanchengxinyuan，gentazuoyiniandefuqi，jitaliuxiagehaizi。”
“这是我欠她的。”
“dannixiangxinwo，womeiyouaiguota，erqiewohetahuiyizuikuaidesudulihun。”
ketadexinzhendemeiyouyouliguoma？
yaoshuofuchuliangduojieguobianchengzheiyangbuweiqushijiade，worenbuzhuxiangshuochuzhenxiang。
“nihebomudebingnengmanmanbianhao，qishishiwo......”
huahaimeishuowan，tashouji**xiangleqilai。
kanqinglaidianhoutadiyishijianjiujietongle，xushixiangqileneitiandeshijigedianhua，taxinxudicuokailewodeyanjing。
“jingyuan，nengbunengqiujing**gaotaiguishoufangguowo？”
“neixiebaobiaobawohemaganchuzhuangyuanle，buzhunwomendairenhedongxi，menkouhaiyouhaoduojizhedunshou，wohaipa......”
duishangtahuaiyidemuguang，wochenxialian：“bushiwo。”
可冰冷取代了愧疚。
xianran，xiaojingyuanbuxinwo。
tayuqidaizhehenyi，“jingnanyi！nizhenedu！”
“yinweiyidianburuyijiudawanshangdibalianggenvrenganchulai，zheilimeiyouguoneianquannibuzhidaoma？”
tarangrenbatamensongdaojiudian，zaixianweiliufuyuchengqing。
【genjingnvshishiqianrenguanxi。】
peitushitamendejiehunzheng。
neigejiuchanbuqingde“xiaosan”，bianchenglewo。
diertian，xiaojingyuanjiudaizherenbiwoqianyuedijia“goufanghetong”。
我一把甩开笔。
“wobuhuibawaigongliujiwodejiuzhuangjiyige**。”
zheishi，yuanzhangdianhuazhenghaodajinlai。
“jingnvshi，xiageyuedeshoushuquedingquxiaoma？”
wohaobuyouyudihuida：“woqueding。”
liufuyutingdaozheigeshengyinhousisididengzhewo。
“不能取消！”
tazhidaoyiyuanbeihouderenshiwo？zheijiuyouyisile。
“shenmeshoushu......”
liufuyufanyingguohouwuzheduzijiaoteng。
“nanyijie，qishinibuyongzheiyang，wohuiheayuanlihun，nibuyongzaiyongzheizhongshouduan......”
xiaojingyuanshiwangjile，“nanyi，yiqiannibushizheiyangde。”
“qianziba，jiuzhuangxiaoyuzhuguanle，zheisuanshijitadebuchang。”
kanzhewopingjingdeyangzitarenbuzhufanzaohexinhuang。
“niyebuxiangbeiwangbao，haiyingxiangdaojingjiadegongsiba......”
xiaojingyuandailairenquanbubeiqusan，datinglihuanhuanzoujinlaiyigeren。
“erweizaiwodedipanshangweixiewoqizi，buheshiba？”
“haiyou，lajiyebushisheidouaihuishoude。”