1woshisuineinian。buguoshiyigexiatiandeshijian，wodeshijietianfandifu。fuqinjiangzhiyuan，
neigecengjingzaitiangengshangzhouzhemeitouchouyan，suanjizhejinnianshouchengdeyouheihanzi，
fangfoyiyezhijianbeixingyunzhishenhenhenzazhong。talazhejigetongyangdandadexiangqin，
yongquanbujiadangwaijiayibijuedeyinxingdaikuan，jieshoulejiaoquyijiabinlindaobidekouzhaochang。
zheishierzaicunlichenglegexiaohua，doushuojianglaowuxiangqianxiangfengle，yaoqutianneigewudidong。kejinjiezhe，
yizhongmoshengdebingdumingzikaishichuxianzaixinwenli，xianshiyaoyuandeguowai，ranhouyinyinyueyuepiaodaoledayangcian。
kouzhao，zheigepingrilibuqiyandedongxi，turanzhijianjiubianchenglejinqiaohuo。dingdanxiangxuepianyiyangfeilai，
jiagefanzhegentouwangshangzhang。wojianeigexiaoxiaodekouzhaochang，jiqiriyehongming，lengshituchulezhenjinbaiyin。
baofahu——wozaibujingyijiantingdaolinjujiabaomuzheimeyilunwomen。wobutaimingbaizheigecidequeqiehanyi，
dancongneiyuqili，wotingchulehecunlineixiezhangshefuyilunwomenjiaqiongsuanshi，
jieranxiangfanqueyoutongyangcirendeyiwei。womenbanlileshenghuoleshiniandecunzhuang，
zhujinlezheigejiaozuoyushuiwandedifang。zheilidefangzibushiyijiayihudeyuanluo，ershiyidongdongbaisede，
lengjiaofenmingdexiaolou，xiangdianyinglidehuamian。wozhanzaizijiazhanxindebieshumenkou，
shenshangshimamateyimaidexinqunzi，ehuangsede，daizhefuzadeleisihuabian。qunzihenpiaoliang，danchuanzaiwoshenshang，
zongjuedenaernaerdoubuduijing，lingzimozhebozi，yaoshenyeledehuang。wohaibutaixiguanzheizhongpiaoliang。“wanwan，
bielengzhele，guolai。”mamatizheyigejingzhidetengbianlanzizouguolai，lanzilipuzheganjingderuanbu，
shangmianzhengzhengqiqidimazhejishigehaizhanzhexiexuxinxiannitudetujidan，
pangbianhaifangzhejikuncuilvyudidexiaoyoucaihexiangcong，neishiconglaojiayuanzilizuihouyichashouchenglijingxintiaochulaide。
“ma，ganshaqu？”woxinliyoudianmomingdedichu。“zanmengangbanlai，degenlinjudagezhaohu，zheishilishu。
”mamabalanzidijita，zhilezhipangbianneidonggengda、gengqipaidebieshu，“re，jiuneijia，xinglu。
wodatingguole，shihenyoudiyunderenjia。nisongqu，jiushuoyidianxiangxiadailaidetuchan，qingtamenchangchangxian，
wanghoujiushilinjule，duoguanzhao。”wobaozheneilanhaidaizhemujitiwendetujidan，
zhanzailinjujianeishanqipaidediaohuatiemenqian，shouzhijinzhangdikouzhetengbiandelankuang。wodianqijiao，anxianglemenling。
kaimendeshigenanhai，kanqilaibiwodajisui，chuanzheganjingdehuangyandebaisechenshan，meiyanqingleng，
zhengditoukanzheshoulidepingban。tataitoupielewoyiyan，muguangsaoguowohuailigaizhehongbudelanzi，
meitouqingqingyizhou。“nizhaoshei？”tadeshengyindaizheyizhongwozheigenianjihaibutaidongdeshuligan，
xiangdongtianchuanghushangdelengqi。woganjinbalanziwangqiandiledi，nulirangzuijiaoyangdegaogaode：“nihao，
woshixinbanlaide，zhuzaigebi。zheishiwomamarangwosonglaidejidan，zijijiajixiade，henxinxian。
