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wohuaiyun8geyue，buxiaoxindiedaozaochan，dadianhuajishenweijijiuzhongxinzhurendezhangfuqiujiu。
tamawoxuerenjing，wuliqunao，zhuantouyixinyiyizhaoguhuangchengduzitengkenengzaochandeguasao。
70niandaiwuzijinque，tazhuanmenpaileyiliangjiuhuchetingzaiguasaoyuanmenwaisuishidaiming。
woyinlinshidiaojidelinyuanjiuhuchemeiyoujishigandao，dachuxueersi。
wosihou，tachengtianbaozhewodeyiwuchengleyuanlirenrenxianqidefengzi。
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1970nian，beichengyiyuanjiashulou。
huaiyun8geyuediedaozaochandewo，ganggangbeishenweijijiuzhongxinzhurendezhangfuliangua3ciqiujiudianhua。
disicizhongyujietong，tapitougailiandizewen：“nidaodizainaoshenme？yiyuanjijiuzhongxindedianhuashininaozhewandema？”
worenzhesiliedejutong，chuanzhecuqishuo：“xingzhou，woyaoshengle，nikuaidianhuilai......”
talenglengdishuo：“niyuchanqihaiyou2geyue。”
woyaozhuxiachunsisikangguoyizhenxiongyongdetengtong，liuzheleixiaokouxiaokouchuanxizheshuo：“woshuaileyijiao，zaochanle，yishengshuowotaiweibuzheng，wozijishengbuchulai......”
taneibianqueliangliangdixiaoleyisheng，buyiweirandishuo：
“woshuolewogenxiaoliumeishenme，ninengbunengbuyaozongshiwuliqunao？taduzitengniyeduziteng，tazaochanniyezaochan，nizhengfengchicuyeyaoyougedu，yangyangdouxue，bujuedetaiguofenlema？”
“niyoufumu，youwo，tashenmedoumeiyou，chulewo，meirennengbangta。”
“nijiubunengdaduyidian，rangrangta？”
“buyaozaishuazheizhongbaxi，woderennaiyouxian。”
wobilebiyanjing，henhenqiazhuzhangxincaididangzhuxinkoudeduntong。
yanleixiongyongdiliuxia，woconglaibuzhidao，yuanlairendexinkeyizheimetong。
wogubudeshenxinjutong，wozhehuatongdishengxiaqidikenqiu：
“jiusuannibujiuwo，nengbunenglaijiujiuwomendehaizi......”
neitouchuanlaiqitayishengdeshengyin：“yangliuduzitongdelihai，yidingyaozhurenninqinziqukankan，shouzhedehushizenmequantadoubuting。”
hexingzhouhuxijiculejifen，jihouhoudiduizhehuatongshuo：
“youjinjibingrenyaojiuzhi，nihaoziweizhi！”
wogubudeqita，ganjinhanzhuta：“bieguadianhua，qiuni......”
neibianjingleyishun，yuqifanghuanleyidian，danrengjiubunaifandishuo：“haiyoushenmehua，jiniyifenzhongdeshijian，kuaishuo！”
woyanqianyipianmohu，duzizhuitongdesihuqianchezhulequanshendeshenjing，woxiangshiqushuideyuzhangzhezuijiannandihuxizhe，duoduosuosuoyijuhuayeshuobuchulai。
neibianqueyidieshengdicuicu，rangwokuaidianshuo。
zhiyaoshejidaoyangliudeshi，tajiushiqulepingridewenzhong。
yangliushihexingzhoudeguasao，genhexingzhouhaiyoutagege，yiqizhangda。
ziconghexingzhougegeyiwaiqushi，batajiehuilaiyihou，tameitiandouyigezhongjiekouranghexingzhouqupeita，zuichangyongdejiushiduziteng。
lianfukezhurendoushuogenbenmeiyourenhewenti，buxuyaohezhurenshishipeizhe，zhendepachushidehua，jiushaodong，tangchuangshangyangzhe。
danhexingzhoushuoyunfuduzitengzenmenengshixiaoshi？wanyiwobuzaixiaoliuchushilenifudeqizerenma？
tajihumeitianwanshangdoupeitadaohenwancaihuilai。
tashuo，xiaoliucongxiaoshentijiaoruo，shouyidianshangjiuyaotenghenjiu，xianzaihuaiyunlebunengmeiyourenpei。
tahaizhuanmenpaileyiliangjiuhuchetingzaiyangliudeyuanmenwai，suishidaiming。
meigeyue100kuaidegongzi，tajiyangliu60kuai，jiwo20kuai。
zheixiewodourenle，yinweiwomendehunyinyikaishijiushiwoqiulaide。
是我先追求的他。
jiehunyinianban，womenzhishilinglegezheng，meiyoubanjiuxi，yemeiyougongkaijieshaoguowo，tashenzhiconglaibukengenwoyiqizouchuqu，yuanliderenkongpadabandoubuzhidaowoshitadeqizi，gengbieshuotayiyuandetongshi。
“nidaodiyaoshuoshenme？”neibianhexingzhoudengbujile，yuqizhongxinjizaoqilai。
wohenxiaxinyaoposhetou，cairangzijizhongyuzaijutongzhongqingxingguolai，fachuweiruodeshengyin：
“xingzhou，wozhendeyaoshengle，duzitengdelihai，baobaoyizhizaiwangxiazhui......”
taculididaduanwodehua，lengxiaodao：
“nilaijingleshiba，neinitongzheba。”