youqianlidehoubeibianchenglebaba，yizhinengbangmangtaofengdeyubeidimabeiqiangxingkaiqiaoliufang…
woyouxiexiangbutongzheilaiyou。
nei…laozuweishenmefangwoquweiningshini，liuxiajixubangzhutadehoudaitaofengbuhaoma？
xianzaixiangxiangxinliyouxiehoupa，houbeiqileyicengbaimaohan。
huangpizijieruchou，yazibibao，zheicihaijingdonglelaozu。
ruguobushiwoshenshangbeiletaiduohuangpizideende，gujizheicibusiyeyaotuocengpi。
xiangbutongdeshierzanshijiubuxiangle，ruguoyoujieshu，zaowandoudelai。
suijixiangdaomashangyaoyouzijidetangkouxinliyouyoudianxingfen，congxiaowojiutingnainaijiangdimahexianjiadegushi…
suoyiyizhixiangzhidaohewoyouyuanfenxianjiadoushishei，douzhangshenmeyangzi。
linglitangkoudechengxuhenfanza，yebuzhidaozheiyiliangtiannengbunengbanwan，suiranwoshicongxiaozainainaizheilizhangdade，kehaizhenshimeijianguojigezhengjinglitangkoude。
bijingnenghuodexianjiarenke，siliangbazhunengcoudeqiquandebingbuduo。
gubudeganggangdehaipa，wopobujidaidedakailezijidisangejinnang。
“tangkoubuji，liangnianhouguilaiziranyounidetangkou。”
nainaizuozaineilibantianmeishuohua，zhishitanqi。
nainaidetanxishengrangwoyouxiehuangluan，congjishiqinainaijiushicongrongdehuashen，congmeijianguotahuangguoshen，rujinzheijishengtanxizhongzhongdezazailewodeshenshang。
“nainai，youshashierma？youshashiernigenwoshuo，nibieguangtanqia…guaiherende。”
“zitonga，wobenlaixiangzhejiganjinliketangkou，zheiyangnidaixianchuqunenganquanxie，kanlailaozuzongyouanpai，wochabuleshou…xingba，niquxizaoba，nainaijinizuodianniaichide，chumenzaiwainanengchideneimehexinni。”
kannainaigoulouzheyaowangwaizou，woxinlishizaiyouxienanshou，tinghuahuifangjianxilegezaoyihou，xinqingcaipingfuleyixie。
wokanzhezhuozishangdexiaoheiqiuyoudiantaohaodeshuodao：
“xianjiamoshengqile，yihouwohuixiangbanfabuchangnide。”
xiaoheiqiuzaizhuozishang，yumendeyaohuangzheshentishuodao：
“nikanwozheimegeyangzi，suiranfalidouhaizai，shenzhihaiyouxietupo，kezheiyangzi…niyaoshibawochuaizaikoudaili，wodoupadiaole。guguconglaibuyongbentichuxianzairenqian，weishenmewoxianzaibixushitizaizheier，eiya…lanshou，xianggu。”
tingdaolaogengdeshihou，wolengshibiezhumeixiaochusheng，ranhoupaodaoshoushihelinaleyitiaoxianglian。
gaozhongshihouzaolian，jiuheqiannanyouyirenmaileyitiao。
shiyigexiaopingzi，limianzhuangdedoushihongdou。
houlairangnainaizhidaole，shuoneigenanrenshigehuaxinluobu。
dangtianwanshangqiannanyoujiuzuoleemeng，beijigehuangxianhepoledanzi。
最后不了了之了。
neipingzilidehongdoudaolechuqu，youcongchoutilizhaodaoyikuaizhanxindenirongsihongbu，jianxiayixiaokuaifangzailepingzidibu。
“nijindaozheilimianba，wobanidaizaixiongqian，zheiyangjiubuhuidiule，niyebiezheji，ruguoyoujiejuebanfa，wojiushipinlemingyederangnibianhuiyuanyang。”
huangdagukanxiaoxianglianhaisuanshipiaoliang，youyouhongbudiandi，likezuanlejinqu。
zuoyoufantengleyihuiyihou，biansuanshizanshiruzhuzaiqizhongle。
“qishilaoziyerenming，benlaisantainainaishuoguo，dengnihuilaideshihoulaozizaiquwen，zheiyangbijiaowentuo，shiwozijixinjipaoguolaiwen，yaoburandengnishujiahuilai…kendingbuhuichuwenti，niyebiexianjiaxianjiadejiaowo，jiaodagujiuxing，zanliangdebeifenqishichabuduo。”
hexiaoheiqiuliaoleliangju，wobianyanpikaishidajia，mimihuhushuileguoqu。
zaixinglaiyijingshidiertianzaoshangle，jiandanshoushileyixiazijidexingli，yilaidaoketingjiukanjiannainaiyijingbafancaidouzuohaole。
