wogefuqingyi，shipianchagebiantaikongzhipianzhidelianmeikuangmo。congshisisuijinrufujia，tajiukongzhizhewodeyiqie。
weileliuzaifujia，woxiangfangshefaditaohaota。zaiyiciyiwaizhong，wofaxianletademimi。
taxiangbawofukechengtasiqudeqinmei，weilefankangwobuxihualanzijidelian。
taquenawoqinshengfumudeguhuiweixiewo.....1beifujiashouyangdedisantian，
wodiyicijiandaowode「gege」fuqingyi。wochuanzhefumuweiwozhunbeideyifu。gangdaoloutideguaijiao，
beihouyidaochongmanliqidemuguangsisidingzhewo。「sheiyunxunichuanzheijianyifu？niyoushenmezigechuanzheijianyifu！」
tadenuhoushengrangwodanaoyipiankongbai，tuixiangguanleqiansidechuzaiyuandi。wozhuanshenyingshangtademuguang，
simuxiangshineiyike，tashenqingyizhi。gangxiangkaikou，tayijingshangqianbawotuidaozaidi，sichezhewodeyifu。
koulihaizhongfuzhe「bukeneng，bukeneng。」wozhengzhazhejianjiaochusheng，judadeshengxiangjingdonglebieshulidesuoyouren。
buzhiguoleduojiushenshangdemoguicaibeilazou，wozhanweiweidisuozaijiaoluodaqidoubuganchu。zhidaofumuqingshenganwei，
wojinbengdeshenjingcaiyousuofangsong。tawunaiyouxintengdibaozhewoshuo：「xiaoyu，nibieguaigege。
ta....yeyoukuzhong。」baohuyishirangwobennengdilifuqingyiyuanyuande，buchuxianzaitashixianzhong。
bujiufujiazaiguowaidegongsichulewenti，fubafumuyuanfuguowai，liuxiafuqingyihewozaijia。
tamenlikaidediyitianwodeemengyekaishile。2takongzhiwodezhezhuang，yinshi，
shenzhilianwodezilaijuantoufayedelazhi。tazhiyunxuwochuanbaisedeyifu，
wodeyijulizaiyemeiyouqitayansedeyiwu。tabuxihuanlajiao，kanjianwozaimianlifangleliangshaolajiaojiang。
tamengdiyipaizhuo，fenfuyongrenyongkuaizitongwohoulong，wotudaozuihouzhishengkudanshuitahaibumanyi，
baworengdaoyiyuanxiwei。baomujianwokeliantoutoujiwosongfan，beifuqingyifaxianhou，
haobuliuqingdicituilezheiweizaifujiagongzuoshiniandebaomu。congzheitianqi，
bieshuliderenweilezibaodouyouyiwuyishuyuanwo。weileliuzaifujia，wojinliangtaohaota。taxihuanguzheng，
wofeijinquanlitongguokaojimanxinhuanxidibazhengshudijita。taquedafaleitingbazhengshusichengsuipianshuo：「feiwu，
shijidoukaobushang。niyepeidangfujiaren？」wokanzhejianqijiaoxiadesuipian，momozangqixueroumohudeshizhi。
zhidaoyouyiciyinweilianxibaleiworendaibeilashang，fuqingyiyilianyanedimawofeiwu，meiyongdedongxi。wokule，
xinliheshenglideshuangzhongzhemo，poshiwozaitamianqiandiyiciliulei。「duibuqi....woyihouhuizhuyide。」
kuqiangshengdaduanletadebaonu，tazhenglenglejimiaodunxiashendaliangwo。lianshangchuanlaiyisiliangyi，
fuqingyijuranzaicashiwodeleishui。tapengzhewodelian，xiangkanyijianzhenbao。haimeidengwofanyingguolai，
yijingluoruleyigewennuandehuaibao。「shigegedecuo，gegemeiyoubaohuhaoni。niyuanlianggegehaomaxiaoyu？」
congzheitiankaishi，tabuzaiyongyanedeyanshenkanwo，yebuhuichuchujiwonankan，
shenzhipotianhuangdibingxianglichuxianlelajiaojiang。woyiweifuqingyijieshoulewo，
meixiangdaotazhishizaitouguowokanlingyigeren....3tashengrineitian，woqilegedazao，
zhunbeiqinshouweitaguoshengri。congfancaidaodangaodoushiwoyishoucaoban，jiudengzhefuqingyihuijia。menbashouzhuandong，
woduanzheshengridangaozaimenkouyingjieta。「gege，shengrikuaile。」dengdaodequeshitabinglengdezhiwen。
