di4zhang：ai，zhenshangnaojing
dongridewuhou，taiyangnuanyangyangde。yueliuyingfangzhilezhangguifeitazaitingyuanli，tangzaitashang，bizheshuangyanjiamei。lianjiayinweitaiyangdezhaosheyouxiefanhong，weiyuanbenjiutuosubiaozhiderongyangengtianlejifenjiaomei。shenshanggaizhedechabaisezhijinxuehudoupengshitayuyuanzhongzhiwurongweiyiti，meiyoudapojingzhidesuya，fanertianlexieshengqi。
huamianxiandeneimeningjingerweimei。
只是——
“xiaojie，xiaojie，buhaole，buhaole……”
jinsecongcongmangmangdicongwaimianpaojinlai，mingmingshibaixueaiai、hanfenglengliedejijie，tadeetoujingchuleyicengbohan。
yueliuyingzhengkaishuangyan，jiangbeifengchuisandejilvxiufabozhierhou，xingfendiwendao：“shibushihouyuandenagexiaosanshangmentiaoxinle？”
“不是”摇头。
不是？
zaitakanlai，gudaidehuanggongdaneiyehao，haomendajiayeba，houyuandougaishizhengtianjifeigoutiaodemoyang。birushuojintianjiayiniangdaleyiyiniang，mingtianbingfurenyinledingfuren，houtianwujigengxinxiaoqiemenxiangyuejuzaihouhuayuanlizhengxiangpanbi——sheisheisheicaihuahengyi，sheisheisheiqingchunmaomei，sheisheisheixiuwaihuizhong……
qiqiemendeneixiezhengdoukeyishuoshixiaoqieshenghuodeweiyidiaojipin，yueliuyingzaojiuzuohaoleyaoyingzhandezhunbei，keshi……
zheimeduotianle，tashidengdewangyanyuchuanyebujianyiweixiandefahuangdexiaoqieshangmentiaoxin，rangtazenmebuanziyumen，dandanyoushang。
lingqiyeshangyeyouchengyejiubale，zenmelianhouyuanyeguanliderucifengpinglangjing。
“nei……nishibeiyegoujizhuile？”jinsezhengxiangkaikou，yueliuyingyoupaochuyigeqiguaidecaice。
“不是”摇头。
“gaibuhuishishilianleba？”
“……”继续摇头。
“yi，buduia！”yueliuyingyaotouhuangnao，shanzhehaoqidedayanjing“wohenikanqilaidouhaohaode，chidehao，shuidehao，wandehao。nichuleliansechaledianwai，shenghuoshunfengshunshui，sihu……meiyoushenmebuhaoa？”
jinsebenxiangjieshi，yueliuyinghurancongtashangtiaoqi，liansezabian，“a”deyishengdaduanletasuoyoudesixu。
“gaibuhuishiwoneichuanshuozhongdexianggongturandaofangleba？”
“……”jinsejiaojideqingxubeitaruciwulitoudecaixiangchongdanlexiexu，qiebushuoshaozhucongbuzaibaitiantarugegefurendeyuanzi，jiusuanzhendepolidaofangqingyingyuan，youzenmekenenghaihuiyoushijianrangxiaojiezaizheishuoyitongdefeihua。
“xiaojie，nixiangtaiduoleba！”
“zheijiuhao。”yueliuyingmingxiansongleyikouqi，“heihei，zhiyaobushilingqiyedajiaguanglin，qiyudeshidousuanbushangshenmedashi。
ruguozaipingshi，jinseyidinghuiyihuodibaogenwendi：“xiaojie，shaozhuzenmejiuzheimebushounidaijianni？”
zhishirujintayouxinchongchong，gubushangxunwen，“dong”deyishengguizaiyueliuyingmianqian：“xiaojie，qiuqiunijiujiuchenboba，niyidingyoubanfade，qiuqiuni。”
tabeijinsezheiturandejudonghedeyouxiebuzhisuocuo，weilengguohouganjinwanxiashenzifuqijinse，roushengwenta：“zhanqilaihaohaoshuohua，fashengshenmeshilema？haiyouchenbo……shinawei？”
“huixiaojiedehua，xulingshanzhuanggongyouliangweizongguan，liuzongguanguanlishanzhuangneibushiwu，chenbozefuzeguanlishanzhuangwaidechanye。biziliangnianqianluonanjingdou，shibuguofu，yijingshiyijiaotajinguimenguanderen，huanghujianchongzhuanglechenbodemache。chenbolianmin，feidanbuguaizuihaijiangbizidaihuilexulingshanzhuang，youleyigerongshenzhisuo。”
tingjici，yueliuyingyebuzaiwanxiao，shenseyixiazirenzhenqilai：“chenbochushile？”
