第2章 怀孕

neiye,tengtongxibianwodequanshen,kewoxinliqueshihuanxide。woyiwanwanzhengzhengdeshuyugumoyin,tayeshuyuwo。

cihou,gumoyinbuzaiwangbieshulidainvrenhuilai,yexushiweilegujiwodeganshou,kewohaishixiudaotashenshangqitanvrendexiangshuiwei。

wohaipa,neizhongxiangshuiweicijizhewodeshenjing,woshichangshimian。

womeizaifengyuechangsuogenguonanren,kewozhidaozenmetaohaoyigenanren。henjiuyiqian,yesedeyiweijiejieshuo,xiayuyan,nizhishizhuanglaideqingchun。

yeseshenshen,wopazaigumoyinshenshang,yaozhetadejianbang,“guxiansheng,woxiangyaogehaizi。”

一个他和我的孩子。

wozhidaozaitayanli,woyexuhaisuanbushangyigezhenzhengdenvren,jinguan,tabuguobiwodalesisui,quelaochengdexiangwodefubei。

talaxiawo,xujiu,caiqingqingdedadao,“wobuxihuanxiaohai。”

wohenshiwang,mouzilideguangjianjiananlexiaqu,kewobazheiguzishiwangyinzangdehenhao。

sangeyuehou,wonazheshizhicongweishengjianlizouchulai,pingjingdao,“guxiansheng,wohuaiyunle。”

tazhengzhanzaijingziqiandalingdai,tingba,shoushangdongzuoyizhi,zhouqimeitou,“yanyan,biekaiwanxiao。”

tadangranyiweiwozaikaiwanxiao,tadeanquancuoshizuodehenhao,ketabuzhidao,wobaanquantyongzhenchuopole,wojiranxiangyaoyigehaizi,bianyaoyongjinbanfa。

“nizaianquantshangdongleshoujiao?”

tadeshourengjiuzhuazheweidawandelingdai,wozoushangqian,jianglingdaidahao,gaosuta,“wozhishixiangyaoyigehaizi。”

“yanyan,nitaifangsile!”tanule,zhuanshenjiangzhuozishangdeshizhirengjinlelajitong,shuaimenerchu。

我的清纯是假的。

他的温柔也是假的。

yiliansantian,tameiyouzaichuxian。

wozhaojiushangxue,shanggangqinke。gangqinkeshigumoyinweiwobaode。gangqinkelaoshizhangmushuowohentianfu,jianyiwoqukaobokeliyinlexueyuan。woxiangzheduzilidehaizi,yaoleyaotou。

wobunengdaoguowaiqushangxue,woyaoliuzaigumoyinshenbian,shengxiawohetadehaizi。tahuiquwo,yiqiedouhuihaode。

gumoyinbukenjiewodianhua,wobunengzaikudeng,wopatahaiyouqitanvren,zhihaoquzhaota。wojiuzaitagongsidetingchekuneidengzhe。

buzhidengleduojiu,tazhongyuchuxianzaiwodeshiyeli,danshizaitadeshenpangquewanzhelingyigenvren。zheicidenvrenbutongyuwang,zhangxiangwenhe,kanqilaihenshufu。

wodeyanjingqueshibushufude,yinweirongbudeshazi,wotiaoxindedingzheneinvren,zhiyan,“wohuailemoyindehaizi,wohuihetachenghun。niyihoubuyaochanzhewonanrenle。”