”tadeshixiancongpingbanyidaowodelanzishang，youhuadaowoshenshangneitiaoxideyouxiefabaidejiuqunzi，
zuijiaogouqiyimojidandehudu，xiangzaichaoxiaoshenme。“gebi？jiushizuotianbanlai，kachechaoleyixiawudeneijia？
”wolianshangdexiaorongxiangshibeidongzhule，juzhelanzideshouyoudiansuan。tameiyoujieguoqudeyisi，
fanerwangmenlituileyixiaobu，haoxiangpalanzihuozhewo，huizhanshangshenmebuganjingdedongxi。2“buyongle。
womenbuchizheizhongdongxi。ninahuiquba。”tadeyuqipingpingdandan，quexiangxiaoshiziyiyangluoren。
“zhei……zheihenhaochide，biwaimianmaideyouyingyang……”woyoudianji，xiangbawaipokuazheixiejidandehuaxueyibian。
“woshuolebuyong。”tadaduanwo，yijingluchulebunaifandeshense，“haiyoushima？tubaozi。
”“tubaozi”。sangezi，xiangshaohongdezhen，mengdizhajinwodeerduoli。wozaixiangxiazhangda，
meishaobeidiaopidehaizihan“xiangxiayatou”，keneixiewanxiaohua，
heyanqianzheigenanhaiqingmiede、haobuyanshidechenghu，wanquanbuyiyang。yiguhuoqi“cheng”dichongshangwodetouding，
lianpidoushaotangle。“nishuosheishitubaozi？”womengdishouhuilanzi，shengyinbuzijuedibagaole。
“sheiyingjiushuoshei。”taqinghengyisheng，landezaiduokanwoyiyan，shenshoujiuyaoguanmen。
jiuzaineishanqipaidediaohuatiemenjijiangheshangdeshunjian，woxiangyemeixiang，biezheneikouqi，
bahuailineilanhaidaizhewendudejidan，zhenggewangqianyipo！“paca！huala——！
”xianhuangdedanyeheposuidedanqiao，xiangyifuturanzhakaide、weidaonongyudehua，
jingzhundipozailetaxuebaidechenshanshang，pozailetajiaguangjiedenengzhaochurenyingdemenlangshang。
nianchoudeyetishunzhetakanqilaijiuhenguideyiliaowangxiatang，dididada，changmianjianzhiyitahutu。
tazhenggerendoujiangzhule，nanyizhixindiditoukanzhezijixiongqiandelangjie，youtaiqitoukanwo，
neishuangyuanbenqinglengdeyanjingli，diyicichongmanlehaobuyanshidezhenjinghenuhuo。“ni！”“jinideyingyang！
”wobakonglanziwangdishangyireng，xiongkouyinweishengqihaizaijulieqifu，dankanzhetalangbeideyangzi，
xinliqueyongqiyigubaofudekuaiyi，“buchijiubielangfei！lushiyu，wojizhunile！
”wohanchulecongmamaneilitinglaidelinjujiademingzi，ranhoubudengtafanying，zhuanshenjiupao，
liangtiaoxiaobianzizainaohoupinmingdishuai，xiangzhisuirandayinglequexinxuyaoganjintaodexiaoshou，
yongzuikuaidesuduchonghuilegebizijijiadedamen。shenhou，zhiliuxianeigehunshendanye、dailidangchangdelushiyu，
hetajianeipianmimanzheshengxingqiweide、yitahutudementing。4ziciyihou，yidaowuxingdedeqiang，
jiulizailewojiahegebilujiazhijian。wobeimamahenhenxunleyidun，
beiyanlingjinzhizaiquzhaoreneige“kanqilaijiuhenyoujiaoyang”delujiaxiaozi。wozuishangdingzhuang，xinliqueyezhidao，
neizhongpofusidedongshoufangshi，queshihenbushangtaimian，henbu“yushuiwan”。
yizhonghunzazhexiuchihebuganxindeqingxuduzaixiongkou，rangwobiezuleyikouqi。zhiyulushiyu，woxiang，
tadagaishiba“jiangwanwan”zheigemingzihe“cuye”、“bukeliyu”laolaobangzaileyiqi，
