第1章
conggueryuanchulai，hezhumafushixixiangyiweimingdedishibanian，wobeiquezhenleyixianai。
neitian，fushixidiyicixuezhechouyan。
taqiangchuleyanlei，bakalizanlaizuodaxuexuefeideyiwankuaidijiwo，yizaiwoxitouxiangwochengnuo：
“wobuhuirangniside，jiusuanshimaixuemaishen，woyeyidingyaobaniliuzaishenbian。”
congneitianqi，quanxiaodiyidetachuoxuedagong，meiyuezhihuijiasanci，wokaliqueduochulewushuzhuanzhang。
wowushucixintengqiutafangqizhiliao，peiwozuihouyiduanshiguang，quedoubeitajiandingjujue。
“songshu，woyaonihuozhe，wobunengmeiyouni。”
我自以为遇到真爱。
zhidaogaokaoqianfanxiao，wokandaotayizhexiaodongqianjinchiyubaideche，jiangtayazaishenxiawangqingqinwen。
qingdaoshenchu，chiyubaichuanxizhexunwen：“nineixiaoqingmeibushideaizhengxuyaoqianma？nigenwochuguoliuxue，jiubupahuilaizaiyekanbudaota？”
傅时锡冷了脸：
“tashentiyixiangjiankang，zenmekenengdebing？”
“shenmeyixianai，gujishitingdaolewoyaohenichuguodefengsheng，yougouxueyanqingxiaoshuokanduole，zheicaichuantongyishenghewosahuang。”
shuodaozheili，zaiwomianqianyixiangzhengjingwenroudefushixijingranjiangshoushenjinlechiyubaideyibai。
“wozhibuguoshixianggennichuguoshenzao，youbushibuqutale，zhengaobudongtazainaoshenme。”
“buguotaxiangyanwojiupeitalou，womeigeyiduanshijianjiujitazhuanliangsanbai，yongzheidianxiaoqianmaigeqingjing，zhile！”
池妤白看到了我。
simuxiangdui，taxiaozhekanwoniesuileshoulizuiliezhidezhitengyao。
neitian，tamenyiqibanlilehuzhao。
erwoyezailaheifushixihou，yongzuihouyibiqian，jizijimaihaolemudi。
1、
chiyubaitiaoxindemuguangcijinwoyanjing，shentizaifushixidefunongxiayuyuedezhandou。
taqingchuanchuyikouqi，hanxiaowen：“nizenmezheimekendingtashizaizhuangbingde，woqiaotamianhuangjishoude，shuobudingshizhendeleaizhengni？”
fushixizhiguditouwangqingdewenta，liangjiucaiweimiqiyanjinghuidao：“yikaishiwoyehuaiyi，zhidaohoulaiwojitamailetexiaoyao，toutoubayaopiantihuanchengleweishengsu。neixieyaoyidianliaoxiaodoumeiyou，yemeijiantazhendetengdesiquhuolai，zheibushizhuangbingshishenme？”
wohuxiyizhi，jianruidetengtongzhachuanzhenggexinzang。
woxintengtayitiandasanfengongjiwomaileangguidetexiaoyao，zaitaguanqiedemuguangzhong，shengshengdejiangxiongqianghebeibudejulietengtongrenlexialai。
zhishinuliweichibiaoqingdepinghe，gaosutawohaoduole，yihoubuyaohuazheimeduoqian。
haojici，wotongdexiangyaozisha，quezaikandaotajiwomaideyaohoupingjingxialai。
meixiangdao，zheiyaoyikaishijiushijiade。
