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jiqinghuanjingrantiwodangzhuleneipenliangshui！
wodenaozimuleyipian，yishixinlizhenjing，yishiyouxiangshibushihuanjue，niantoufenza。
banshang，wohuranfanyingguolai:“nizenmeyang？shangkoushibushiyoubengkaile？”
zheijitianzhaoguzheirenzheimejiu，wozaojiuduijiqinghuanshenshangdeshangshuxile，houniangconglaidouzhipolengshui，haihuijiazhebingcha，zheimejinjuliposaxialai，shangkouyidingbengbuzhu！
“buxing，womenkuaiqukandafu！”
jiqinghuanfangcaimanleyibu，jiuyankanzhesongfushangxiaqifuren，zheihuierxinhaizaipengpengtiao，hunshenxueyesuliu，genbenganjuebudaolengheteng。
tahuanlehuan，caidao:“meishi。”
womolemotadeetou:“haishuomeishi，doushaoqilaile！”
woganjinbarenfushangmache:“nitiwodangshenme，wobeipoguanlede，qiantian......”
“qiantian？”wodeshoubeireyitengtengdedashouwozhe，sihunengganshoudaotashouruodeshougu，lidaoquemeiyousongxie，“beipoguanle？”
wozijueshuoloulezui，buhangshengle。
wochuizhetoujijiqinghuancashishuizi，bingmeiyoukanjiannanrendelianseyouyishunjianyinchen。
wotaitoushi，tarengjiushiyifubingruozhitai。
“duibuqi。”wokanzhejiqinghuan，qingshengdao。
taqishishiwuwangzhizai，bushihouniangweilesuanjiwo，tagenbenbuhuimanshenshishang。
taqulewo，quebingmeiyouduiwohengmeilengmu，gangcaihaitiwodangshui......
tashigehaoren，woquebunengzaitaobiyinggaishuyuwodezeren。
wobawodechujing，tabeidadeyuanyoudouyujiqinghuanshuoqingchu。
“ruguonixiangbaofuwo，zhiyaojiwoyizhixiushu，woderizijiuhuiguodejiannan。”
或许就这样死去。
wosile，tamenjiahewomenjiajiuzaiyemeiyoulianxi，taanxinyanghaobing，haikeyizhongxinquqi。
wodejiazhuangbenjiushijitazhibingdepeichang，tabuqianwoshenme。
jiqinghuantingwanwodehua，banshangmeiyouhangsheng。
woxinzhongweiyiyidiantahuifangguowodejiaoxingjianjianxiaosan，liansecangbaidao:“neixiushu......”
“nishuonihouniangxiangkannidieruhuokeng，zheibeizidougenzhewoguokurizi？”jiqinghuanwen。
wolengleleng，wanwanmeixiangdaotagengguanzhuzheige。
“wobushi......”bushizhenxinbiandiniyihoumeichuxi！
wodebianjiehaimeichukou，jiubeinanrenanxiahuatou。
zhangxiangjiweijunmei，fengyarugu，rutongguigongziyibandenanrenmeiyandaixiao，duizhewoqingqingyaotou。
tashuo:“xianbiejizheren，zheibushinidecuo。”
“nixinbuxin？tamenyidinghuihouhui。”
tashuodeduding，yishuangyanmouyiyishenghui，xiangshitianguangxiadecanyang。
我恍惚了一瞬。
rangtamenhouhuia，huishixianma？
我从不奢望。
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jiqinghuanyishendeshangmeichudawenti，dafujizhenguozhihou，zhidingzhuxiahuizhuyidian。
wozongsuannenghepopojiaodai。
zhiyujiqinghuanfanghuayaoranghouniangtamenhouhui......yanxiazhiyiyingdangshiyaocanjiajinniandexiangshile。
dongshishizuinanaode，jiqinghuanshentiyoushangle，wobenlaibuzantongtazheiyangpinde。
keshicuoguolejinnianyoudezaidengsannian，jiashangwoshenfenganga，quanzugujitayebuhuiting。
poponeibianyebingbuganshe，helaojiemeiyiqiyidaijiushishutian，changnianbuzaijiali。
wozhinengyibiandanxinyibianjitazhunbeizhouquan。
zhihouchuhuyiliao，jiqinghuandexiangshikaodeshifenshunli，tazenmebingbingwaiwaijinqujiuzenmebingbingwaiwaichulai，renkanzhebingwutaidaqubie。
也顺利中了举人。
xiangshizhihoudejingchenghuikao，yehenkuailailinle。
zhaojiushijiutian，zhiyuchengji......
kanzheneizhanghaokandelianshangmeishenmetuisangzhise，woshaoweifanglexin。
总归不会太差。
dengdaozhendezhonglejinshi，chengweichaoguan，houniangzhidaoleyidinghuiqidaoshaochiyiwanfan！
“furen，zhangshangmeiyinqianle。”
jijiaxianjinweiyidepurenzhaodaowo，yiliannanse。
我怔了怔。
meiyouyinqianle，kejiqinghuandebinghaimeihaoni！zhiqianweilegankao，benlaitajiumeizenmeyanghaoshenti，bunengduanyaode！
buxing，wodexiangbanfachouyinzi！
wodemuguangsichuzhuandong，zuizhongtingzailejintiansongfuxinsonglaidetiezishang。