「sheiyunxunizuode。」lengruobingshuangdelianyazhenuyichenshengdao：「sheijinidedanzi，ganzaijintianqingzhu！？」
turuerlaidebiangurangwoshishen，shoushangjuzhededangaoxiangyikuaitangshoushanyu。
「wozuotiantingmashuojintianshi...nideshengri，woxiangji...」huayinweiluo，dangaobeidafanzaidi。
haimeidengwofanyingguolai，tadeshouyijingqiazaiwobojing。「sheitamayunxunizizuozhuzhang，
wangguanjiameigaosunijintianbuyaochuxianzaiwoyanqian？」tashouzhangdeliqixiangbawodeboziqiaduan，
wozhengzhazhejieshi：「wo...zhishixiangjini...guoshengri...」fuqingyikanxiangcanzhuoshangdejiayao，
yandizangbuzhuliqi。「xihuanchidangaoshiba？lai，wojintianjiurangnichidaotu。」
fuqingyizhuaqidishangdenaiyouwangwozuilisai，tiannidenaiyouduzaisangziyan，yanbuxiajiaobuchu。
zhongyuzaiwoyanqiankuaiheideshihoutashuaikailewo。「xiangliuzaifujia，jiudangzhitinghuadegou。
nizaiganhuzuofeiweiwojiurangnidebozishangduoyitiaogoulianzi。」wotanzuozaidishangjuliekesou，
shenhouchuanlaiciqideposuisheng。guntangdeyangshengtangsazaishenshang，queganjuebudaotengtong。congzheitianqi，
wohefuqingyideguanxizhonghuibingdian。bozishangdehongyintaishen，weilezhedang，diertianquxuexiaoshiwodaishanglesijin。
「ai，funianyu，nidesijinzhenhaokan。jiwoshishi。」wohaimeilaidejijujue，
tongzhuoqinyayijingshenshouchediaolewodesijin。「tianna...nidebozi，nibeijiabaolema？」
tadejiaoshengyinlailequanbantongxuedemuguang，wolianmangyongshouwuzhuneiqurudeshanghen。
wokanzhetongxuedemuguangzhongyoutongqing，youbujie，yeyouchaofeng。dengdaofangxuejiaoshikongwuyiren，
wocaiganmomoshoushibeibaozouchujiaoshi。gangdaoxiaomenkoujiutingjianshenhouchuanlaijiaosheng。「fuxiaoyu。」wozhuantouyikan，
shiwodehouzhuoyuli。taxiaopaozhelaidaowomianqian。「jini，zheishiwomashangcicongguowaidaihuilaideyaogao，
ninaqushishi。」wozhenglengzhu，wohetacongkaixuedaoxianzaibingmeiyoushenmejiaoji。
tadehaoyiwobuzhidaogaibugaijieshou，「shalea？naquyong，woyoubuxiaohuani。
tongxuezhijianbenlaijiugaihuxiangbangzhu。」shuozhetajiubayaogaosaidaowoshouli。wokanzhelvsedebaozhuanghe，
neixinyinuan，taitouduitashuoleshengxiexie。cikedewomeixiangdao，
lubiantingzhedeneiliangheisechelifuqingyizhengmuduzheiyiqie。「fuzong，xuyaowoxiachequjiefu**ma？」
fuqingyilianseyinchenkebu，dakaichechuangbashoulijihurousuideyaogaorengchuchewai......4huidaofujia，
kaimenneiyike，fuqingyiliansetieqingdizuozaiketingshafa。weilebuzhaoreta，wojiaoleshenggejiuchaoloushangzouqu，
gangshangtaijieshenhoujiuchuanlailetabinglengdeshengyin。「nijintianqunale。」wowenshengtingzhu，
jixiedihuidatajintianjidianqudexuexiao，jidianhuidejia。「sahuang。」tadabushangqianqiangguowodebeibao，
baolidedongxixishudiaoluo，neizhilvsedeyaogaojingjingditangzaishubenshang。「zheishishenme？sheijinide？」
「tongxue。」wenshengfuqingyiyijiaocaibianneiheyaogao，yonglidiwozhuwodejianbang。「fuxiaoyu，
wotamarangniquxuexiaoshidushu，bushitanlianai。sheitamayunxunidingzhezheizhanglianqugouyinren？」「womeiyou，
zheizhishitongxuejianwobozishangyouhongyin....」「nijianshima？rangsuoyourendouzhidaonishouqifule？
