时值隆冬，
zuoerjingdouxialebansudexue，mengyuntangliluolemandideshuang。
沈希瑶
shenxiyaozuozailangxia，taitouwangxiangbeiyuanqianggechudesisifangfangdetianqiong，zuijiaogouqiyimozichaodexiao;
chujiaqian，tashijiaoaoziyidezhongyihoudezhangzhu，
chujiahou，tayoushirenrenyanxiandezuoxiangfuzhumu，
keshiyishibian，cengjingyouduofengguang，rujinjiuyouduocandan。
sannianqian，tafuxiongbeiyuantanmoruyu，zhongyihoufuluodegechaojialiufangdexiachang，
jiuliantasansuidezhier，yesuiquanfuyitongliufanglingnan，yongshibudehuijing。
rujin，tayigezuichenzhinv，zhinenggouyancanchuanzaizuoxiangfuzheiyichupianpipojiudebieyuanzhong。
sizhoudeqingzhuanbiwashangmengleyicengboxue，lengfengchuiguo，guoxielexisuidebinglingxiangrenpulai，zhilengderenbiantishenghan。
xinghenaleyijianxuebaidehuqiuqingqingpizaixiyaodeshenshang，kanzhexiyaoshoudaozhiyoubazhangdadelian，xinzhongqingtanleyikouqi。
huran，xisusudeshengyincongqiangneibianchuanlai，zaiyipianjijingzhongxiandegewaiqingxi：
“zeze，yanqiaozhexiangyehemingzhugongzhuliangqingxiangyue，zanmenxiangfupashiyaoyinglaiyiweixinfurenle。”tingshengyin，sihushiyigezuisuidexiaoyahuan。
“xixi，yougongzhuzuowomendexinfuren，neiwomenzuoxiangfuzaijingchengdediweibugengshishuizhangchuangao？”lingyigejiaoqiaodeshengyinjiehuadao。
“neishibiran，gongzhushishenmeshenfen，nalishineiweizuichenzhinvkeyibijiande。
buguo……huayoushuohuilaile……zheiweifurenzhenshikelianyoukebei，niangjiafanleshibushuo，haibudexiangyedexihuan，zheiyihouriziyaozenmeguoya。”
tingdaozheihua，xiyaobilebiyan。
zheixiehua，zhongyihoufuchushizhihoutabuzhitinglefanji，jiuliantazuiqinjindezhenbianren，yebiandeyuefademosheng……
她哪里能不清楚，
zheihua，ruozhishilianggezuisuideyahuan，sixiashuoyejiubale，pahaimeidanzidalaladeshuodaotademianqian。
zheibeihou，bidingyourenzhishi。
yipangdexinghenalinengtingrenzheibandihuizijia**，taxintengdekanzhexiyao，gangxiangkaikouhechi，beixiyaoyigeyanshenzhizhi。
tayaotingxiaqu，kantamenmudejihe。
lianggebaguadeyahuansihuwusuogan，jianlideshengyinchuanqiangerlai，qingqingchuchudezhuangjinzheiyizhuyipuerzhong：
“yaowoshifuren，haishisilesuanle，jiuzheimegouhuozhe，shileguinvdezunyanbushuo，pingbaiailebushaorendeyan。”
“fanzhengzhongyihoufushangxiadousiguangle，yuqigouqietousheng，daoburuyiqiquleganjing！”
neiyahuanhuayinyiluo，xiyaodenaozhongfangfoyouwushudebianpaohongranzhakai，
tazhongyihoufushangxiabushidouliufanglingnanlema？zenmekenengjiushengxiatayiren？
是这丫鬟故意骗她？
haishifashengleshenmetabuzhidaodeshiqing？
wushufenluandeqingxuzaishenxiyaonaozhongjiaochengleyituanjingji，jianruidecilachuleyidaodaoximidexuehen。
neiyahuandeshengyinjianxingjianyuan，xiyaoqiangzizhending，xiangmingbaiqizhongguanjian，jixizhijianbiandadinglezhuyi。
“xinghe，nibangwochuangehuajijiangzhiyan，woyaojianta。”
jiangzhiyan，tadefuxu，yishidangchaozuoxiang。
dangniantashilihongzhuangjiayutaxinxinnianniandeshaonianlangweiqi，suiranjiangzhiyanlengxinlengqing，hunhoushenghuobingburuxiangxiangbanruyi，dantamanxinmanyanduita，liangrenzhijianyesuanshixiangjingrubin。
tapeizhetadenglinzuoxiangzhiwei，
peizhetaweilierenchenzhishou。
keta，quezaizhongyihoufuchushihoulengmodegaosuta：taaimonengzhu。
