第3章
ximutouyunmuxuan，xiangshuaikaita，quemeiliqi。
“bujiushiqianme？wojini。”
taxiayishixiangmoqianbao，caixiangqizijidesuishenwupindouzaijiudianli。
neizhangbenjiudongjiangledeliangengxianjiangying，ximuyaoleyaoyahaixiangshuohua，zhouqinxuequemeilenaixin，shenziyiaibaozhutadeyao，barenkangleqilai。
“laoshigengunainaizoubani，zaimojizhenzouni。”
ximuhaimeihuiguoshen，renyijingpazaileneishaoxianshouruodejianbangshang。
“wei，niganshenme？！”
tashensejingnu，yuanbenyijingbaidefaqingdeliandouyingshijichuleyisixuese：“fangkaiwo！”
zheinvrenjianzhiyemanguaili！nayounvhaizizhijiebadananrenwangshenshangkangde！
“bufang，haidenanihuanqian。”
zhouqinxuexixueyixiao，qianzhegoukangzhenanrenwangshanxiazou。
“我自己走！”
ximushizaiwufajieshoubeiyigenvhaizikangxiashandequru，zhengzhazhepaxialai。
“这才对了么。”
zhouqinxuexilekouyang，yankanfengxueyuelaiyueda，nachudengshanshengjiangliangrenshouwanchanzaiyiqi：“genjinwo，biediule！”
ximumeibanfa，shenshangyemeiliqi，zhinengbeitatuozheyibuyiquwangshanxiazou。
他的确是不想活了。
bangeyueqian，tajiuzhideyiyuanyouyiminghuanzheweiguidaizhejinshuruiqijinlehecigongzhenyi，dangshitaqiahaozailimian，weilebaohuhuanzhe，beiruiqishengshenggeduanyoushouwanbujijian。
tashisansuichuguo，shiliusuijiubeihafoyixueyuanpogeluqu，shiguoneizuichusedewaikeshoushuyisheng。
keyinweizheichangshigu，tadeyoushoujiuzheiyangfeile，napajingguofujian，yezaimeikenengnaqishoushudao。
活着还有意义么？
kanjianneixierenlianmindemuguang，haiyouzheizhiliankuaizidouwobuzhudeshou，tazhijuedezijishigechetoucheweidefeiwu，jiugaisilesuanle！
pianyudaozheigeduoguanxianshideyatou......
tabilebiyan，beituozhediediezhuangzhuangwangqianzou，shentizhujiandongdemeilezhijue，yishiyehundun。
ximushiyisheng，xinzhidumingzheishiqueyangheshiwenchanshengdegaoyuanfanying。
dantayiyubufa，jixiegenzhezhouqinxuezou。
zhouqinxuequechajuedaobudui，zhuantoupailepaitadelian：“wei！nihaixingma！”
kanjianximutongkongsihudouyoudianhuansan，tadajingshise：“niqueyangle？！yabaleshibabuhuizhisheng！”
tazhaixiasuoshengbuduodeyangqiguanbangzaitatoushang，yiyaoya，zhijiebaximubeileqilai。
ximuyijingmeilezhengzhadeliqi，zhishihanhukaikou：“nixiashanba，yangqi......douyaojiandile，tuozheniyedesi。”
“weilejiuwo，buzhi。”
zhouqinxueyaoya：“yaobushizheixuetaidawozhenchouni！zijidemingbeinikandeneimelianjia？shenjingbingbani？tiantaxialaineiyemeihuozhezhongyao！”
“zuibishang！shaoshuohua！jiuzheimedianyangqibiehuohuole！”
ximuyoudigulejushenme，danfengtaida，zhouqinxuetingbuqingle。
她现在也没工夫听。
xuedadaogesangdoufachulebuandewuyan，sizhoudeshanbizaizhandou，kongpaguobuleduojiujiuyaoxuebengle！
keshitahaoxiangyekuaichengbuzhule。
yangqicunliangbuduo，tahaiyaokangzhezheimegedananren......nalichengdezhu？
ketabunengsizaizheia，abaamazhidaolegaiduonanshou？
zhouqinxueyaoyaqiangchengzhewangxiazou，yanqianquezhenzhenfahei。
zhongyu，tachedimeileliqi，putongyishengdaozaixuezhong。