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woyouyigemimi，wodewenkeyirangrenzengshou。
qiantishizheigerenbixushiyuwozhenxinxiangaizhiren。
hezhumajiewen99cihou，tabingruodeshentizhujianrongguanghuanfa。
shenyanxiuconglunyishangzhanqilaideneiyike，tajidongdihongleyan，
lazhewodeshou，guizaiwomianqianfashi，cishengjuebufuwo。
kejiehunwuzhounian，taquelouzheganghuiguodebaiyueguang，manlianbiyidikanzhewo：
“dangchuhenizaiyiqi，zhishibuguoshipobudeyi，buranwoyelandeheniyanqingshensihaidexima。”
“niyinggaiqingxingnizheilianzhangdeheniannianyoujifenxiang，buranwodoumeibanfaxiazui。”
tashenbianxiongdibujindiaokan：“shenshao，linwandewenzhendeyouzheiqixiao？woyexiangshishi......”
wuneilichuanchunanrenmendehongtangdaxiao。
wodunshixinrudaoge，yuanlaiwoyiweidezhenxinquandoushihuangyan。
danshenyanxiubuzhidaodeshiyidanbeipanshiyan，shihuizaodaozhimingdefanshi，
他一个月之后会死。
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jintianshishenyanxiuweijiangnianhuiguoerjubandejiefengyan。
gangdaojiadewojiutingdaowuneishenyanxiuyiqunhupenggouyouduiwodediaokan。
jiandaowojinwuhou，hongxiaoshengjiaranerzhi。
shenyanxiuzhongyuyebuzaizhuangle，louzhejiangnianshuochulegangcaineixierangwonanyizhixindehua。
不待我反应过来，
yixibaisezhangqundejiangnian，runvzhurenban，muguangcongshangzhixiadebawodaliangleyifanhou，
故意提高声调，
“linjiejiejiaoshangdexie，zenmehewobuyaodeneishuangzheimexiangya？”
zhongrenmuguangfenfenluozaiwoxieshang。
wobuzijuedituihoujibu，taitoukanxiangzuozaizhongyangdeshenyanxiu，tademuguangyouxiehuibi。
zheishiwomenzaiyiqiyilai，tadiyicisongwodeshengriliwu。
suiranshiwobuxihuandefense，chimayexiaole，danwoxinzhonghaishiwubihuanxi。
meixiangdaowoshiruozhenbaodedongxi，shibaiyueguangbuyaodelaji。
jianzhuangpangbianyourenguyidiaonandao：
“yigejiang**detishen，bupeichuantadedongxi，nishuoshiba，shenshao？”
wulianjinglesanmiaozhonghou，shenyanxiudandankaikou：
“脱下来。”
woshuangmusisidedingzheshenyanxiudelian，“niquedingyaozheimezuoma？”
chenmo，yijingdaitiletadehuida。
fangjianlisuoyourendouzaixixuedekanzhewo。
zhidaozheishijiangniancengjingdexiezihou，woyehaobuyouyudetuoxiayizhixie。
zhishibuhejiaodexiezaituoxiadeneiyike，wotengdemeitoujinzhou。
wojuedezijizhenshizizhaokuchi，mingmingjiubushihezijidexiezi，feiyaoqiangxingchuanshang，wohuogai！
“linwan，bujiushituogexiema？zhiyuzheimetongkuma？nigaibuhuishixiangzhuangrouruo，bankelian，rangshenshaoxintengba？”
“wojiunamenjiangnianchuguohou，yangeweishenmeduilinwanzheimezhemi，yuanlaishizheimehuishuashouduandehumeizia。”
neixierenkaishiduiwolengchaorefeng。
shenyanxiudeheimouyufashenchen。
“wangma，shangqubangtatuo。”
lingyizhixiezibeiqiangxingzhuaixia，jiaohougendepilianzhexiezibeichexia，wosisiyaozheya，xuehuanhuanliudaodishang。
shenyanxiudeyandishanguoyisiburen，zuilidehuaqueshilengbingbingde：
“linwan，huinidefangjianqu，biezaizheiliaiyan。”
chijiaocaizaibingliangdecizhuanshang，beixieledaochuxuedejiaodeyishuzhan。
guoranbushuyuzijidedongxi，bolishihuizuanxindeteng，danfangxiale，yejiujietuole。
wowushinanrendehua，zhuanshenxianglingyigefangxiangzouqu。
“shenshao，kanlailinwanzheishishengqile，yaolijiachuzoua。”
“waimiansishidudetian，guangjiaozouchuqu，dediaocengpi，wodutayinggaimeizheigedanliang。”
“tishentiangouyekaishiwanyuqinguzongdebaxile，zhenkexiao。”
shenbiandexiongdijixudiaokanzhe。
zheirangshenyanxiudelianshangyouxieguabuzhu，ketarengzuozaiwensibudong。
wopanshanzhejiao，yaozheya，gangzouchujiamen，caidaoguntangdedimianshi，huxiyizhi，haosicaizaiqianwangenzhenjianshang。
