第三章 悲哀

suchengxihuanguoyanzhengze,danshiyezhishixihuanguoeryi。rensheidoubukenengzaihezuihoubeinongshanglechuanghainengzaixinpingqihedeheneirenxiangchu,erqieneirenxianzaihaixianzhiletaderenshenziyou。

suchengqushufangluganyin,taxianzaidezhuangtaibingbushihelu,danshitazhendebuxiangzaiduokanyanzhengzeyiyan。

kailemaidiaoshihao,suchengbiannalejubenlu,danshizhengzhengbangexiaoshitadoumeiyoujinruzhuangtai,yijuhuadoubuzaiqingxushang,zuihousangzihaiyouxieyale。

suchengchenmole,taguanleshebeizibaoziqisidetangzaidishang,taiqigebozhezailelianshang。

yanzhongshiyipianqihei,jiurutongtaxianzaiheweilaideshenghuoyiyang。

yanzhengzezaiwoshilikanwenjian,tazaijiaxiguanzuorenheshideshihoudouyaosuchengzaishenbian,zhiyoutahuozhesuchengluganyindeshihouchuwai,yincizheishihoutayebuqudaraosucheng。

suchengdeshoujihaizaiwoshi,yanzhengzeyuguangsaoguo,jiukanjianleyitongdianhua——suchengzongshixihuanjiangshoujijingyinhuozhezhendong。

laidianmeiyoubeizhu,yanzhengzebuzaiyi,tazhijiebadianhuaguaduanle,ranhouraoyouxingzhidedakailesuchengshoujilidebeiwanglu。

suchengxiguanbayixielingganhuoshishenghuozhongdequshixiezaibeiwangluli,mingmingshimeiyoujingguoxiugaizhuangshidepingdanyuju,bingmeiyoushenmehualidecizao,gengtanbushangxiyinren,danshiyanzhengzejiushixihuankan,tajuedezheiyangtanengduolejieyixiesuchengdeshenghuo。

shile,suiranyanzhengzebasuchengkunzaileshenbian,danshisuchengdeshijierengjiuduitashidamenjinbi。yanzhengzezhinengwuchide、gouqiedequtoukan。

zaizheichangailianli,yanzhengzezhenshiqiangshiyoubeiwei。

“yanzhengze。”suchengyazhesangzituikaiwoshidemen,tadeyanquanyouxiehong,“wobuxianglule。”

yanzhengzenazhesuchengdeshouji,sihaoyanshidexinsidoumeiyou,fanzhengyebushiyiciliangcile,xianqiansuchenghaihuijishoujishezhimima,danfaxianmeiyouyonghouyejiusuiyanzhengzequle。

“zenmele。”yanzhengzewen,“zheibenzitinghaode,haishinixiede,zenmeshuobulujiubulule。”

suchengkanzheta,yiziyiju,“wobenlaijiubuxianglu,shiniyixiangqingyuan。”

yanzhengzedididexiaoleqilai,tadeshengyinyebulai,zheimeyixiaopoyouyunwei。

“bienaopiqi。”tashuo,“zhaobudaoganjuejiuxianxiexie,nishentihaimeihao。”

suchengrenbulele,tataishoubashoulidejubenshuaizailedishang,hongzheyanjingdishenghouzhe,“yanzhengze,nitamaguofenle!”

yanzhengzebuyiweiyi,takanzhezhalemaodesucheng,fangxialeshoulidewenjianheshouji,mantiaosiliqueyoubushirouhedeshuo,“acheng,bienao。”

jinjinsigezi,jiurangsuchengganjuedaolewuli。queshi,tafankangbuleyanzhengze,tayemeiyouzibenqufankangyanzhengze。yanzhengzezhiyaodongdongshouzhi,jiunengrangtasuchengshengburusi。

zheiyidiansuchengzaojiuzhidaole。

zuizhong,suchengzhinengwanxiayao,yuanfengbudongdejianqilejuben,huileshufang。

yanzhengzehenmanyisuchengdeguaishun。

suchengtanzuozaishufangdezhuanyishang,tawuxinquluganyin,yebuxiangkanjuben。

tamannaozidouzaixiang,zheiyangderizishenmeshihoucaishigetou。

cengjingxihuanzuodeshi,xianzaisuchengzhixiangtaoli。cengjingxihuanguoderen,xianzaisuchengbiyoubuji。

congchuzhongdaodaxue,suoyouxinniandebengtajinjinyongleyigewanshang。

suchengxianruleyigemingjiaoyanzhengzedediyu,tazhengzhazhexiangyaopachulai,danshishenyuanquesisideyaozhuleta。

suchengmoleyibalian,yongshufangdediannaodengluleqq,zaiqinglengdequnliebiaozhongdiankaileyigepingbilejiangjinyiniandequn,meiyouyouyudedaxialeyixingzi。

【sucheng:woyaotuiquanle。】