woliangqiangdehoutuiyibu，menglongdeleishuizhong，liangrenzaixiangkouchenxisaluozhichuwendeyushengyusi。
xiangzilideyinyingyuefanongzhong，wohaowuchajuedebeirenwuzhuzuiwanghoutuo。
“jilaozikandexiehuomao，xiaomeimei，niyebiexianmu，gegemenlaipeinihaohaowanyiwanzenmeyang？”
lianggexiaoliumangzhuaizhewodeshubaowanghoutuojinfeiqidekongwu，baolibeiwozixifangzaineicekoudaideyaopiansanluoyidi。
bingtongjiangwobianchengleyigerenrenbainongdekuilei，hunshenshangxiatengdemeiyouyisiliqi。
wozaixinzhongpinmingjiaozhefushixidemingzi，yanjingzhiaodenianzaitashenshang。
xiwangtayizhuantoujiunengfaxianwo，ketazhishilouzhechiyubaideyaohuangegezishijiangtaanzailecheqiangai。
juliedetonggansichewodewuzangliufu。
wodakouchuanzheqi，xiangyitiaobinsideyu。
xiaoliumangjingyayuwodepeihehetinghua，weisuodexiangshiyixiao，“nizaineizhanzhebuzou，shibushijiudengzhegegemenlaizhaoni？biaomiankanbuchulai，meixiangdaohaishigexiao**。”
wodeyanjingkanxiangbeitihuandeyaopian，buzijuedeshenshouyoujuewangdefangxia。
duia，wowangle，woshiruozhenbaodeyaozaojiubeifushixitihuanle，duiwogenbenbuqizuoyong。
xuebaideyaopianyigegegunluojinzangwudenishuizhong，jiuxiangcikedewo，beizangwudeshousisuiyilinghequnbai，nanwendexingchouqiweisongdongzaiwoshenshang。
xinzhongzhishengwujindejuewanghehenyi，wohenhenchongsaizaiwozuilideshouyaoxiaqu，dunshixianxuelinli。
lianshangbeihenhenshuaileyibazhang，**ladegaogaozhongqi。
woyongjinquanshendeliqihujiu，ganghanchuyigezi，zuiquelikebeijiaobuguozhu。
yirensisianzhuwodeshuangshou，lingyirenshouzhijingzhitongruwodeshenti。
suijipailepaiwodelianlerandexiaodao：“bushizaojiubeirenshuilema？zhuangshenmezhenjielienv！”
siliedetengtongcongxiashenchuanlai，woyachidazhandeyiciciquansuoqishenti，queyoubeiyicicizhankairoulin。
jiuzaiyiqiangzhige，chiyubaijiaodididemaiyuan，“nizenmezheimeshulian，nibushishuohesongshumeizaiyiqiguoma？nandaonihaiyoubiedenvren？”
fushixiditouduzhutadechun，xiaozhefanbo，“queshimeihetazaiyiqia，womenyoumeiquerenguanxi。”
xinzangyongqimimimamadetong，woquewuyishidekuxiaochusheng。
shia，womencongweizaiyiqiguo。
napawomencongxiaoxiangyiweiming，huxuzhongshen。
napachengnianhoudewushugeyewan，tayicicibaozhewochuanxichenlun，zaitakouzhong，womenyeyijiusuanbushangnannvpengyou。
chiyubaibuganxindexiangjixuzhuiwen，jiaoyinshengquecuranbagao。
fushixiquehuaixiaodeyaozhetadeerduodao：“zenmehaitisaoxingderen，wonandaosihoudenibushufuma？”
“aiya，nizhenhuai！ng......biedongneili......”
