第三章
wozongshizairuyedeshihouquxunsangongzi,banyeshilikai。qudeshihou,wosuishendaisutang。yinweitangdeyuangu,woyijinmen,shitiandesangongziyanmouhuifaliang,tahuiyingshanglai,yaoshangwozhijianshangniezhedetang,shunbiantianzouwozhijianshangcanyudetian。tangshigehaodongxi,sangongzixihuan,woyehenxihuan。wolikaideshihou,tadouhaizaichenshui,womeiyoujingraota,tiledengjiuchumenqu。mengyinsidefengxueguyiyuwozuodui,changzaibanyehuxiao,zhelewoyibayouyibahongsan,dielewoyizhanyouyizhanliulideng,xigaishangdeyuqing,chaziyanhong,haihaosangongzibuzhendepengwo,daopaoyiyan,bubidanyoutakanjianneilangjiedemoyang。youyiwan,buzhidaofashengleshenme,wogangjinmen,tajiukuaibushangqian,bawobaodaochuangshangqu,tafushenshanglai,bowodedaopao。huoxuzheiruwosuoyuan,ketabukuaile,yidianyebu。tashenshangdejiuqinonglie,yankuanghenhong,tashizuile。wowozhutadeshou,dishenghuanta:「sangongzi……」tadingdingdiningshilewoliangjiu,neiyandiwangzhedeshuiwujiannong,tadeshengyinhense:「tashuodedui,wofeile,zhinengzainvrenshenshangsaye.....」tayibianshuo,yibiancongwoshenshangfanxiaqu。ta/tashisheini,rangsangongzizheiyanganranshenshang、jiejiuxiaochou,neigerenhenzhongyaoba。tadetuibujingyipengdaowodexigai,womeiyoufangbei,daoxiyikoulengqi。tayihuodiwangzhewo,jiuyaoquxiandixiadedaopao,woxianglanta,meilanzhu。tademeiyuyouduijishangyinyu:「zenmenongde?」sangongzizongshishuidehenchen,bingbuzhidaomengyinsibanyedefengxueyouduolinlie。sangongzibingbuguaxinnvshifu,youzenmehuiguanxinmengyinsidefengxuedabudani。woshanxiaodao:「buxiaoxinshuaide。」taxiachuangqufanxiangdaoju,fandehenfanzaodeyangzi,dongzuohenjizao,shengyinyehenfan:「shuailehenduoci?」「xuelutaihua……」woxiangyongdaopaozaiciyangaizhushangkou,wobuxiangrangsangongzijuedefan。tajiezhuwodedongzuo,zuoxialai,niezhewodejiaohuai,wangqianyishen,wodetuigezaitadedatuishang。「yanerdaoling。」taxunwo,yuqibushan。我低着头不说话。tadezhijianmoleyao,zhanleshanglai。「buhuidengfengxuetinglezaizouma?meirengannizou。」wotaiqiyanwangta,「sizhongjielv,budeyesuyuwai。」wodezaitianliangzhiqianganhuizijidexiangfang,caibuhuiyourenfaxianwodemimi。tajinglejing,rouzheyuqingchu,wenredezhifubayuxueqingqingtuikaiqu,dishengshuo:「nvshifufandejielv,haichazheiyitiaoma?」womolemo,chuimoudiantou:「sangongzishuodedui,huoxuwoyanerdaoling……」wokuaiyaohuiqule,huiquwodejiazu,huiqulvxingduanmumingaichengdandeyiwule。woyouhainenghunaoduojiuni。hainengyanerdaolingduojiuni。tahuranroulerouwodefa,「zenmele,bugaoxing?」wolianmou,qingqingyaotadexiujiao:「sangongzi,peiwochuquwanyitanghaoma?jiranyijingfanlejielv,yitiaoyeshifan,liangtiaoyeshifan,buru,duofanjitiao,caihuadelai。」duoliuyidianhuiyi,napashijiade、xuwangde,woyeganzhiruoyi。tazhigougoudingzhewonietaxiujiaodeshou。太冒犯了吗?womomobashoushouhuilai,tamaorandibawodeshoutiliuhuixiujiaoshang,meimuhuranruanhexialai,qingxiaodao:「duoyaojixia,duoqiujisheng,gongzijiudayingni。」womeikaiyanxiao,zhijianyounieshangtadexiujiao,xiaojindeshiwenaotubuping,mingmingshizhengningdemengshou,qiaozhequeyouxiequzhi,youxiewenrou。wocouzaitayanqian,yaotashoubei:「qiuqiusangongzi,daiwoquwanhaoma?」tadexiaorongjianjiankuoda,meijianneiwuchendetuanyunjianjiansanlequ,tafushangwodemei,dianlediantou,henkuaidao:「hao……gongzidainiquwan,xiangwanshenmeni,qima,shejian,dalie……」tadeshengyinzuichudaizhehuanyu,keshuozheshuozhe,buzhixiangdaoshenme,jianjianyoudixiaqu,andanxiaqu:「zheixie,youyoushenmeyisini?suanle,gongzidainiquchichihehe,maichouduanshoushi……」woyaoyaotou:「bu……sangongzi,woxiang,qima,shejian,dalie……」sangongzibuzhidao,tacemabenteng,wangongshediao,shachangdianbingdemoyangyouduomiren,tawangle,womeiwang。jindoudiyishaonianjiangjun,neiweiyiqifengfadeshaonianjiangjun……suoyourendouwangle,wobuhuiwang。taxuebaidelianshangluchuandandexiaoyi:「nvshifu,hesangongzibingjianerxing,bingbushiyijianhaoshi……」「sangongzi……wobuzheimerenwei,nenghesangongziyiqi,shiwoderongxing。」tawanglewoxujiu,mousejianshen,cubujifangdao:「想亲你。」他捧住我的脸。sangongzidewen,bianhuamoce。zheicineiyangqingrou,roudexiangchuxue,ruanruandifuguochunjiao、bijian、meixin、fashao。tazongshixihuanyongshouhuzhewodetou,huoxuxiangliwogengjinxie,huoxu,huibuhuishipawokedaochuangtouni。wotoutoudihuanxiang,sangongzibuhuizhidao,zheishishuyuwodehuiyi,suibianwozenmetianyoujiacu,meirenguandezhe,zizuoduoqingyeguanbuzhe……三zaikuangyecemachicheng,yuanlaishizheiyangdeziwei,liefenghuxiaozailianshang,yangguangzhaoshezaishenshang,ziyou,ziyi。sangongzicongshenhouhuanzhewo,jinguanshihandong,tadehuaibaozhireguntang。sangongzinandexinqingyuyue,taanjingdiyongxiahecengwodejingwo,qinnidiwenwo:「nvshifu,diyiciqimama?」马速渐渐放缓。wobalongzhedeyouxiewenredeshou,momofushangtachejiangsheng,dongdeyouxiefahongdeshoubei。「第一次。」「喜欢吗?」tabawodeshoulongdaozhangxinqu,yixiaxiacuorouzhe。「嗯。」「nei……gongzijiaoniqima,haoma?」woxuehuileqima,jiubunenghesangongzitongchengle。keshihenkuai,wojiuyaolikaisangongzile。「好。」没学成。lingyiquncemadenannvbenzhiwomenmianqian,lanzhuwomendequlu。三男一女。tamenburenshiwo,danworendezheijigenande,jindouchulemingdewanku。lingtoudexuefengbamaquding,wangzhewomen,jixiaodao:「zheiweinvshifu,niyaozhaonanren,hebizhaogefeiwu?」