第1章
linglidezefengzailuanzangganghuxiaoerguo，yiqunyegouzhengzaikenshitadeshiti……
shenzhiyideyishipiaofuzaikongzhong，muguangkongdongermamu。
可笑。
taweiguyubaifuchulezheimeduo，daotoulailianjuwanzhengdeshitidoumeiyou。
xianzai，jinyouzheidianyishiyekaishibiandemohu……
jiuzaishenzhiyiyiweiyiqiejiuzheimejieshushi，huanghutingdaoyizhenjicudematisheng——
yigemohudelunkuocongmabeishangshuaixialai，diediezhuangzhuangchongjinyegouqun，fenglesiquqiangtadeshiti。
zhidaotaejianchuanlaiwenrunyiwen，shenzhiyihuanghujiantingjianneirengengyan，“zhiyi，wolaiwanle……”
shenzhiyidemouzimengdidengda，bu！bukeneng！
jitashoulianshigudezheigeren，zenmehuishiguyanci？
shenzhiyibuganxiangxinzijideerduo，fafengsidehexiaosandeyishizuozhedouzheng，xiangyaozhengkaiyan，zuihoukanyiyanneirendeyangzi……
buzhiguoleduojiu，shenzhiyideyishizhongyuzhanleshangfeng，tamengdizhengkaiyanjing——
xuehongsedebeirulvxianciruyanlian，zhuoshangshijigenhongzhutongshiyaoye，huangdetashunjianbieguolianqu，bushidimilemiyanjing。
tailiangle……tabeishenyuerusuozaidilaolizhemo，duojiumeijianguozheimeliangdeguangle？
budui！shenyueruhenta，zaojiubatayanjingwandiao，sangziyeduyale，tabukenenghaikandejian！
zhici，shenzhiyimengdizhuantou，bawulidechenshekanlegeqingchu：
zaitaguizuodechuangqian，guiyuanhelianziduidemanzhuodoushi。
lazhushangfang，xuebaideqiangshangtiezhelianggeshuodadexizi，chuangwairenyingzandong，daochuyipianxiqing……
这熟悉的场景——
shenzhiyimengdiditou，guoran，zijishoulizhengwozheyibingkailerendebishou。
cishi，bishouyijingdizaiguyancidemingmaishang，zaitabozishangliuxiayidaoqianqiandexuehen。
kezongshizheiyang，shenxiadenanrenyijiurenrenzaigebandezaitangzaichuangshang，miansecangbai，shuangmoujinbi。
shenzhiyizuoshouzhandouzhefushangtashuxidemeiyan，biliang，xiaba……buzijuedihongleyankuang。
zheishuxidechangjing，wubuzhaoshizheyigeshishi——
tazhongshengle，zhongshengzaitaheguyancidexinhunzhiye！
shangyishitayanmangxinxia，jiajichenglezhiwurendeguyanci，weidejiushibangguyubaichudiaota。
kedaotoulai，queshiguyancibuguyiqiepaoquluanzanggang，batashitiyikuaikuaipincouqilai，rutuweian……
zhonglaiyishi，tazaiyebuhuineimechunben，tayaorangshenyueruheguyubaifuchudaijia！
gengzhongyaodeshi——tayaobaohuhaoguyanci！
keyanxia，shijianjinpo，tashouxianyaoliuzaitashenbian。
xiangdaozheili，talianmangqishenjiangshoulidedaorengdaochuangdi，suihouzaicifanshenshangchuang。
qunbaiyixian，kuazuozaiguyancishenshang，suihou，zaishenshangfanzhaoqilai。
tajide，weilebaozhengzijinenggourufu，guyubaikejiletabushao“hao”dongxi……
guoran，shunshouyitao，tajiucongxiukoutaochuyigezhidiguanghuadeciping。
zaishoulimosuolebanshang，shenzhiyizheicaiyikouhexia，duizheguyancicangbaidechunduleguoqu。
rongbudeshenzhiyizaixiang，tayishouqujieguyancideyaodai。
lingyizhishouzhijietanrutadelingkou，“cila”yisheng，jiangtashenqiandehunfusidefensui。
chuangmanweidong，chunguangbiandi。
buzhiguoleduojiu，menwaihuranchaorangqilai，meidengshenzhiyicongyaojingerzhongfanguolai，wumenjiubeirenmengdituikai。
yigerangtahendaoguzilideshengyinlvxianxiangqi，“shidajiafeiyaozhuaiwolainaodongfangde！jiejiekebunengguaidaowotoushanga！”
suizheshenyuerudehua，zhongrendekoushaosheng、diaoxiaoshengyiqiyonglejinlai，quezaikandaoliangrendexiayimiao，mudengkoudai！
zheishangshufudedixiaojiepingrikanqilai，yemeizheime，zheimebenfanga！
“rangnidailu，zenmelianfangjiandouzoubudui，haibukuaizou！”
“jintiankendingshijiuheduole……”
zhongrendunjuebuhao，fenfenbianchujigeliyoulai，yibianyanshigangayibianzhuanshenyaozou。
yankanzhezijihaoburongyilalonglaiderenyouyaolikai，shenyueruxiuziyitai，zhizheguyancidebozijianjiaodao：“zheishinalaidexue！”
血？
jingtazheimeyihan，zhongrenlimahuitou。
