第四章
04
“......ni、nishuoshenme？”
xiaozhangnanyizhixinkanzhewo，zhongrenjianzhuang，dangjibaxiaozhangchanfuqilai，qizuibashequanzhe。
“wangxiaozhang！ninbiegenzheizhongrenshengqi！”
“womendajiabudoubeitapianlema，ninqianwanbiewangxinliqua！”
wotingzhetamendehua，dangchangjiuzhidaoshiqingnaodaoxianzaizheigedibu，jihusuoyourendoucongneixinlixiangxinle，wozhendeshiyigexinliniuqude**。
“xiaozhao......niweishenmehuibianchengzheiyanga？”
xiaozhanglaoleizong，jicixiangshuodoushuobuchuhua。
我知道他想说什么。
wuwaihuzhiqiandouzhunbeibaxuexiaojiwole，quemeixiangdaowoturanbianchengxianzaizheigeyangzi。
“......xiaozhaolaoshi，nishigehaohaizi，haolaoshi，wozheimashangyaotuixiule，zuifangbuxiadejiushizheibanghaizi，jinhou，jiujiaojinile。”
wojinbuzhuxiangqixiaozhangneitiangenwoshuodehua，wodangshishizenmehuifutade？
woduizheguoqixuanshi，huiduizheibanghaiziyibeizihao，yidingdaitamengaibianmingyun。
zhuanyanjian，wojiuzangsonglesuoyouhaizideqiantu。
keshiqingdaolezheiyidibu，yijingburongwohuitoule。
wozhinengjinliburangzijiqukanxiaozhangdelaoleizongheng，shengpazaiduoyimiaozijijiuhuibachibuzhu。
xiangdaozhei，wozaicibamuguangzhuanyidaochenwenshenshang，xiaozhekaikou。
“chenwen，zhenggebanliwozuikanbushangdejiushini，zheimegechushenhaixiangwangshangpa，kaishenmewanxiao？”
wozhengduishangtadeyanjing，qingshengxunwen，dailedianpingchangguanyoudewenrouyuqi。
“wenwen，nihenbuhenwoa？”
chenwenshouxiaodeshenquweiweizhandou，tabenjiuchenmoguayan，zheihuibeiwozheimeyiwen，zhanglezhangzuiqueshuobuchuhua。
xiayike，tayankuangjiuhongle。
suiranshiqiangzhuangdezhending，danhaishiliuxialeyanlei，shangxinnanguozhiji。
kanzhetadeyangzi，wozhijiedaxiaochusheng。
“suoyinihaishihenwode？！”
shuowanzheiju，wobiaoqingyelenglexialai，shangxiayidaliangtajiulengheng。
“niyoushenmezigehenwo？chenwen，nishizheigebanlizuimeizigehenwoderen！”
“nimenxinziwen，zheixienianwobangleniduoshao？zainixuexidelushangwochuqianchuli，zainishenghuoshanggengshiguanzhaozhiji。”
“xianzaiwozhishirangnimeiyoudaxueshangbale，nipingshenmehenwo？！niyinggaiganxiewo！ganxiewojiniyicixuexizhishidejihui！”
zheihuagangshuowan，yigejiazhangshuranzuanguolejingchafengsuoxian，mengchongshangqianyiquantoujiuhuiwushanglai，zuilimamalielie。
“laozijintianjiudasinizheigerenmianshouxindechusheng！”
yishunjian，wozhijuedebiziyizhenduntong，shenzishashiyigeliangqiang，yiguwenredangjiyonglechulai，tengdewoyanqianzhenzhenfahei。
“hao！jiugaizheimedata！”
renqunyipianjiaohao，duiwomanshizhouma。
womianqiangwenzhushenxing，yingshengshengailejiazhanghaojijiao，manmankanguotamenmeigerenmanshihenyideshuangyanshi，turanjiuxiaole。
恨吧！越恨越好！
neigejiazhangbeizhuaikaideshihou，woyijingmanlianguacai。
suiranshenshangjutongwubi，kewohaobuzaiyi，fanerdaxiaochusheng。
“fanzhengnimenjiadehaizidoumeiqiantule！wozheidianshangyouyoushenmesuowei！nimenjiusuandasiwoyegaibianbuleshishi！”
“goule！buyaozaihunaole！”
buzhangetouqingjinzhitiao，shenshouyizhijingfangjiurangtamenjiwoshangkaozi。
“zaishitaimeiyougengyanzhongzhiqian，batamashangjiwokongzhiqilai！”
tanuqichongchongkanzhewo，yuqijiqiyanli。
“zhaoqing，wozaijinizuihouyicijihui，haohaotanbaiyuanyin！buranjiurangnilaodizuochuan！”
wobeijingfangqiangzhidaishangshoukao，chuiyankanzhezijiwanshangdeyinbai，turanjiuqingshengxiaole。
“xinga，jirannimendouxiangzhidao，neiwojiutanpaihaole！zhenxiangjiushi......”