dingzailetadechiruzhushang。jiexialaidejinian，womenmoqidijianxingzhe“laosibuxiangwanglai”。
jishizaixiaoquliyuanyuankanjian，yehuiyigeliketaitoukantian，yigemashangditoukandi，fangfoduifangshitoumingde，
duokanyiyandouhuizangleyanjing。shijianjiuzaizheizhongguiyidejiangchililiuzou。yinian，liangnian……zhuanyanjian，
woyijingshibasuile。neigehuiyinweiyiju“tubaozi”jiuporenjidandeshisuixiaonvhai，
haoxiangyijingshihenyaoyuandeshiqing。zheijinian，wojiadekouzhaoshengyiyuezuoyueda，zhenzhengzaiyunshizhaxialegen。
wonuliditunquxiangyin，rangputonghuabiandebiaozhun，xuezhezenmechuanyifucaibuxianggebaofahu，
chengjizaibamazaqianqingdejiajiaobangzhuxia，yemianqiangjidaolezhongshangyou。wobaneigulaizixiangyede，
bufujiugandejingerxiaoxinyiyidizangleqilai，taoshangleyigefujianvgaiyoudeqiaozi。zhishiouer，
yandineidianjueqiangdehuoxing，haishihuimaochulai。lushiyuni？
tayijiushineigehuozaichuanshuolide“bierenjiadehaizi”。chengjiyongyuandiyi，jingsaijiangbeinadaoshouruan，jiashihao，
zhangdeyeyuelaiyuerenmogouyang，shisuoyourenyangwangdeduixiang。zhidaoneiwan，shiqingyinglailezhuanji。
5gaozhongbiyejucanneiwan。pijiupingguangdangluanxiang，qihongshengzheneryulong。wobeijigetongxueweizhe，
yingshibeiguanlehaojibei，touyundelihai，yanqiandedengguangdouzaidazhuan。
“wo……wozhenbuxingle……”“jiangwanwan，biyele，biezheimesaoxinga！”youyibeijiusaidaowoshouli。
jiuzaizheishi，yizhixiuzhangdeshoushenguolai，dangkaileneibeijiu。lushiyubuzhishenmeshihouzhandaolewopangbian，
liansehaishineifuwannianbubiandeqinglengyangzi。“taheduole，wosongtahuiqu。
”zhouweilikebaofachuaimeidehongxiaohekoushaosheng。sheibuzhidaowoliangshichulemingdesiduitou，congshisuijieyuan，
chaochaonaonaolezhengzhengbanian。keneitianwanshang，tadeyuqidaizheyizhongburongjujuedelidao。woxiangtuikaita，
xiangshuo“yongbuzhenijiahaoxin”，danshentiruandebuxianghua，zhinengrenyoutabanfubanbaodi，
bawocongneipianxuanxiaozhongdaili。zhihoudejiyi，bianchengleyipianmohudekongbai。zaixinglai，shidiertianzaoshang。
juliedetoutongrangwo**chusheng，yangguangtouguomoshengdechuanglianfengxicideyanjingshengteng。worouzhetaiyangxuezuoqilai，
ranhou，zhenggerenxiangbeidongzhuleyiyang，chedijiangzhule。wobushizaiwojialidefangjian，
ershizaiyizhanglingluandedachuangshang。ergengrangwoxueyeshunjianninggudeshi，chuangdelingyibian，
tangzhetongyangganggangbeijingxingdelushiyu。taquanshen**，toufalingluan，kanxiangwodeyanshenli，
shihewoyiyangdezhenjinghemangran。siyiyangdejijing。jimiaozhonghou，womengdizhuaqibeiziguozhuziji，
shengyinjianlidejihupoyin：“lushiyu！niduiwozuoleshenme？！”tadelianseyixiazibiandejiqinankan，
mengdibeiguoshenquchuanyifu，shengyinshaya：“……wobuzhidao。”“nibuzhidao？！
”wozhuaqizhentouhenhenzaxiangta，“gun！nijiwogunchuqu！”lushiyubengjinlezuijiao，
yongyizhongfuzananbiandeyanshenshenshenkanlewoyiyan，zuizhongshenmeyemeishuo，kuaibulikailefangjian。