chuchukeliandeqiutamentongqing？」tadechaofengrangwoxinlixiangyalekuaishitou，buzhiruhefanbo。「hao，bushuohua，
xing，woxianzaijiurangnizhidaobutinghuadedaijia！」wohuangkong。「niyaoganshenme？」fuqingyinachushouji，
botonglezhulidedianhua。「quxiaoheyujiadexiangmu，gaosutamen，
ruguoxiangzaibeichengdaizhejiubaneiwandanerzisongchuguo。」woshenshouquzuzhi，quebeitatuidaozaidi。
tajugaolinxiadeduiwoshuo：「niganzaiduoshuoyigezi，wojiurangyujiaduoxiaoshiyigeren。」zheiyike，
neiguwulifankangdebeishangzaiwoneixinshenchusiyimanyan。cihou，zaiyemeiyouyigetongxueyuanyihewoshuohua。
5suihoudeliangnian，woxiangshigupizhengyiyangmeitianfujiaxuexiaoliangdianyixian，zhongyuaodaolegaosanzuihouyigexueqi。
meidangwoaobuxiaqudeshihou，xinzhongjiuyouyigeshengyingaosuwo。「dengkaoshangdaxuejiukeyibanchufujia，
likaifuqingyi。」zheigexinnianzhichengwozoudaojintian。tijiaowanzuihouyixuekedeshijuan，woshulekouqi，
zhunbeihuifujiashoushihaoxinglizhaogejiekoudashujiagong。banjiqunlifalailexinxi。「tongxuemen，
jinwanbadianzaiwutongjiudianjuxingxieshiyan，jidezhunshicanjia。」zheizhonghuodongwoxianglaishibianyuanrenwu，
woxiangwangchangyiyangzhaolegejiekousifajibanzhuren。meixiangdaozheicibanzhurenjuranqiangliedeyaoqiuwocanjia，
weinanzhijiwojifujiadalegedianhua。qiahao，baomugaosuwojinwanfuqingyiyouyingchou。xieshiyanshang，
wozuozaizuijiaoluodeweizhi，zhouweidetongxuefenfenliwoerzuo。buguowoyijingxiguanle，
zheicijiudangfangsongdechigefan。meixiangdaozaikaixideshike，turanyourenzuozailewodezuobianweizhi。「haojiubujian，
fuxiaoyutongxue。」shiyuli，tahuilaile。zaicijiandaotawoxinlidekuijiuganyouranersheng，
taxintaiquehaodechuqi，hewofenxiangzaiguowaidequshi。haigaosuwozheicihuilaishiyijiaohuanshengdeshenfen，
pengqiaowodezhiyuanhetadexuexiaozaitongyigechengshi。zheiwandejucanwomenchilehenjiu，
jiudaowoyijingwanglefuqingyijiwodingdemenjinshijian。dengwohuidaobieshumenkoushi，yijingshishidianbanle。
wotaitoukanlekanfuqingyishufangdedenghaimeiliang，xinxiangtayingchougujimeineimezaohuilai。zhengdangwokaimenshi，
menneiyigumanlibawolalejinqu。6fuqingyibawozhuaijinbieshu，shuaidaoshafashang。「nizhendeshihaodadedanzi，
juranzheimewanhuilai，haiganhejiu。」tadeyanshenlengdaofatang，yiziyidundouyaozhehoucaoya。
「woyijingchengnianle。」「xiexienishouyangwo，mingtianwojiuqudagonghainiqian。」buzhidaoshijiudeyuanyin，
haishijijiangyaolikaifujiadexingfen，rangwoyoudanzifankangta。「hao，nichibangyingle，juedewoguanbulenile？
dagonghai？niqianfujiadedayibeizigongdouhaibuqing！」fuqingyidequanweibeitiaozhan，nuhuofanyong，
yinzhideliansexiangbeibifengdeyeshou。「nideguanjiao，jiushirangwomeiyouyigepengyou，meiyouyinsi，meiyoujiaoji。
wochishenmechuanshenmedouyaojingguonitongyi，wojiuxiangnidefushupin，xiangyigemeiyouganqingdejiqiren。」
woqiangyazheyandideshuiwu，yiciyijukongsuzhezheixieniandeyayi。「fu**，
dashaoyeweileqingzhunijintiangaokaojieshu，zhuanmentuileyingchouhuilaipeinichifan，haijinimailebiyeliwu。」
shenhoudeguanjiabalipinhedidaowoyanqian，haizhilezhicanzhuoshangdefancai。keshizheixiecaimeiyiyangshiwoaichide。
wolengxiaoyisheng，kanzhefuqingyi。「ge，nishiweiwozhunbeidema？haishiweilefuqingyu？」peng。