yiqiangzhige，cengjingxunuohuwoyishengdenanren，zhengbaozhebiedenvrenyuyuedechuanxi。
woquebeirenwuzhuzui，yibianchengshouaizhengdailaidejutong，yibianrennaixiaoliumangcubaodelingnve。
woyijingliubuchuyanleile。
jidudejuewangyutongkuzhizhong，womengdituchuyikouxianxue，zhongyuchengshoubuzhuhunjue。
2、
shoubiandingdingzuoxiangde**jiangwojingxing，fushixijiaojideshengyinlikeguanmanwodeerduo，“songshu，nizenmehuishier？jintianshitianzhiyuanderizi，nizenmenengbulaixuexiao，haiyizhibujiewodianhua？woyitiandasanfengongweinizhibing，jiushixiangrangnihaohaokaogedaxue！”
zhangxinfanjuandepiroulimanshibolizha，zaidishangliuleyitanchumujingxindexue。
shouzhiwulidequqizhankai，kongpawozhihoulianwobidouhenjiannan。
woquansuoshenti，bengkuidemaitoutongku。
“fushixi，niweishenmebuzaodianjiwodadianhua！”
tatingzhewodeshengyin，huangluandebuzhudewenwozaina，zhidaochaleshoujidingwei，caicongxuexiaocongcongganlai。
tachuxiandeyishunjian，lianshangyijianglianmangjiangwaitaotuolexialai，jiangwoguozhu。
mouzilitongsefanyong，“douguaiwo......meiyoubaohuhaoni。”
tazhunbeibaojingquebeichiyubaizuzhi，“zheishifashengzaixuexiaofujin，tayoumashanggaokaole，wokantaquanshenganganjingjingde，haoxiangyemeifashengshenme，yaobuhaishigujiyixiatademingyuba。”
fushixikanleyiyanhunmidewo，dianlediantou。
tangzaiyiyuandebingchuangshang，tashengyinsiyadeduiwodaoqian，zaisanduiwofashihuiyibeizizhaoguhaowo，buhuizairangwoshoushanghai。
“zaoshangwomingmingxiangsongnilaixuexiaode，keshiwoyouyifen**tuoledianshijian。”
wojingjingdekanzhetashuohuang，zuichunsipodepifuzhanlianzaiyiqi，yikaikoujiushimanzuixuexing。
takandaoledingwei，mingmingzhidaowojiuzaiyiqiangzhige，quebuganwenwoshiqingfashengdeshijian。
woyandidelengmohekongdongcitongleta，taguidixiaoxinyiyidepengzhewodeshouzhi。
“benlaizheijianshiwoshixiangdengyigeheshideshiji，danxianzaiwodengbulele。jiwoyigeguangmingzhengdadeshenfenlaibaohunihaoma？womendinghun。”
jiezhipengzhuangdeshengyinrangwoqingxidexiangqitadebeipan，wopieguotouqu，buxiangkantayanjing。
taquewuhuilewodejudong，jiqiedexixingshangqianlouzhuwodejian。
“wobuxianqini，nibiejuedenishiwodetuolei，womencongxiaozaigueryuanxiangyiweimingzhangda，zheimeduoniandeganqingnandaobuzhidenixinrenwoma？”
wojianglianmaizaizhentouli，leishuihulemanlian。
gangzhidaojianchachuyixianaishi，woyeyiweiwomenrenshileshibanian，tahuizhenxinduiwo，baohuwozhaoguwo。
kehoulaixiangxiang，wozhenshiyuchundekexiao。
tafangqixueyeshuoshiweilewo，qishishiyinweitabuxuyaogaokaole，zhiyongzhuanxinzhunbeiquyingguodemianshi。
rujinofferxialaile，tahechiyubaihuiqutongyisuoxuexiao。
woni，duitalaishuozhishigeshuaibukaideleizhuieryi。
“fushixi，niyoumeiyoushenmemanzhewode，nihewoshuo，wodounenglijieni。”
shineichenmoxialai，tadunledun，wozhuwodeshouzuochutanbaidezitai。
“songshu......woyouyijianshiyizhimeilaidejihenishuo......xianzaiyouyigehenhaodejihui，wonengyouyigejihuihechiyubaiquyingguoliuxue。dantiaojianshi......wobixuzuotasanniannanyou。”