“linwan，nizaiganxiangqianyibu，jiubiehuilaile。”
shenyanxiuyuqilimanshihanyi。
jiuzaizheishi，yigeshuxideshengyinhuranzaiwoerbianxiangqi。
“xiaowan，nixuantishendeyanguang，haizhenburushenshao！”
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zhongrenkanzheyanqianshencaijianshuodenanrenyijiyushenyanxiuxiangsidemeiyan，dunshimianmianxiangqu。
tamenshangyimiaohaizaichaoxiaowoshijiangniandetishen，zheishiquehuangrandawu，shenyanxiuyouhechangbushini？
nanrenjiangwodahengbaoqi，jinzhangdijianchawodejiaodi，yanlimanshixinteng。
woquezaitahuaililengzhu：“xiaoshushu，nizenmehuiguole？”
shafashangdeshenyanxiudunshizuobuzhule，kuaibushangqian，jinjinzuanzhuwodeshouwan。
“linwan，womenwuniandeganqing，niduiwodeaidoushiyinweiwozhangdexiangta？！”
woshuaikaitadeshou，dandandao：
“shenyanxiu，wocengshuoguoyouyitianniyidanfulewo，woyidinghuilikainide，xianzaijiangnianhuilaile，womenlihunba。”
shenyanxiutiaomei，qingxiaoyisheng。
“linwan，niduiwoyongjijiangfa？wogaosuni，meiyong！nisuibianzhaogenanlaiyanxi，xiangrangwoyouweijigan，nihaizhenshixinjiposhen。”
“nifeijingxinsizheimexiangwohuixinzhuanyi，wokeyidayingni，dengwomibuwannianshaoshideyihanjiuhuiguijiating。”
xiaoshubaozhewogebodeshoujinlejin，shenyanxiujiangzheixijiekanzaiyanli，lianshangshunjianyouleshenglidegaoao。
woqueyaoyaotou：“shenyanxiu，woshizhendebuainile，lihunxieyiwohuijijini，lingwaiwozhunishentijiankang！”
我隐晦的点到为止。
womenchushenjialikaishi，shenhouchuanlainanrenfennudeshengyin。
“linwan，nijingranbeipanwo！nizhuwoshentijiankangshishenmeyisi?xianglikaiwo，zuomeng！”
wopingjingdizuoshangche，jiranbunengliyi，neijiuzhinengdengyigeyuezhihousangoule。
wanshang，xiaoshunazheyaogaoqiaokaiwodefangmen。
“zheishiwocongguowaidaihuilaide，keyirangshangkouhaodekuai，haibuliuba。”
taxiaoxinyiyidipengqiwodejiao，yanshenzhuanzhuerrenzhen，jiuxiangxiaoshihou，wotanwanshuaishang，tajiwochulishangkouneiyang。
wodechunguishishenchadijianjiankaojinxiaoshudelian，ertaquetouyipie，duokaile。
taqishenjiuzou，bulvcongcong。
“linchen，woshijiusuiqinleniyixia，niyizoujiushiliunian，zheiciyouyaoxiaoshiduojiu？”
nanrenjiaobuyidun，chenmobanshang，huanhuankaikou：
“xiaowan，liangtianhouzumudeshouyannijidecanjia。”
“nishizumushouyangdehaizi，zheicinihuiqudeba。”
我开口询问。
xiaoshuzheiliunianhaoxiangzaiguyiduowo，womenjihumeiyoupengmiandejihui。
“嗯。”
xiaoshudeshengyinhenqing，querangwomominghuanxi。
erhouliangtian，tabaitianbujianzongying，wanshangleidabudonglaijiwoshangyao，jieshuhouzhuanshenlikai，jiulianzumushouyanneitian，tayeshiquchezaozaodizoule，danzhuoshangfangzhewoaichidexiaohuntun，shiweiwozhunbeide。
yanhuijinxingguoban，xiaoshuchichimeiyouchuxian，shenyanxiuquebuyueerzhi，woxinlizhejiyoushiluo。
jiuzaizheishi，tadezhulidadianhuajiwo，yuqihuangzhang。
“linzongyidazaojiuquleshenjia，xianzaiquebujianzongying。”
woxintouyizhan，xiangqilikaishenyanxiudeneitian，tafenhendeshenqinghenbudebaxiaoshuqiandaowangua。
wokuaibuzoudaoshenyanxiudemianqian。
“我小叔在哪里？”
shenyanxiulianshangluchuyimoxixuedexiao：“xiangzhaowofuruanyebuyongbianzheimezhuoliedejiekouba？”
santianbujian，shenyanxiudezuichunkaishibuzhengchangdifahong，kanzhemiansehongrun，shijineilikaishikuisun。
wozhuanshenzhunbeilikai，quebeishenyanxiulijilazhu。
wodengzheta，zuifenglijichuyijuhua：
“shenyanxiu！wodouzhudonglikai，jijiangnianrangweile，nihaixiangzenmeyang？”
“woyaonihuidaowoshenbian。”
nanrendeheimoudingdingdikanzhewo，yanlimanshishenqing。
huranzumuhuanhuandizoudaowoliangmianqian，guanqiedixunwen：
