第四章
guxiaoxiaoxinglai，shizaiyiyuan，yishengmiansechenzhongdekanzheta，kailekou，
“gu**，wobuzhidaonizheiduanshijianfashengleshenme，danshiqingnihaohaobaozhongnideshenti......nideshijianbuduole”
guxiaoxiaoshensemamu，rujintayijingmeiyoushenmeqiushengdeyuwang，tazhixiangzaizuihoutimiandelikai，
tazhenglileyixianeixinfanyongdeqingxu，mianqianyangqiyigecangbaideweixiao，kanxiangyisheng，
“xiexieyishengdedingzhu，qingwenwohainenghuoduojiu？”
yishengtanlekouqi，chichudezhanglekou，
“nizuiduohainenghuobangeyue。”
bangeyue，goule，zugoutachanghaiguzhihejiyanlideyangyuzhien，ranhouwanchengzijidezuihouyigexinyuanle。
congneiyihou，guxiaoxiaogengjiachenmoguayan，zaochuwangui，bimianhesanrenjiandaomian。
zhidaotakaishipinfanouxue，shentirijianxuruo，tazhunbeizaiwanshangjiangfangjiandedongxiqingliganjing。
她不想死在顾家。
taxiangqubeiou，taxiangqudanmai，gebenhagenyouyigezhangdigongyuan，qiahaodaoleneiyinghuashengkaidejijie。
yiqianguzhihejiyanlicengdayingta，peitaququdanmaikanyinghua。
rujinzhiyoutayigeren，tayeyaohaohaodewanchengzijidezuihoudeyiyuan。
xiangdaozhei，takuxiaoyisheng，
kaishiqinglijiuwu，ruyankandaodebianshishuzhuocweidesangeniantuwawa。
shijiyanlisongtadeshengriliwu。
taheguzhigenguxiaoxiaoshuoguo：“woheguzhihuiyongyuanpeibanzainideshenbian。”
suoyibaifangdeweizhibianshi，guxiaoxiaozaizhongjian，qitaliangrenyizuoyiyou。
guxiaoxiaobuzhidaoyongyuanshiduojiu，tazhizhidaozijiyijingjieranyiren，
xianglexiang，bianbasangerenouyiqirengjinlelajitong。
xiayimiao，yidaodichendeshengyinchuanlai：“nizaiganshenme？”
guxiaoxiaotaitoukandaoguzhineizhangnubukeedelian，tabudong，nanrenzaishengshenmeqi。
pangbiandejiyanliwanyaojianqilelajitongliderenou，mianseyinchen：“haohaode，weishenmeyaobazheixiediule”
guxiaoxiaobingmeiyouhuida，tasikaoleyixia，yangqilegexiao，shenseshitamenkanbudongdefuza，
“youxiedongxi，yijingshiguoqule，tamendezhurendouyaobuzaile，yebuyaole。”
“zhurenbuzaile？nizaixiashuoshenme？”guzhiyuqiyoudiandichen，tabudongyixiangtinghuadenvhaizuijinzenmebiandeyouyuguayan，haoxiangpianduandiaodefengzheng，zaizhangxinyaoyaoyuzhui，
tahuitoukanxiangjiyanli，nanrendeshenseyeshizaisikaodemoran，
“meishenme，wozhunbeibangejia，baweizhitengchulai，rangjigupinger。”guxiaoxiaosuibianbianlegeliyou，quemeixiangdaoguzhiluchuhuangrandawudebiaoqing，
yipangdejiyanliyexiexialejincudemeitou，
“shizheiyang，queshi，pingerkandaolezheixiehuibukaixin，rengdiaoleyehao。”jiyanlidesixulimapaopian，yipangdeguzhiyezantongdediandiantou，zhangkailekou，
“nixiangtonglejiuhao，yihoudajiahaishiyijiaren。”
“shia。”guxiaoxiaodianlediantou，
yijiaren，zhiyounimensangeeryi。
guxiaoxiaobuxianggentamenzaizheijixujiuchan，zhixianglikai，keshitataiqidemanshizhenyandeshouqueyinqileguzhidezhuyi，
guzhiyibalazhunvhaideshou，shenseyoudianchayi，
“nizheishouzenmezheimeduozhenkong，zenmele？nishengbingle？”
quebuxiangnvhaiquezhiaodechouhuileshou，baxiuzigaidaoleshoubeishang，mianwubiaoqingdeyaoleyaotou，
“meiyou，qianduanshijiandagongtaileiledixuetang，quyiyuandiaolejipingputaotangbuchongyingyang”。
guzhitingwensonglekouqi，haishizhuangzuobuzenmeguanxindekouwenzhangkou，
“doushuoleburangnidagongle，nihaizheimelei，bazijileihuailewaimianyouyaoshuowomengujiakuidainile”
guxiaoxiaotingwenbuzaiyidechelechezuijiao，
shia，doushiweilegujia，tadeshengsibuzhongyao，gujiademingshengbuyaobeibaihuaicaishidiyiwei。
tawusuoweidedianlediantou，zhuanshenbeiguoletamen，tuoqiganggangrengdiaorenoudeneiyidabaolaji，xianglikai，quebuxiangshoulidelajidaibeijiyanlichenmodeyibanaqi，
“我来帮你扔吧。”
guxiaoxiaozhenglengdekanzhejiyanlibangzijinalajideshenying，tayouduojiumeikandaonanrenbangzijile，yizhiyuganggangdouchanshenglehuanjue，haiyiweihuidaolegupingermeihuilaideshihou。
tashenseqingdanleyaoleyaotou，yaozoulezijidehuanxiang，yibaqiangguonanrenshoulidelajidai，qingshengshuo，
“meishi，wozijiyekeyi，niqupeigupingerba”
shuowan，goulouzhebeiyingquequeguaiguaidexiaoshizailianggerendeshiyeli。
jiyanlikanzhenvhaideshenying，youxiezhengleng，zheimexietianbujian，tahaoxiangshoulebushao，shangcijianta，tadeshouwanhaimeiyouzheimexi。
takanxiangshenbiandenanren，luchuleyihuodeshenqing。
guzhiyekanzhenvhaideshenying，youxiemimang，haoxiang，youxieshiqing，chaozhetamenbukekongdefangxiangjianjianjianxingjianyuan。