“danshinifangxin！zheiyiqiedoushiweileni，woduitameiyourenheyisiganqing，zhishichuncuideqiyueguanxieryi。zhiyouwoyongyoulegenghaodexueli，yihoucainengjinigenghaodeshenghuo，erqieyingguode**gongziyegao，womeigeyuehuijinijiqianhuilaide，niyenengmaigenghaodeyaozhibing。”
woxindiyipianbingliang，jiangshouchouchuqueyoubeizhiaodewozhu。
“ruguowoshuoburangniqu，nihaishihuiqudeduiba？”
tatongkudedixiatou，“woyikaishimanzheni，jiushipanizheigetaidu，nizhibuzhidaowoxianzaixinliyouduotong，wozhendebuxiangrangnigenzhewozaizaichuzuwuliguokurizile。”
fushixizaiwodechenmozhongtuotazhejiaobuxialou，“woqujiaofeile，nihaohaoxiuxi。”
tayilikai，chiyubaishishirandezoulejinlai，zuozaichuangbian。
tapiejianwozhijiandejiezhi，chixiaochusheng：“ditanshangershikuaiqianmaidejiezhi，yejiuninengdaidezheimekaixin。”
“jintianzaoshangnikanjianlewomenliangdeyangzileba，nizenmehaiyoulianlaizheta。sanniandeqiyueqinglvyouzenmeyang，tachengnuoguozheisanniantadeshentihexindouhuibaifenbaishuyuwo。sheinengquebao，zheiqijianwomenbuhuichanshengzhenzhengdeganqingni？”
tabuxiedetaiqishouzhiliangchushoushangdezuanjie，“zheishitajiwomaide，tashuoweiwofuchuyiqiedouganzhiruyi。niyiweitajintiankoutouchengnuohenidinghun，zhihouzhenhuihenijiehunma？tazhishipanizhidaotayaochuguohuisisichezhutadehoutui，burangtazou。”
tajianwoliansejianjiancangbai，pixiaoroubuxiaodenachuyigenluyinbi，“wozhidao，nizheizhongjishengchongbujianguancaibudiaolei。”
luyinhuanhuanbochu，shifushixihechiyubailiangrenzhijiandeduihua。
“shoujidingweijiuzaifujin，tagaibuhuitingjianlewomendeduihua，zhidaowomenyijingshipoletazhuangbingdexima，jiuyouhuanleyizhongshouduanba？”
“biwoduitafuze，haitediyanleyichubei**dexi，jiushixiangyibeizilaizhewo，rangwoxianzaizheigenitanhaohetayiqiyongyuanchuzaidiceng！wozhishixiangqukankanwaimiandeshijie，youshenmecuo？”
“xianzaitafeiyaobaojingnaoda，jingchashuomeizhaodaozuifandezongji，wenta，tayeshuomeikanqinglianggerendelian，tashibushiyiweiwohaohunong！xianzaisunhailexuexiaodeshengyubushuo，kongpahaiduinifuqindeshengqianzaochenglebuliangyingxiang，wozhenweitagandaodiulian！”
yiziyiju，ruguarouxuegu。
woquanshenjuliedetengleqilai，chuangtoudezhitengyaoquebeichiyubaiduozourengjinlelajitong。
“haohaoxiangshouzheifentongkuba，sheirangnibuzilianglidanganhewoqiang。”
3、
yishengjinjiganlaikongzhizhuwodebingqing，jiehewozhiqiandebingli，zhuzhiyishengwenwoyaobuyaolikezuoshoushu。
zaituojiushiaizhengwanqi，cunhuolvbudao5%。
wozuanjinbeidan，diankaixuexiaogangganggongkaidejiangxuejinfafanglan。
zuoweipinkunyoudengsheng，womeixueqidouyouyiwandejiangxuejin，ruguonengnadaozheibiqian，wohuoxuhaiyouyisihuozhedexiwang。
shunzheliebiaocongshangdaoxiakanleyibianyouyibian，queshizhongmeikanjianwodemingzi。
woxinzhongyikong，zuanjinquantoudaledianhuajixuexiao。