neizhihoudeyigeyue，wobazijiguanzaijiali，pinmingxiangwangjineigehunluandeyewan。
wojujielushiyusuoyoudedianhua，juekoubutineitiandeshi。zhidaomougeqingchen，
yizhenfanjiangdaohaideexinganbawocongshuimengzhongcuixing。wochongjinweishengjian，tudehuntianheidi。
yikaishiyiweishichihuailedongxi，kesuizhierlaideshishuiheshiyubuzhen，rangwoxinliyongqiyiguqiangliedebuan。
zheizhongbuduijingchixulejitian，zaimamayouxinchongchongdezhuiwenxia，
wocaizhizhiwuwudishuolezuijindezhuangkuanghebiyeneiwandeyiwai。mamadelianseshunjianshabai，
tabushishenmedoubudongderen，likezhuazhuleguanjian。“wanwan，ni……nizheigeyuedelijialailema？
”wolengzhule，xinzangmengdiyichen，liansekongpabimamahaiyaonankan。yiyuanxiaodushuideweidaorangrenzhixi。
dangyishengnazhehuayandan，yongpingjingwubodeyuqixuanbu“huaiyun，wuzhou”shi，wozhijuedeerduoliwengdeyisheng，
zhenggeshijiedoubiandebuzhenshile。“dadiao。”yihuidaojia，wojiubazijisuojinfangjian，
duizhemenwaijiaojidemamahandao，“ma，woyaodadiaota！zheijiushigecuowu！shigeemeng！”“wanwan，
nikaimen！womenhaohaoshuo，zheihaizi……shibushilushiyude？”mamadeshengyindaizhekuqiang。
“nibieguanshisheide！fanzhengwobuyao！zheijiushigeyiwai，wojiudangbeigouyaoleyikou！”wosihuobukenkaimen，
gengbukenchengrenhelushiyuyourenheguage。jitianhou，womenhaishiqulefukezhenshi。
wotielexinyaojieshuzheigecuowu。yishengzixikanzhewodejianchabaogao，meitouzhouleqilai：“jiang**，
nidezigongqingkuangbijiaoteshu，neimopianbo。zheiciruguoxuanzeliuchan，shoushufengxianbijiaoda，
henkeneng……huidaozhizhongshenbuyun。niyaokaolvqingchu。”“zhongshen……buyun？”mamadeshengyindaizhejingkong。
wojiangzaiyuandi，fangfobeishunjiandongchenglebingdiao。yishengdehuaxiangzuihoudepanjue，zasuilewosuoyoudejiaoxingherenxing。
wokeyibuguanbugudimodiaozheigeyiwai，danwomeiyouyongqi，yongyibeizibukenengchengweimuqindezigequdu。
neitianwanshang，wozhengzheyanjingzhidaotianliang。tianliangshi，wozouchufangjian，yanjingzhongdexianghetao，
danyuqiqueyihuxunchangdepingjing。“ma，woxianghaole。”woshuo，“haizi，woshengxialai。dabule，
yihourangnihewobabangzheyang，jiudang……jiudangbeigouyaoleyikou，worenle。
”wojujuezaihelushiyuyourenhelianxi，yeyanjinmamaxiangtatoulubangezi。neigexiatianguohou，
woyizhunbeichuguoliuxueweiyou，hemamayiqi，qiaoqiaolikaileyunshi，quleyigesheiyeburenshidechengshidaichan。
erlushiyu，zaitashitulianxiwoquezhidedao“yijingchuguo”demohuxiaoxihou，neigebiyeyedeyiwai，
liantongwozheigeren，dagaijiuzheiyangchedixiaoshizailetadeshijieli。zhishao，wodangshishizheimeyiweide。
6shiguangruchenmodechaoshui，qiaoranmanguoshengmingdetantu，zhuanyanbianshiliunian。wozuozaiyoueryuanwaidezhangyishang，
zhijianwuyishidikouzhepizhishoubaodebianyuan。xiawusidiandeyangguangxiexiesaxia，zaijiaobianlachuzhangzhangdeyingzi。
yuanchuchuanlaihaizimenxixidexuannaosheng，qingcuidexiangfengling。“mama！”yishenghuhuanchuantoukongqi，