jinsediantou：“qianjiriruyizhaidexuehualubeizeirenchanzajinyixiebumingwuti，daozhisangenvzijifuguomin，weicidanao。shaozhujiubaruyizhaidezhuguanjianglezhi，haibachenboguanjindilaofanshengsantian，yishichengjie。”
yuanlairucizheijiuxingtongshimianbisiguo，busuanzhongfa。zheiyatougujishidangjuzhemi，danxinzeluanba！
“jinsenitingwoshuo，fanchengdashizhe，qizhongzuizhongyaodeyidianjiushihuiyongren，zuodaorenrenweixian，shangfafenming。woxiangzheixuehualubifeifanpin，zijiadedongxibeiwaizeidongleshoujiao，sunhailexulingshanzhuangdeshengyu，zuoweizongguanziranshiyaofuzerende。niqiefangkuanxin，buhuiyoushide。”yueliuyingnandezhengjingdiweijinsefenxi。
“bushi，bushi，dilaoyinanchaoshi，jiusuanshijianshuodechengniannanzijinquchaoguowutianyehuishiqiruti，ranshangdabingde。suiranzhiyouliangtian，ke……keshichenboyijingnianguobanbai，tahuishoubulede。”shuodaohoumian，jinsedehuayuzhongyimingxiandaiyoukuqiang。
buhuiba？nianguobanbaihaiburangrentuixiu。heng，guoranshizuiedezibenjia，zhuanmenzhaqulianjiadelaodongli。
xiangxiangguoranhaishixiandaihaoa，jiaotongxinxihua，guanlizhiduhua，shehuifazhihua，guojiaminzhuhua……
buguohuashuohuilai，chenbosuiyouguoshi，danyilingqiyedenengli，zheiyesuanbushangshishenmedashi。anlishuo……yinggaibuhuizheibanhena！
keshi……kanjinsexinjirufendeyangzi，shuodehuakendingbujia。
zhenshiqiguai，nandao……lingqiyeshigecanbaowuqingderen？
genjuliluneryan，tanengzaiduanduanliunianzhineibaxulingshanzhuangzuodazuoqiang，congmingbujianjingchuandaorujindefukediguo，xiangchesifang，xiangbiyinggaishiyiweijijupolidelingdaozhe。tahaodaishizaidaxingqiyeligongzuoguoderen，duineibudetizhiqingkuangsuanyousuolejie，yigeqiyededanshengyuanburuyigeqiyedewenbufazhanlaidekunnan。liunianshijianyaoxiangbayingxianglikuochongquanguo，bujinxuyaolingdaozhezishenzhangyuandeyanguang，qiangyingdeshouduan，sherendepoli，haixuyaochongfenliyongrencai，shixianguanliheyunyongdeduoyuanhua。
ziguyilai，naweishangweizhebushijienengrenzhilifangkeyouwanlizhijiang、qianjinzhiku。
ruruolingqiyeqingzuizhongfa，canbaowuqing，xianranbuhechangli。
jinsehuranyilianxiwangdikanzheta，liangyanfangguang：“xiaojie，niyidingyoubanfadeduibudui？”
yueliuyingqinggouchunban，meihaoqidishenziqianqingqiaoletayixia：“nigenzhewobuzuyiyue，weishenmejiuzheimedudingwohuiyoubanfa。kuangqie，woxianzaiwuquanwuqianwushi，mianqiangsuanyimeixinrenxiaoqie，nengyoushenmezhuyi。”
yueliuyingbianshuobiantanghuitashang，biaoshizijisihuyouxinyewuli，huyouyeyuyixiao：“nanbuchengnirangwoquzhaozhuangzhudarentanpan？”
buguo，jiusuantayuanyiruci，lingdazhuangzhuzhipayebuhuijieshou。xiangfan，shuobudingyinuzhixiayejiangtaguanrudilaozhizhong，quxiangshouneishiqirutizhiku。
jinselianmanggenjin：“suiranxiaojiepingshilanlande，xiaigaoguai，keshibizizongjuedexiaojiehaoxiangdongdehenduohenduo。bizirenweiyanqing，chuleshiqingdiyishijianjiuxiangdaoxiaojienile。”
yueliuyingyishouzhizheetouceshentangzhe，chenyinbuyu。
chenboshijinsedejiumingenren，erzijizaoyijingbajinsedangchengshihaojiemei。
sihu……haishiyinggaibangyixiade。
zhishizheigerenwuyoudiannana！
lingdazhuangzhushishenmeren，zijichulezhanjuyigexiaoqieshenfen，qiyushenmeyemeiyou。wujiaoqingkeyan，gengwuganqingkeshuo。
哎，真伤脑经……