jiaodaozhurenqueshuowozheixueqishangkedetianshubuzu，meiyoudadaopingxuanzige。
kemingmingchiyubaiyexiuxuelebannian，mingziqueheranzailie，wozhiyizheiqizhongdegongpingxing，dianhuaquebeilikeguaduan。
zoulangneichiyubaidechuoqishengyanmeizaifushixideanweili，fushixidakuabutuikaiwodemen，menkouyiduibumingsuoyidetongxuetantoukanlai。
“songshu，niweishenmeyaozhiyiyubaidejiangxuejin？tahaoxinhaoyirangbanshangdetongxuelaiyiyuanweiwennidebingqing，niquebeidilizuozheizhongshi，nijiuneimequeqianma？”
“nizhibuzhidaotamashangyaoliuxuele？nizenmenengzaizheigedangkouyingxiangtazaixuexiaodefengping？”
wotaiyankanxiangfushixi，xinlimanshibeiliang。
“woshengbingle，danwobuxiangsi，wozhixiangnadaowoyingdedeqianzuoshoushu。”
fushixiwenyanlengxiaoyisheng：“songshu，nibiezhuangle，jintiannitingjianlewomendeduihuaba，wozaojiuzhidaonidebingshijiade，zhishixiangboquwodeguanzhuhaozuaiwochuguo。”
nazheguolanqianlaitanwangwodetongbantongxueyejiaotoujieerdao：“xiaohuahaishuosongshushengbingle，rangwomenzutuanlaiyiyuankanta，yuanlaijiushigeboguanzhudexiaochou！xiaohuarenyoupiaoliangchengjiyouhao，wokantashijidule！”
“jiushini，bijinggueryuanlichulaidejiushiqueai。”
“tatiantiangengegenpichongside，zhuizaifushixishenhoudangtiangou，xianzaihaixiangbarenconghaoqiantushanglaxialai，zhenshifengle！”
fushixidaizheshangxindechiyubaizhuanshenlikai，liaoxiayijuhua，“kuiwohaiyizhishouzainishenbian，danwulewonahuzhao。”
bingfangneiyuanbenyongjiderenqunsanqu，wozhanzhanweiweifankaiyinxingkayue，yanleishucidizaishoujipingmushang。
shengxiadeqian，ganghaogoumaiyigemudini。
buguoyihuier，fushixidaoqiandeduanxindanlechulai，shuotaganggangzhishizhejiweihuchiyubaideqingxu。
“bijingtashixiaodongdenver，womenwufuwumumeiyouyikaozhaorebuqi，woganggangneiyangshuoni，yeshipobudeyi。nifangxin，woduitazhishiliyong，suoyouzaitamianqianshuodehuadoubushizhende。niyaoxiangxinwo，dengwohetadeqiyuejieshucongyingguohuilai，wohuilikequnide，nicaishiwoweiyizaihuderen。”
woyiyansaoguoduanxin，leishuibiezaiyanquanlidazhuan。
zheiyangdejiashewobushimeixiangguo，yecengzaixinliyibianbianshuofuziji。
keshishishitameigeyuezhijishengbingdewojibaikuai，queweichiyubaimaileshangwandejiezhi。
rendeaibushiyongzuishuoyishuojiunengdangzhende。
4、
dangwanbingqingjijuehua，wopazaibingchuangbian，yibianbiantuzhesuanshui。
yachizhibuzhudedazhan，langbeidouconglajitonglibazhitengyaofanchulai，yanxiajipiancaishaoweijianqingyidiantonggan。
woshenshangyijingmeiyouyifenqiannengjixuzhuyuanle，erqiewoyebuxiangsizaiyiyuan。
zuozaihuichuzuwugongjiaocheshang，woyibianyibiankanzhezheigechengshi，sihuyongyuandoubuhuipijuan。
congqianwohefushixiganggangbandaozheizuochengshishi，yitianzuolewushutanggongjiaochequchaoshiweixinjiacaigoudongxi。
hegueryuanbuyiyang，zheishiwomenlianggedandudegongtongdejia。
taqianzhewodeshou，manhuaichongjingdezheleyizhiqianzhihefangzaibolichuangshang。