bingqie，zuoweibaohuzhongyihoufushangxiapingandaodalingnandejiaohuan，tayaoziqingqiujinyuzheimengyuntang。
ririfuriri，niannianfuniannian。
shenxiyaosisikezhizhezijideqingxu，youxieshiqing，tabixuzhaotaqinziyanzheng。
xinghezhanglezhangzui，quezaichujidaoshenxiyaoyanshenshijiangdaozuidehuayanlexiaqu：neizhongyanshen，tazhizai**shenshangjianguoliangci。
shangyici，haishizhongyihoufuchushideshihou……
入夜，
tianqiongrumo，xueyacanzhi。
shenxiyaokanzhexujiubujiandenanren，yandilengrubingshuang。
“shenshi，nilaijianwosuoweiheshi？”
nanrenmianrongyiruwangxibanjunmeiwuchou，shengyinyeruchujianshidichendongren。
zheizhanglian，zheishengyin，cengyidurangshenxiyaohunqianmengying。
ranercishi，taxinzhongzhiyuqiliang：
“jiangzhiyan，nishuoguo，kanzaifuqiduoniandeqingfenshang，zhiyaowoziqingqiujinyuzheimengyuntang，nibiandayinghuwojiarenanquandaodalingnan。”
shenxiyaoqinglinglingdeyanjingsisidingzhejiangzhiyan，bufangguotamianshangyisiyihaodeshenqing，yiziyidundao：
“jiangzhiyan，rujin，tamendouzainali？”
duishangshenxiyaodeyanjing，jiangzhiyanxinzhongyitiao，mianshangquesihaoweixian。
“wodayinglenisongtamendaolingnan，ziranbuhuishiyanerfei。”
jiangzhiyanzuishangsuiranzheiyangshuo，keshenxiyaofenmingkandao，nanrenmeiyanchuneiyidianyinhongdeleizhijixiweideshangtiaoleyixia。
bazaifuqi，shenxiyaozhidao，tadexin，bingbuxiangcikemianshangneibanpingjing。
xiangdaocichu，shenxiyaodeyikexinchenrugudi，duibaitianzaitayuanwaisuizuiyahuandeshenfenyeyouledi。
neilianggeyahuan，bushijiangzhiyanderen，
eryoushouduan、youdongjizheiyangzuode，zhiyoumingzhugongzhuyiren。
shitazheiweixiangfuqifu，dangledangchaogongzhudelu。
shenxiyaoyangtoukanzhemianqiandenanren，tamianchenrushui，zhuhuoyaoye，weitacangbaideliantianlejifenzuirendehong。
jiangzhiyankanzheshenxiyaodemeiyan，taturanxiangqiduonianqianliangrendechuyu：
tademianrong，rutongsanyuedetaohua，zhuozhuodeshengkaizaibobodechunri，wuxuduoyan，bianshizuimeidefengjing。
可如今，物是人非。
“jiangzhiyan，mingzhugongzhupairenjiangyiqiedougaosuwole。nizhidaode，jiusuannifouren，woyeyoubanfaqinziquzhaotayanzheng。”
shenxiyaohuayingangluo，haowuyiwaidejianjiangzhiyanbianlelianse。
tashizaizhata，yeshizaiweixie。
chenmopianke，nanrenyiranyoulejueduan：
“nibubiquzhaomingzhuyanzheng，wojiunenggaosunizhenxiang。”
nanrenzhoumeikanxiangta：“woxianzaijiukeyigaosuni，shenjiaquanzusizaileliufanglingnandelushang。zenmeyang，dedaodaan，nimanyile？”
有了猜测是一回事，
zhenzhengcongjiangzhiyankouzhongzhidaozhenxiang，youshilingyihuishi，
jiangzhiyandehuayichukou，shenxiyaoshunjianshoujiaobingleng，
mingmingwuzhonghaishengzhenuanlu，keshenxiyaojingjuedetaxiangzaibingshuilipaozheside，gufenglidoushisenlengdehanyi。
“shishei？shisheishalewoshenjiaquanzu？”
shenxiyaocongyafengzhongjichuzheijigezi，xinzhongyiranhendaolejizhi。
“woderenganqudeshihou，zhongjiuhaishimanleyibu。”jiangzhiyanjieshileyiju：“danneigerenshisheiwoxianzaihaibunenghenishuo，baoqian。”
“shenjiaxianzaijiuzhishengniyigerenle。”
nanrendeshengyinbudaisihaodewendu：“kanzaifuqibazaidefenshang，woquanniyiju，zhiyounihuozhe，nishenjiayimenzaitianzhilingcainenganxi。”
shuozhe，jiangzhiyanzhuanshen，jiuchaozhemenwaizouqu。
“安息？”