“zitongkuailai，zuoernainaibacaidoubeihaole，yijinlaikannishuidetaishujiumeijiaoni，chibaolefanjiuchufaba。”
wozuozaizhuoqiankanzhezijixihuanchideliurouduanheruanzhaliji，yankuangyixiahongleqilai，zicongshangledaxue，jiuzhiyouzaifanghanshujiadeshihoucainenghuidaocunzishang…
zheiciyixiazijiuyaolikaijialiangnian…
还不让联系…
xuhanwennuandehuadaolezuibianyebuzhidaoyaozenmeshuo…
nainaizheigeshihoucongkoudailinaleyizhangyinxingkashuodao：
“zheigejini，limianyou2wankuaiqian，shinainaizheixieniandejixu，ni…”
“bu，wobuna。nainai，wopingshiyeyou**，shouliyougejiqiankuaigouyongle，ninzheixienianyemeizanxiashenmeqian，zheiqianninliuzhe！”
nainaishishilibaxiangyoumingdechumaxianbujia，danshishuojixuyezhendebuduo。
heneixiepianrenliancaidechumaxianbutong，zhengtongdedimaqishidouzhengbuleshenmeqian。
youshihourenjialaikanbing，zhenshiqiongkurenjia，napanaliangsanjinjidan，nainaijiudoujikanle。
fengnianguojiechuyishiwuhaiyaojixianjiagongfeng…
zaijiashangyanglewozheimegesijiaotunjinshouzheimeduonian，hainengyouduoshaoqian？
chibaohezuyihou，wobeizheshubaozhunbeilikaijia，haimeidengwotachujiamen，nainaiyounaleyigexiaobaoguojiwoshuodao：
“limiandedongxiwobenlaixiangdengnizhengshichumaliketangkouyihouzaisongni，kexianzaidexingshiyijingdengbudeneigeshihoule。”
woyimobianzhidaolimianshishenmele，meigedimadouhuiyoushuyuzijidefaqi，huoshikunxiansheng，youhuoshidashenbian。
nainaishiwentang，suoyiyongdeshikunxiansheng。
kunxianshengdeyongchuyouhenduo，birueguifushen，yongkunxianshengyibang，wuluneguiruhelihaidouwufazhengtuo。ranhoubiankezaixingquchuzhifa。
suanshiyizhonghenqiangdefuzhushenqi。
congxiaonainaiguanwojiuhenyan，xiangshiwentanghenduoshihoudimadoumeishenmezhengongfude，keshinainaiquecongxiaojiurangwoxuefangshendegongfu，tazheifangmianyouxian，jiuzhaoleyigeyunyoudeyedaoshi。
tongshihaijiaolewoxuduonengyongdeshangdechangshi。
shangdaxuezhiqianwojibenshangmeitianlingchensandianjiuyaoqichuanglianjian，ranhoucaiqushangxue，shuolaiyeqiguai，chulezuikaishidebannianwoyoudianerleiyiwai，zhihouzheimezhetenglejinian，womeitiandoubujuedelei，fanerjingshendousou。
naodaiguadoulingguanglebushao。
ruguobushineijinianbashentizhetengtoule，jiupingcunzilijiaoxuezhiliang，xiangkaoshangdaxuejihushibukenengde。
“limianshikunxiansheng，wohaijinizhunbeileyixiechide，nilushangchi。nixianzaimeiyoutangkou，yemeiyouhutidexianjia，zheitiaoluhuihenjianxin，buguonainaixiangxinni，nainaidedabaoshizuilihaide。”
congxiaojiutingnainaizheimekuawo，yixiangdaoyaolikailiangnian，xinliyouxiebushe，zuihouyongbaoleyixianainai，wozhuanshenlikailejia。
qiongxiangpirangjiaotongbubianli，hualehenzhangshijianwocaihuidaoxuexiao，huidaosushe，kandajiadoubuzai，zhijienaleyixiehuanxiyifu，qujiaowuchubanlidexiuxue，ranhouzhibenhuochezhan，cikedewoyijingbunenghuitou。
mojishanqingdeqiaoduanmeibiyaoshangyan。
nengzaizhongfengjiushiyuanfen，jianbudaojiushimeiyouyuanfen，jianshangyimianwoyebunengbazhenxiangshuochulai，meiyouyiyi。
yuekuailikaizheili，yuekuaiganwangweiningshi，woyueanquan。
quweiningshidehuochede15gexiaoshi，youmeiyoufeiji…
shechileyiba，womaileyizhangruanwopiao。
tangzaishangpujiuzaixiangyihoudeluyaozenmezou。
yige19suideguniangqudaowaidi，meiyouwenping，nianjihaixiao…
“不然要饭去吧…”