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“你——”
“nibushizaizhaoguruanqing，dabanyelaizheiliganshenme”woqiangrenhenyidaduanta。
tazhenglengpianke，qingkeyisheng：
“qingernaozheyaojianni，wolaijienihuiqu。”
lianggebaobiaocushoucujiaojiangwokanghuiluozhai，rengzairuanqingdehaohuadachuangbian——deyigeyingerchuangshang。
洛成风心虚解释：
“linshidadexiaochuang，fanzhengnimeixiaotui。”
“jinhounijiuzaizheigefangjianpeiqinger，taainaojue，nijiuchanggehongta，dengtashuizhenizaishui。”
weilerangwoxinganqingyuan，taqinshoubodiaowodebingfu，tiwochuanshangganjingdezhensishuiyi。
yifuwogaizhizudepinizitai：
“guaiguaisihouhaoqinger，yihouwohuiduinigenghao。”
weilebukanjiantazheizhanglian，woqiangrenexindayingxialai，jishibushifafengderuanqingchangerge。
yiyexialai，jihumeizenmeshuijue，hunshenzhongzhangdenanshou。
gangmimihuhuyaoshuizhe，jiutingjianyiqiangzhigeluochengfenghetabamazaichaojia。
“yiqianniquneigebuhuixiadandejiyejiubale！xianzaijingranhaiyaoquyigeshazi！zheixieniannigandeneixielanshi，kuilejituanduoshaoqian？”
“wobahuafangzheili，niyaoganshengchuyigeshazilai！wojiutingdiaonidezhiwei！banizhuchuluojia！”
“wobuzhunnimenwuruqinger！quwoshufangliao。”
meiduojiu，luochengfengjiuyinzhelianjiangwotidaoshufang。
“bamabukenyaoqingershengdehaizi，nititashengyige。”
womudengkoudai，meifanyingguolai。
jianwomeiyouganendaide，tadafaleiting：
“niyiweiwoyuanyirangnisheng？yaobushiqingerzhirenni，duodeshidabanvrenyuanyiweiwoshenghaizi！”
“wohuinongshiguanpeitaifangrunidegongbao，shichengzhihou，shaobulenidehaochu。”
bushizhengqiuwodeyijian，ershixiadamingling。
jianwojujue，tazhijiemingrenjiangwoguandaodixiashieleyitian。
tiankuailiangshi，tadaizhewuyangyangyibangyishengjiangwotuojinshoushushi。
wohunshenwuliwufafankang，zhinengdouzhezuichundishenghujiu，beitahenhenyibazhangshandaoshiyu。
“ganjinjitashangmazui！”
zheiyijueshuidetianhundian，xinglaishibuzhitiandiweihewu。
wobadiaoshoushangdiandixiangtao，quezhinenglangbeidizaiyuandidazhuan，kanzhewulideshuangshouheduantuixinzhongdatongaiming。
yishuangkujiaozouzhiyanqian，jiangwolanyaobaoqifanghuichuangshang。
洛成风轻叹一声：
“zenmejiuzheimebutinghuani？”
又递来一碗肉汤。
“haohaobuyibu，xiawuhaiyaozaishoushuyici。”
wohenhendafanwankuai，henshengdao：“biefeilile，womeifahuaiyun。”
handanshenti，shijianzuichunjinglingyao，shiwufashengyurenleiyinghaide。
tameitouningchengchuanzi，yanzhonganliuyongdong。
“wojidenicengjingweijiuwoqulexintouxue，wozhinibushiputongren。”
“qunixintouxuehepeitaiyiqifangrunidegongbao，buzhihuizenmeyang？wohenqidai。”
wonaodaiwengwengzuoxiang，hunshenxueyeninggu。
buganxiangxintajingranshuochuzheizhonghua。
jianwoyishengbuhang，tamanlianbunai：
“ninengbunengdongshidian，zhishiquniyidianxueshenggehaizi，sibule。”
“dabuleyihouzaijialiyerangtajiaonimuqin。”
tayoujiaolaifancai，buguanwodejuliezhengzha，qianzhexiababiwohexiaretang。
jianwobukenzhangzui，henhenyibaijiangwoxiabanongtuojiu，yishaoyishaowanghoulongdaotang。
“niguaiyidian，hainengshaoshouzui。”
youtangzaishoushuchuangdeshunjian，woxinrusihui。
yanleihekoushuihunzaiyichu，jinshilechuangdan。
luochengfengnandeyuqiruanleruan，“jitadadianmayaoba，tayizhixinkouteng。”
womamudixiangzhe，keshimayaoduiwohandanzhixinwuyonga——
binglengdedaopiangekaiwodexiongkou，xinzangchuchuanlaidezhuixinzhitong，lianlinghundouzaijianjiaotongku。
wobishangyanjing，yaozheyaganshoushengmingliushidekuchu。
yiguanyouyiguanxintouxuebeiyuanyuanbuduanchouchu，liansezhujianfabairusiren。
xiangdaowoweiwanjiutaqishizaowangdemingyun，yiciciquchuhandanzhibanjiuta。
meixiangdaoqingzhaizaizuihouyishibianchengleniezhai。
zaitaxinzhong，woyongyuanedugongyuxinji，ruanqingyongyuangaojierubailianhua。
jiusuanzhidaozheiyishiwojiuleta，ketayijiuzhijiguaruanqing，buxichouganwodexintouxueweiruanqinghuanyigehejiameiman。
wodechengfengbuhuizheiyangduiwode，zheishigechusheng，shichanggui，shiyaomo！
是他杀了我的成风！
ruoyoulaisheng.....wodingyaotaxuezhaixuechang！
yishixiaosanzhiji，erbianhaoxiangtingdaoluochengfengdashenghanwodemingzi。
yigushuxideweiyabansuizhejingnusheng：
“gunkai！kongqing，wolaijienile——”