gaosuwo，womenhuifeiguonitan，quwanggaogaodelantian。
kexianzai，nenglikaidezhiyoutaziji。
shoujishangfushixidehaomajianchibuxiedexiangleshijibian，lahuiwodesixu。
jietongshishixiaoxinyiyidexunwen。
“songshu，nizenmemeihuijia？woquyiyuanyemeizhaodaoni......nizainaer？woqiunibiexiangbukai，kuaihuilaihaobuhao？”
“好。”
womomoguaduan，haiyouliangzhanjiudaolechuzuwu。
bizexiaxiaodemenqian，chiyubaizhouzhemei，daliangzhefameideqiangjiao。
fushixiyijianwolikeyingleshanglai，jieshidao：“woyaochidiule，jinbuqu。yubai......tapeiwoguolainadongxi，mingtianwomenjiuzhunbeizuofeijizoule。”
woshenshenxileyikouqi，jiangxiongkoudesuantongyalehuiqu。
5、
chiyubaijinwuhouhaobukeqididaliangzhewuneidechenshe，kanjianchazaibolipingliyouxiekuweideneishuhuahouweiweiyixiao。
“woduihuafenguomin，shixiyikaishihaibuzhidaoni，tiantianjiwosonghua。”
“yuanlaiwobuyaodedongxi，zainizheiliya。”
fushixilianseyouxieganga，jianwoshenseyanyanmeiyoushenmebiaoqing，yejiujixushoushidongxi，meizaishuohua。
wuneiyizhixiaomaocuanlechulai，puzaiwohuailimiaomiaojiao。
woxinsuidebaozheta，zicongfushixilikaizheilishuozhudao**dagongdedifangqu，tajiushiwoweiyidepeiban。
chiyubaihedejingjiaoyishengduozailefushixishenhou，“shixi，kuaibazheizhimaodiuchuqu，womaomaoguomin，kuaiyaohuxibushanglaile......”
fushixilianseyinchendelinqixiaomaodehoujingjiuyaowangmenwaidiu，xiaomaodehoutuixukongdidenglejixiazhujianmeileshengyin。
wokuzhepuguoquzuzhi，“niyaozoule，wobutuoleini，danniyejiwoliuyixienianxianghaobuhao。”
wobuxiangyigerenzaizuihougulinglingdesiqu，zhishaowohefushixicengjingyangdexiaomao，hainengjiwoyisiweijie。
fushixijianjueyaotou：“buxing，yubaiyouguominxingbiyan，zheikeshinengyaolerenmingde。”
zaisichezhong，wodafanlefushixidexingli。
conggongwenbaodeneidaidiaochulaiyigehuzhao，limianjiazheqianzheng，haiyoushenqingqianzhengdebiaogefuyinjian。
zijinzhengmingshangxiele50wan。
woweiweilengzhu，zheicaifaxianyuanlaitachengnianhoufumujitaliuleyibiyichan，ertaconglaiyemeigenwoshuoguo。
yiwojiandanderenzhi，zheiwushiwan，wanquankeyizhichitaquyingguoliuxue，erbubiyikaohechiyubaidesuoweiqiyue。
xinzhongzuihouyisikexiaodeziwoqipianhongranbengta。
zuanxindetengtongzaicixijuanquanshen，wowulideyundao。
fushixikanzhewosihuidelianse，lianshangkonghuangmanyan。
“songshu......nizenmele，biehewo。”
yipangdechiyubaiyejingzhishuaidao，tawuzhexiongkou，shangqibujiexiaqidedezhuazhufushixideshouzhi。
“wohuxibuguolaile，kuaisongwoquyiyuan......”
wodelianzhongzhongzazaidibanshang，yuguangli，fushixitizhexinglibaoqichiyubaijicongcongdeshuaimenliqu。
他一次都没有回头。
dieluodeshoujishang，fushixidexinxihenjiucaitiaolechulai。
“songshu，mingzaodefeijiwobunengdanwu，wozhidaonihuizhaoguhaozijide。sannianeryi，dengwohuilai。”
renpingtengtongmanmanzuanjinxinzang，rangwozaiyewufahuxi。
chedihunsizhiqian，woyongjinzuihouyisiliqitaiqishouzhidiankaishezhi，jiangtalahei。
傅时锡。
congciyihou，wofangniziyou。