qizhongjigeyanjiandehaizhentouguohongsechuangman，kanjianguyancibozishangneidaoqianqiandexuehen。
“jiejie，ni……nizenmenengzuochuzheizhongshi！wozhidaosanhuangzishigehuosiren，nijuedejiaguolaishishouhuogua！keniruozhenbuyuanyijia，dakegenfushangderenshangliang，dieniangneimetengaini，dingranhuixiangbanfa！”
“ni，nizenmenengzuochushahaisanhuangzizheiyangdedechunshi！”
果然又是这样。
shenzhiyipazaiguyancishenshang，dichuidemouziliyipianlengyi。
shangbeizijiushishenyuerudaiyizhongrenlainaodongfang，batayituxingxiongdeshiqingzhualegezhengzhe！
yinweizheijianshi，dangrijiubeiganchuwangfu，guyubaiyeyinweizijidaibuhuiyouyongdexiaoxi，zhuantoulengluoletahenjiu。
qianshi，tazhijuedeshizijidaomei。
kexianzaikanlai，zheiyiqiedoubuguoshishenyuerudesuanji！
tazaozhidaozijiyaobangzheguyubaisharen，erqieshixiangdengtashalerenzhihouzaichuangjinlai，zuoshouyuwengzhili！
keshenyuerumeixiangdaodeshi，qianshizijidiyicisharen，shoudoudexianggeshaizi。
dengtadairenlaideshihou，guyanciyezhishizhongshangweisi。
而这一世——
“sheishuowoyaoshasanhuangzi？”
dingzhezhongrenzhiyidemuguang，shenzhiyicongchuangtahoumiantaiqiyizhangxiaolian，manshibuyuedeheshenyueruduizhi，“sanhuangzikeshiwomendayindezhanshen，woxihuantahuzhetahailaibuji，zenmehuiduitadongshou？”
“sanhuangzirendousile，jiejiehaiganjiaobian！”
死，死了？
jianzhongrendoumianlujingkong，shenyuerudeyidetajinmen，zhichongguyancierlai，shenzhiyijianci，limaqingshendangzaitamianqian：
“meimeihushuoshenme，wohefujundexinhunzhiye，wanxiehuayangbale！daoshimeimei……zheimezhejichongjinlai，yexiangshishi？”
“nishaozaizheihuyanluanyu！woxiashuo？”
shenyuerubeitazheijuhuaqidebuqing，shituyongshouqutanguyancidebixi：“sanhuangzidouyijingmeiqile，ni——”
huameishuowan，talianshangfengcidexiaoyiyijiang。
顾砚辞怎么还活着？
shenzhiyijiantaruci，limazhengzhazheqishen，“woyufujungangjinglileyichangxingshi，xianzaiwofujunxiongtangqifu，huxilvexianjicu，fulishiweikedoukanzheni，helaimeiqiyishuo？”
“meimeipashixiangyaohaiwo，xiangdeshixinfengle！”
cihuayichu，wuneiyaran。
jigehuweiwangtashangyikan，guyanciyinzhechunyindexiongtangqifu，nayoubinsideyangzi？
shenyueruzhilengleyixia，bianyinyaanyao，“jiejiejiranmeihaisanhuangzi，tabozishangdexuehenzenmejieshi？”
zhongrendemuguangshunjianyouhuijuguolai，shenzhiyixiuzixiazhangxinjinwo，buyouchuleyicengbohan。
怎么解释？
她没法解释！
tazongbunenggaosuhuwei，shitazaisharendeshihou，huranliangxinfaxian，qiantoumingba？
“zenme，jiejieshibeiwochuozhongxinsi，wuhuakeshuo？”
shenyuerucihuayichu，wuwaizhongrenkaishiqieqiesiyu，jigehuweidemuguangyelingliqilai。
kanjigehuweijiuyaodongshou，shenzhiyixinzangmengtiao，lianmangpudaoguyancishenshangbaojin，miansexiunaodao：“woyigenverjia，youmeiyoujingyan，jidongzhiyuzhijianliulejidaoguahen，zheiyeyaojimeimeijieshibucheng！”
zheihuayishuo，zaichangbushaogongziwangsundouqingkeyisheng，shenzhibuhaoyisidezhuanguoshenqu。
chucichangshinvziqueshihui……ke，ganglieyixie。
“nisahuang！sheidezhijianenghuachuzheimeshendexuehen？wokan，zheishangfenmingjiushiyongdaorenhuachulaide！”
xiayimiao，shenyuerujiukaishifanxiangdaojude，zaifangjianlimiansiyisousuoqilai，“jiranrenhaimeilaidejichuwuzi，neixiongqiyidinghaizangzaiwunei，jiejieyoumeiyoushangren，yizhaobianzhi！”
yankanzhehuweiyebeitafadongqilai，qizhongyigezhengyaoxiankaichuangwei，shenzhiyixinliyijin。
不行！
yaoshixianzaibeifaxian，tazaixiangjiejinguyanci，bodetadexinren，jiugengnanle！
xiangdaozheili，shenzhiyixinxiayiheng，“meimeiruoshibuxin，wodangchangzhengmingjiushile！”
shuozhe，tafuxiashen，poshiliangrenbixitiejin，chunchixiangtie。
zhunbeitanchuangdehuweibeitadedongzuohedeyizhi，lianmangshoushouwanghoutuileliangbu。
ganshoudaoneihuweideyuanli，shenzhiyixinxiaweisong。
haimeidengtabazheikouqichedituchulai，yigetaitou，zhuangjinyishuangshuxidemouzili。
guyancita，xing，xingle？