tingdaozheihua，shenxiyaodeyanzhongshanguoyishunjiandemimang，taxianzaibeikunzaizheimengyuntang，lianchourendoubuzhidaoshishei，ruhenengjijiarenbaochou。
ertadejiaren，kesiyixiang，yuanqunansu，youzenmenenggouanxi？
shishenmeyangdechouyuan，jingranrangtamenlianyigesansuidehaiziyebufangguo。
sixuyizhuan，shenxiyaozhizhidekanxiangzhengzhunbeichumendenanren，tashengyinyayi，ziziqixue：
“jiangzhiyan，niweishenmehaiyaoliuzhewodeming？woshouliyoushenmedongxishinixuyaode？wogennijiaohuanhaobuhao，zhiyaoninengbangwofuxiongbaochou。”
tingdaozheihua，zhengzhunbeichumendejiangzhiyanjiaobuyidun：“shenxiyao，woshibuhuibangnide，yaobaochou，zhinengkaoniziji。”
shuoba，tabuzailiulian，zhuanshenjiuchaozhemenwaizouqu。
门口，
jiangzhiyandexinfugaohezaoyidengzaileyuanmenwai，、
“zhuzi，gongneichuanlehua，shuoshiyoujinjigongwu，bixiajizhao。”
jiangzhiyandiantou，duizhegaohedingzhudao：“niyihuierjimengyuntangjiapairenshou，buzhunjiaowuguanrendengjiejinfuren，youqishimingzhugongzhuderen。”
“shi，xiangye。”jianjiangzhiyanliansebuhao，gaohexianglexiang，haishidazhedanzidao：“xiangye，ninweishenmebugaosufurenzhenxiang？huoxu，tahaihuixinlihaoshouyixie，ninyebubizheiyangxinku。”
wenyan，jiangzhiyanyigeyandaosaoxianggaohe，tabilebiyan，shengyinshiyizhibuzhudepibei：
“gaohe，ruoxiacizaiduozui，jiububisihouwole。”
jiuzaijiangzhiyanzouhoubujiu，
yixiangqinglengdemengyuntangturanranqidexiongxiongliehuo，chongtiandehuoguangyinghonglexiangfudebanbiantianmu。
huoshichengzhefeng，yueshaoyuewang，zhenggewuzidoulongzaileyipianhuohaizhizhong。
shenxiyaohuangmangdejiaozhexinghedemingzi，quejuewangdefaxian，xingheyijingdaozailelitabuyuandedifang。
shunjian，shenxiyaoxinzhongyichen，
tahaorongyimosuodaofangmen，quefaxian，menzaoyibeirenconglidaowaifansuoleqilai。
relangzhuoshaozheshenxiyaojiaonendepifu，fachupipipapadeshengxiang，jutongjian，taxinzhongdouchongmanlejuewang。
tahaixianghuozhe，haixiangweishenjiayimenzhengming，
keshirujin，tajiuyaozheimesizaizheilile？
shenxiyaofengkuangdepaidazhefangmen，renpingrelangzhuoshaozhetadejifuyehuangranweijue，
wushudehuomiaoxiangtafeipuerlai，jiyujiangtatunmie。
shenxiyaozhijuede，tadeyishizhujianmohu，
shensihuanghujian，tajingrankandaoleyigemoshengyoushuxideshenying。
neishenyingbuguyiqiedechongxiangta，zakaimen，ranhouhuzhetataolilehuochang。
“chulingqiu？zenmeshini？”
“xinghe，jiuxinghe……”
“xiyao，nizaijianchiyixia，nidebinvyijingyourenqujiule。”chulingqiumeiyanjiandoushijiaoji。
reqizhuoshaozhetadexiongfei，rangshenxiyaodehuayinyuelaiyuedi，
naohaixiangguoqianbaibianzhongdemengjingcishisihuchenglexianshi，
linsiqian，shenxiyaosihukandaolemuqinxiaozhexiangtashenshou，ranhou，xiangershibanneiyangwenhededuitashuo：
“瑶儿，别怕……”
“muqin，fuqin，xiongzhang……”shenxiyaoninan，jutongrangtadetounaozhujianmohu。
shenxiyaoxinzhongdehuangkonghebuganbeizheiyishengyaoerfuping，tafangfohuidaolezhongyihoufudeneiketingtingrugaidexiangzhangshuxia。
neiduanyujiarenhuanxiaodeshiguang，shitaxinzhongzuimeimiaodejiyi。
yidileishunzheyanjiaoliuchu，tazuijiaoqueqinzhexiao，kanxiangyipangdechulingqiudao：
“duoxienijiuwo，nideenqing，xiyaolaishibaoda。”
shuoba，tazaiyezhichengbuzhu，tuirandebishangleshuangyan。
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