“nishenmeyisi？bahuashuoqingchu！”wojiuzhejianghaodeyiling，jihuyaobatatiqilai。
“fangshou！”jianghaodiheyisheng，yanshensaoxiangmenkou，“zheilibushishuohuadedifang。nixiangzhidaozhenxiang，jiugenwolai。”
tazhenglileyixialingluandeyiling，naqiwaitao，lvxianzoulechuqu。
woyouyulejimiao，zuizhonghaishigenleshangqu。zhijuegaosuwo，shiqingdezhenxiang，yuanbiwoxiangxiangdeyaoheian。
jianghaodaiwolaidaoyigepijingdechaguanbaojian。
“linwanweishenmehuizhaowo，nizhidaoma？”tajiwodaolebeicha，kaimenjianshan。
woyaoleyaotou。woyizhiyiweishirijiushengqing，huozheshuo，shiwodechuguibatatuixianglebieren。
“tashiweilediaochawomendongshizhang，zhangjianguo。”jianghaoyuchujingren。
“zhangjianguo？”wolengzhule。huataidedongshizhangzhangjianguo，shishangjiechuanqirenwu，baishouqijia，weirendidiao，fengpingjihao。linwandiaochataganshenme？
“zhangjianguo，shihaisitafuqindexiongshou。”jianghaodexiayijuhua，rangwochedimengle。
linwandefuqin，yeshiwodeqianyuefu，zaiwunianqianyinweigongsipochan，zijinlianduanlie，tiaolouzishale。zheijianshidangshizaibendishangquanyinqilebuxiaodehongdong。
“zhei……zheizenmekeneng？dangnianneijianshibushidinglunlema？shishichangyuanyindaozhidejingyingbushan。”wowufaxiangxin。
“neishibiaomian。”jianghaolengxiaoyisheng，“shijishang，shizhangjianedguoshexiaquantao，eyizuokong，yongbuzhengdangdeshouduanqiequlelinbofugongsidehexinjishu，caidaozhigongsiyiyezhijianbengpan。linbofushibeitabiside。”
wozhenjingdeshuobuchuhualai。
“linwanyizhimeiyoufangqidiaocha。tajinruxianzaidegongsi，yibubuzuodaocaiwuzongjiandeweizhi，jiushiweilejiechudaogenggaocengmiandexinxi，xunzhaozhangjianguodangnianfanzuidezhengju。erwo，”jianghaodeyanshenandanxialai，“wodefuqin，shidangnianbeizhangjianguoshoumai，chumailinbofudebangxiongzhiyi。wojiejinlinwan，yikaishishiweileshuzui。”
xinxiliangtaida，wodedanaojihudangji。
“suoyi，nimen……nimendeganqing，yeshijiade？”wojiannandiwen。
姜昊沉默了。
“yikaishishi。”taduanqichabei，quemeiyouhe，“danzaihezuodiaochadeguochengzhong，women……womenqueshichanshengleganqing。tataikule，yigerenbeifuzhezheimechenzhongdemimi。wozhixiangbangta，rangtanengqingsongyidian。”
wodexinxiangbeiwushugenzhenzhazhe，mimimamaditeng。
woyizhiyiweilengmodeqizi，jingranduziyiren，zaikanbujiandezhanchangshangzhandoulezheimeduonian。erwo，tadezhangfu，duiciyiwusuozhi，shenzhihaizaimaiyuanta，beipanta。
“neigehaizi……”woshengyinsiya。
“haizishiwode，yeshigeyiwai。”jianghaodelianshangluchutongkudeshense，“linwanfaxianhuaiyunhou，henjiujie。taxiangshengxialai，dantayezhidao，womenzhengzaizuodeshiqingyouduoweixian。zhangjianguozaian，womenzaiming。tapahaizichushenghuichengweiwomenderuanlei，gengpawomenchushi，haiziwuyiwukao。”
“suoyitajuedingdadiaohaizi。neitianshiwopeitaqudeyiyuan。tashuo，dengyiqiejieshu，dengtaweifuqinbaolechou，womenzaiyaoyigehaizi，jitayigeanwendejia。”
jianghaodeshengyinlidaizhegengyan。
我再也听不下去。