第1章

1969nianchu,wobabeigongshepaidaolijiajibailiwaideyigewaixiangaosanxianjianshe。zhuzhazaidangdiyigejiangxingrenjiali。

woyeyeshentibuhao,wobashilaoda,suoyitacongxiaoyangchengleqinkuaidexiguan。qinkuaidetalaidaowaidi,buzhishizaigongdishangkengan,xiabanhouyebuhuixianzhe,dekongjiubangzhujiangjiaderenpichaitiaoshui。

jiangjiaderenduitaziranshichengzanyoujia。

wobabuzhishiqinkuai,hainengshuohuidao,zhangdeyehenshuaiqi,gengzhongyaodeyidianshidanshen。zheimehaodenanren,neijianvzhurenjiudongqilexinsi,yinweitayouyigeyuanfangbiaomeiyeshidanshen,feishuibuliuwairentianbushi?nvzhurenjiuqianxianbawobajieshaojiletabiaomei,yejiushiwoma。

womashigenianqingdeguafu。tazhiqianjiadenanrenshizaigongxiaosheshangbandeyigezhishifenzi,yinbudangyuanyinbeidachengleyoubianneiyipai。zhihou,youkangbuzhugezhongyanlunpengjiqideshenglebing,zuihoutuxueshenwangle。womaxinhuiyileng,dasuanduziyirenlequecansheng。

neigeniandaiderenhaishihenbaoshoude,henshaoyourengandushen,yigenianqingdeguafushizaishitaiguozhayan。womashoulejiniangua,ranghenduozhangshefumenmangdebudele,shuowomakefude、shuowomabunengshengyude……shenzhiwomahenanrenduoshuojijuhua,douhuirangtamendelaopoduiwomachongmanlediyi。waigongwaipodeyaliyehenda,bujianduandijiwomazuosixianggongzuo,shuozouderenzoule,huozhederenhaishidexiangqiankan。

budeyiwomafanghua,jiarenyexing,zhishizaiyebuxiangzhaoshazhishifenzile,zhaogekaopudeputongrenguorizijiuxing。

suoyi,tabiaojieyijiandaowobajiuzhuomoshangle。

woba,31sui,sangou,suiyoulianghaizi,danqinlaokengan,nengxiehuisuan,zhangdeyeshuai。

woma,31sui,sangou,wuhai,zhangxiangtianmei,zainongjizhanshitanglizuoshi,shiwenduanzi,dingdeqifunvbanbiantiandemingtou。

多般配啊!

yushianpaiwobamazaijiangjiajianlegemian。

wobadaxiguowang,zheijiuxiangxilichangde:tianshangdiaoxialaigelinmeimei!budui,bilinmeimeihao,linmeimeihaokanshihaokan,dantairuobujinfengle,erqiehaidongbudongjiukubizi,bushihejiqiongrenjiadangxifu,womajianshuozheni。

womaduiwobadeyinxiangyetinghaode:zheinanrenzhangdezhenxiang《zhiquweihushan》lideyangzirong,neimedeyingqibiren。danwomayijingbushishaonvle,dezhiwobayouliangwahou,chiyile。houmanandangdedaolitadong。

kewobanengshuohuidaoa,tashuo,“liangwayouyeyenainaidai,buyongnicaoxin。nikan,haizimadouzouhaoxienianle,weishawohainengchulaixiusanxian?haibushiyinweiyouyeyenainaidaihaizi……”

wobazheigerenba,gaoxingdeshihou,shangxiazuichunyipeng,jiunengchuduanzi。birutazaidilizhongcaideshihou,tahuilengbudingmaoyiju:“woyaoqubaoanle。”pangbianderenkendinghuiwentashashi,tashuo,“sijidoudetengmandajiale。”redebierenhahadaxiao,ertabuxiao。wobazhiduguoliangnianshu,dantacongminghaoxue,rendehenduozi。ruguobushiyinweijialiqiong,rangtahaohaodushu,yexutademingyunjiubuyiyangle。

womabenlaijiuduiwobayouhaogan,nalikangdezhuwobadeqiaosheruhuang。wobayizhankaigongshi,womajiudongyaole。womasuiranzishentiaojianbucha,danzhenyaozhaoyigetiaojianhenheshideduixiang,bingbuhaozhao。neigeniandaiderensixiangguannianbaoshou,tiaojianhaodexiaohuozi,nalihuizhaoyigeguafuni?shengxianeixiegetiaojianchadewaigualiezao,womayoukanbushang。