“wanwan，wotingshuonihuijiale，shixiaoyanduinibuhaoma？”
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shenyanxiuqianzhuwodeshou，guyijinlejin，woyouxiefanzao。
linshenliangjiashidaijiaohao，shengyishangzhuduowanglai，sipolianduiliangjiadoubuhao，kuangqieshenyanxiunengchengweijiazhu，dabufenkaodeshilinjiadezhuli。
shenyanxiuzuicoudaowodeerbian，dishengchunyu。
“nibuxiangxiaoshubeiweishayuba？”
woyizheng，xiangzumuchechuyigenankandexiao：“wohetatinghaode。”
shenyanxiulouzhuwodejianbang，zaiwodeetoushangluoxiayiwen。
“ninfangxin，awanshiwodejiumingenren，wokendingshibatafangzaixinjianjianshangteng。”
zumuzheicailuchuxinweidexiaorong。
yanxijieshuhou，weilexiaoshudeanweiwobudebuzuoshangshenyanxiudeche，huidaoshenjia。
yijinmen，yingmiandeyizhixiaobixiongduizhewogoujiao，wodunshilianseshabai，woxiaoshihoubeigouyaoguo，zuipagou。
jiangniankanchuwodehuangzhang，queyibabaoqixiaobixiong，jiuwangwodehuailisong。
“linjiejie，zheishiyanxiugegejingtiaoxixuansongjiwodexiaogou，tahenguai，buyaorende。”
xiaobixiongyanshenhenlididengzhewo，wopadejianjiaoyisheng。
goucongwodehuailipaokai，jiangnianshunshidaozaidishang。
shenyanxiutingdaodongjingzouguolai，jiangkudelihuadaiyudejiangnianbaozaihuaili，wanquanwushibeihedehunshenzhandoudewo。
“wozhishixiangranglinjiejiekankannijiwomaidexiaogou，tajiuxianqidiyibajiangwotuidao，kenengshiwojiashiburulinjiejie，jiejiebuxiehewoqinjinbawuwu......”
nanrentaitoukanzhewo，yanshenlishihuabukaideyane。
“linwan，nideyanlijiuzheimerongbuxiarenma？wozhishibanianniandangzuomeimei，rangtazaijializhuyiduanshijian，dengtitazhaodaohaorenjiajiubanchuqule，ninengbunengshouliannideda**piqi，biezheimeedu！”
turanjian，woxiaole，xiaodeliulei。
“shenyanxiu，womenwuniandeganqinghaibibushang，jiangnianyichangxujiadebiaoyan。”
wokanzhetaliangbaozaiyiqienaiyoujiadehuamian，liangqiangzhehoutuijibu。
“e，wochadianwangle，zainiyanliwozhishijiangniandetisheneryi。”
tingdao“tishen”erzi，nanrendeyanlipingtianjifennuhuo。
“linwan，nibawodangzuonixiaoshutishendeshiqing，wohaimeizhaonisuanzhangni，wogaosuni，niyongyuandoubuhuizhidaotadexialuo，woyaobataneizhangxiangsidelianhualan，suishiwanduan！”
wobuxieyuheshenyanxiudekoushezhizheng，neizhishijiajuxiaoshuweixiandechujing。
wanshang，woqiaowushengxidiliujinzhuwo，xiangcongtadeshoujizhaodaodianxiansuo。
dangkandaoshenyanxiulouzhejiangnianshuizaiwomendehunchuangshang，qinmiwujiandeyangzi，woxinlibuyoufanqiyizhensuanse。
nanrenzuibadunangjisheng：“awan......awan......”
woshunjianquanshenbengjin，jiangzaiyuandijimiao，wocaifanyingguolai，yuanlaitazaishuomenghua。
wonaqitadeshouji，kanlekantahuailidejiangnian，shurutadeshengri，shoujiyixiajiudakaile。
wokuxiao，yishijianjingyouxiekanbudongta。
diankaitadexiangce，yingruyanlianjiushixiaoshushenzhongshudao，xuelinlindibeirenbangjinmadaili。
zaitabeirenconggaojiaqiaoshangpaoruhailishi，wosisiwuzhuzuiba，chadianjiaochusheng。
wozhijianzhandouzhe，jiangshipingekongchuandaowodeshoujili，jinjiezheyoubeijitiaoduanxinxiyin。
【wozheiliyougebaobei，shigenvde，zhiyaohetaqinzuijiukeyiyanzhangshouming。】
duifanghuifu：【shenshaokezhenshishouyantongtian，zheiyangdexishizhenbaodounengbeininzhaodao，wozhenhaorenshijigeyouqiandelaotou，tamenkendingzhengzheqiangzheyao。】
wohuxijicu，hunshenyegenzhezhandou，zheiyikewozhongyumingbaile。
shenyanxiushuoshenmeyaowohuidaotashenbian，buguoshixiangbaofuwo，xiuruwobale。
tabingbuzhidaowoduiyubuaideren，wodewenshiwuyongde。
woqingqingdijiangshoujifangguoyuanweishi，turanyizhishoujiangwozhuazhu。
“linwan，nitoukangoulemeiyou？”