jingzhundiluozaiwoxinshang。wotaitou，kanjianneigexiaoxiaodeshenyingchaowofeibenerlai，
rouruandetoufazaiyangguangxiafanzheqianzongsedeguangze，zhenggerenfangfodoulongzhaozaiyiquanwennuandeguangyunli。“mandianpao，
xiaoyang。”wozhanqishen，zhangkaishoubei。wojitaquming“nuanyang”，shixiwangtanengxiangdongtiandetaiyang，
wennuan、mingliang，chengweiwoshengminglideguang。taxiangyikexiaopaodansidechongjinwohuaili，daizheyangguangheqingcaodeqixi。
“mama，jintianlaoshibiaoyangwohuahuadehao！”tayangqilian，yanjingliangjingjingde，
diguolaiyizhangtumanyansedehuazhi。huashangshisangewaiwainiuniuderenxing，shoulazheshouzhanzaiyizuofangziqian。
pangbianyongzhinendebijixiezhe：“wodejiaren”。wodexinmengdiyisuo。“zheishiwaipo，zheishimama，zheishiwo。
”xiaoyangyongshouzhidianzhehuashangderen，ranhoutingdunleyixia，zhizhehuazhishangfangyigehuangsedeyuanquan，
“zheigeshitaiyangbaba，laoshishuoguo，taiyangbabameitiandouzaitianshangkanzhewomen。”wodunxiashen，
bataloujinhuaili，xiabaqingqingdizaitarouruandetoufashang。“huadezhenbang。”wodeshengyinyouxieshaya。zheiliunian，
wocongyigejinghuangshicuodeshaonv，bianchengleyigenenggoududangyimiandemuqin。dangchuzaiyixiangshengxiaxiaoyang，
baozheneigezhoubabadexiaoyingershi，wogandaodezhiyouwubiandekongjuheduiweilaidemangran。shimamazhichengzhewo，
yongtabingbukuanhoudejianbang，weiwomenmuzichengqileyipiantian。womenyizhimeiyouhuiyunshi，
ershizaizheigelijiabuyuandeyanhaixiaochengdingjuxialai。babadeshengyiyuefashunli，shichanglaikanwomen，
duixiaoyangchongaiyoujia。tacongbuzhuiwenxiaoyangdefuqinshishei，zhishimomodiyongtadefangshibaohuzhewomen。
xiaoyangyitiantianzhangda，neizhanglian，yeyitiantianxianluchurangwoxinjingdeshuxigan，weiweishangtiaodeyanjiao，
sikaoshihuiqingqingminqidebochun，haiyouneizhongyushengjulaide，anjingguanchashijiedezhuanzhushenqing。
tayuelaiyuexianglushiyu。chulewaimao，lianxinggeyefangfoyimaixiangcheng。tacongmingdejingren，duishuzijiqimingan，
liangsuijiunengshudaoyibai，sansuijiunengkandongjiandandeertongditu。tatongshiyouyichanganjing，
keyiduzibainongjimuhenjiu，buxiangqitahaizineiyangchaonao。zheizhongchaohunianlingdechenjing，shichangrangwogandaohuanghu，
fangfotouguota，kandaolelingyigerendetongnian。woyoushihuijuede，tawennuankailangdegexingxia，
zangzheyizhongdairenbutaihequndeshuligan，zheidianyexiangjiletadefuqin。wojinlijitashuangbeideai，
shitumibuneifenqueshi。wopeitaquyoulechang，jitadushuiqiangushi，zaitashengbingshizhengyebumian。kewozhidao，
youxiedongxishimibubulede。biru，taouerhuikanzhebiedexiaopengyoubeibabagaogaojuqishi，
yanzhongyishanerguodexianmu。biru，tahuizaiyelimimihuhudihan“baba”，ranhouzuanjinwohuaili。biru，
yanqianzheifuhua。“mama，”xiaoyangpazaiwojianshang，xiaoshengwen，“wodebaba，shibushixiangtaiyangbabayiyang，
quhenyuanhenyuandedifanggongzuole？”wobaojinta，houlongfajin，yishibuzhigairuhehuida。zheiliunianlai，