womazheiyidongyao,tademingyunchabuduoyejiudinggele。

henduoshihou,wodouzaixiang,yexurendemingyunzhendezaojiuzhudingleba,womenzhibuguoshibeimingyunguoxiezhexiangqianzou。

xiangchulejigeyue,womaduiwobahaitingmanyide。

huashuowobazaixiusanxiandeshihoubiaoxianzhentinghaode,tielushangyaobataliuxialaidangguganpeiyang。dandaduishujibutongyi,shuoshengchanduishangbenlaijiuquerenganhuo,haibajigenengganhuoderendounongzoule,duilihaizagaoshengchan?daduishujibutongyitieludejueding,wobaxiangliuyeqianbudaozi,zhidetingconganpaihuijiabangmangqiushou。

neigeniandaiderenzhenzhengshiyiqiexingdongtingzhihui,wobajiuneimelaoshifanxiangle。jiaruwobayaoshiliuzailetielushang,tahewomadegushi,kenengjiejushilingwaiyigebanben。

danwobafanxiangle,woyezhinengxiexianzaizheigebanbenle。

buguanshizoushiliu,duiyuwobalaishuo,zhiyuanxiusanxiantayebukui,zuidadeshouhuoshizhaodaoleyigelaopo,daizhetadeliangpiaobupiaohejibaikuaiqiandecunkuan,haiyounongjizhanbajitadeyiqianjindaogudepiaozheng。

liangpiaobupiaojiacunkuan,neishihoudewomajueduisuandeshangshituotuodefupole。nixianga,womadenanrenmeilezhihou,tayemeiyouhaizidetuolei,zijizuozheyifenshouruhaibucuodegongzuo,shouliziranyouleyuliang。

wobatielushangdegongzuojieshuhou,womayejiugenzhewobahuilaojiale。

neishihoudebanchezhitongdaoxiancheng,wobadejialixianchengchabuduohaiyouwushilidi,xialechezhihou,jiuzhinengzouzhehuiqule。

yikaishideshihouhaiyouneizhonghuangchengungundepanshangonglu,zouzhezouzhe,gonglumeile,chenglewanyanqiqudeyangchangxiaodao。jinguanyoutianmiaiqingdejingshenzhicheng,womahaishizouleile,wenwobahaiyouduoyuan,wobashuokuaidaole。womagenzhewobajixuwangqianzou,shanyichengshuiyicheng,zouleyichengyouyicheng。

wobayizhihuyouwomakuailekuaile,zouledabantian,zongsuanshizhendedaojiale。

yuanlaiwobazhuzaibanshanyaoshang,shanrumeidai,wobajiadexiaowuqiasimeishaozhiyike。yikaishi,youdianwenyifandewomahaijuedetinglangmande。ketazoujinwu,haishiyouxiejingdaile,yijialaolaoxiaoxiaoshijikouren,jiuneimejijianjianloudewuzi,womadediyifanyingshizheigejialidedongxineimejiandan,yaoshilaoshulailezangnani?

laoleileyitiandewomaxinliyoukaishiyouxiefanchule。

dantadechuxian,ledewoyeyenainaiyijiarenlianshangdouxixiaoyankai。womabeizheiyidajiazidereqingganranle,youqishiwonainaiganjinqianzhewogewodajiechulairangtamenjiaomama,xiongmeilianggeyikaishihainiuniuninide,kenengshiqianyishiliduimamadekewangba,juranzhendejiaoshanglemama。

womaxinlishunjianrouruanle,bijingtazaojiudaoledangmadenianlingle。jiashangjialilaolaoxiaoxiaobutingdishuofengchenghua,shuoshenme“nihelianghaizizhenshitaiyouyuanfenle”shuoshenme“huibanidangqinguinv”……wobazezaiyibianhanqingmaimaidikanzheta,yanshenlijinshixiji。womadeshengmuxinyishanglai,gangjinwuneiyishunjiandechiyilimagunchulenaohai。

jiuzheiyang,womaliulexialai,yecaiyoulehoumiandegushi。