lushiyudemingzichenglejialidejinji。mamacengshitanzhetiguo，shifouyinggaigaosutazhenxiang，
doubeiwoshengyingdidaduan。woguzhidirenwei，zhiyaowobuti，zhiyaowomenbuhuiyunshi，guoqujiuzhendenengguoqu。
kexiaoyangzaizhangda，tadewentihuiyuelaiyueduo，yuelaiyuejuti。wohainengtaobiduojiu？“zouba，
waipozuolenizuiaichidetangcupaigu。”wozuizhongmeiyouhuidatadewenti，zhishiqianqitadeshou，zouxiangtingchechang。
7cheliuhuanhuanyidong，xiyangjiangchengshidelunkuodushangyicengjinbian。denghongdengdejianxi，wotouguohoushijing，
kandaoxiaoyangyijingwaizaianquanzuoyishangshuizhele，zhangzhangdejiemaoxiangliangbaxiaoshanzi，zaiyanjianxiatouxiadandandeyinying。
tadexiaoshouhaijinjinzhuazheneifuhua。wodexinbeiyizhongfuzadeqingxutianman，shiwujindeai，
shishenrugusuidepibei，haiyouyisinanyiyanyudekonghuang。liunianle，lushiyuxianzaizenmeyangle？
tayinggaiyijingdaxuebiye，huoxuchuguoshenzao，huoxujieshoulejiaye，huoxu……yijingyoulexindeshenghuo。
tashifouhaijideneigebiyedeyewan？shifouhaijideneigecengjinghetazhenfengxiangduidejiangwanwan？haishishuo，
neiduanwangshi，liantongneigemingwei“xiaoyang”dehaizi，zaoyibeitadangzuoqingchunqidehuangmiuchaqu，paozhinaohou？
lvdengliangqi，wocaixiayoumen，jiangneixiefenluandesixushuaizaishenhou。wulunweilairuhe，zhishaocike，
zheigehaizishiwode，zhishiwode。8wanshang。andunxiaoyangshuixiahou，woqingqingdaishangmen，huidaoketing。chuangwai，
chengshidedenghuozhichengyizhangshulidewang，jiangmeishanchuanghuhoudebeihuanlihegejuekailai。woquanzaishafashang，
shouliwuyishidiniezheneizhixiaoyangluoxiadejiuwanou，maorongbiaomianyibeimodefaliang。duwusiren，
zheigexiaowujianzongnengqingyidijiangwolahuiguoqudehuiyixuanwo。liuniandeshiguang，zuyirangyigenvhaitunquqingse，
xuehuijiangsuoyoudejinghuangyucuiruoshenmaixindi，yongpingjingshenzhilvexianqiangyingdewaiqiaobaoguoqilai。
woyiweiwoyijingzugoujianying，zuyididangrenhelaiziguoqudelangchao。kedangmamanazheshouji，
mianseningzhongdizoudaowomianqianshi，wocaifaxian，neikansijiangudediba，zhixuyisiliefeng，jiukenengquanxianbengkui。
“wanwan，”mamadeshengyinyadehendi，xiangshipajingraolegebigangshuishudehaizi，“niliayiganglaidianhua，
shuo……zaiyunshikandaolushiyule。”wodexinmengdiyichen，xiangbeiwuxingdeshouzuanjin，lianhuxidouzhiselepianke。
liayishimamaduoniandehaoyou，yezhidaowomenjiahelujianeidianbuzuweiwairendaodejiushi。“kandaojiukandaole，
yunshineimeda，youbushiwomenjiade。”woshiturangyuqitingqilaimanbujingxin，
zhijianqueshenshenxianjinleshafadianli。“bushiouranpengdao，”mamazaiwoshenbianzuoxia，meitoujinsuo，“tashuo，
lushiyuzuijinzaipinfandatingwomenjiadexiaoxi，tebieshi……guanyunide。tahaoxiangzhidaonibingmeiyouchuguo，
erqie，sihuzaichanizheixienianzainali。”yiguhanyicongjiaodizhicuantouding。lushiyu……tazaizhaowo？
weishenmeshixianzai？zheiliunianlai，womenxiangliangtiaojiaohuihouyougezibenliudeheshui，woyiweizaoyixiangwangyujianghu。