guanjiashouzhongdeliwuhediaozaidishang。mianqiandefuqingyishenxingyihuang，yixiuxiadeshuangquanwodegegezuoxiang。
「nizenmehuizhidao...」wochixiao，woshichidun，danshiwobushishazi。tadekongzhi，
jiushibawoyibuyibuchaofuqingyufuke。fuqingyuaichitianpin，suoyimeiwancanzhuoshangdouhuichuxianyifendangao，
jiusuanwochidaofanweiyebixubadangaochiwan。fuqingyuaichuanbaiyifu，suoyiwoyijulizhinengyoubaiyifu。
fuqingyuxihuansheji，jiusuankongjuqiangshengdewoyebixuzaibachanglianshangyizhengtian。fuqingyucongxiaojiuaibaleiwu，
wojiusuanshituiduanleyebixuquxue，daozhixianzaiyinyutianxigaijiuhuiyinyinzuotong。「wozenmehuibuzhidao，gege，
nijiaoxiaoyudeshihou，shizaijiaofuxiaoyuhaishifuqingyu？」fuqingyibeiwoshuopolexinsi，
mianmuzhengningdituchujigezi。「zhencongming，buzhidaojiexialaideshiniyoumeiyoucaidao。」
taxinghongdeshuangyankandewolenghanzhimao。「niyaoganshenme。」7fuqingyiyaoyabuyu，zhuaizhewowangshufangzou。
zheishifujiadejindi，chulefuqingyimeirentajinguoshufangdemen。taanxiashufangdegecengkaiguan，
wojingyadekanzhelimiandebuzhi，juranhewowoshiyimoyiyang，weiyibutongdejiushiqiangshangneifuxiangkuanglideren，
hewoyouzhebafenxiangsi。「ruguobushinizheizhanglian，nibabeizidoumobuzhefujiademenjian。」
fuqingyidaizheliqi，qiangzhibawoanzaiyizishang。shoujiaodoubeizheiyizishangdejiguanshufu，zhengtuobule。
wokanzhefuqingyicongcaokongtaishangnachuzhusheqi，yibuyibuchaowozoulai，xinzangkuangtiaobuzhi。
zheigeemodaodiyaoganshenme？「fuqingyi，nifenglema」fuqingyiwenyanzichaodixiaole「feng？
zaozaiqingyusideneitianwojiufengle，womeitiandouzaiwenzijiweishenmesidebushiwo，
weishenmeyaorangtayigerenchumen，weishenmemeijiedaotazuihouyitongdianhua。」「nizhidaoma，
sannianqiannichuxianzaiwoyanqianneiyike，woyiweishangditingjianlewodeqidao，batahaijiwole。
keshiweishenmewopeiyangnizheimeduonian，nihaishichuchuyutaxiangfan？niweishenmezongshiyiguzijueqiang？
weishenmekanwodeyanshenzongdaizhebufuruan？」tadeshengyinyuelaiyuechen，huxiyeyuelaiyuezhong。「buguomeiguanxi，
jirannisongshangmenle，jiushishiwozaiguowaitouzidejiyixinpianba。」fuqingyianyazhezhusheqi，
wojingkongdikanzhetawanqiwodexiukou。「fuqingyi，nizheigefengzi，nifangkaiwo。」
binglengdeyetihuanhuanzhuruwodeshenti。「fangqingsong，dengnixingle，nijiuhuibianchengtinghuadexiaoyule。」
wojinyaozhezuichunrangzijiqingxing，kexiyaowudezuoyongrangwoyanqianyuelaiyuemohu，
zuihouhuamiandinggezaifuqingyigouqixiaorongdeneiyike。8dangwozaicixinglai，ciyandebaichidengzaiwotoushangshanshuo，
kongqizhongmimanzhexiaodushuideweidao。「fuzong，xinpianyijingzhunbeihaole，suishidoukeyizhunbeizhirushoushu。」
menkoudejiaotanshengrangwoqingxing，wozhengzhazheqishenkanxiangsizhouxunzhaonengtaoshengdechukou，
mibidekongjianlianzhicangyingdoufeibuchuqu。「niquebaozheichangshoushumeiyoufengxian？」「fangxinbafuzong，
womentuanduizaiguowaiyijinghuodezhuanli，zhiyaozhiruzheixinpian，benrendejiyiheyishiyuxinpianlidehaowuerzhi。」
binglengdeduihuarangwodeshuangtuifaruan，huangshendasuiletaishangdebolirongqi。menwaiderentingjianxiangdong，yonglejinlai。
yishengshouzhongdeqixiezaiwoyanlijiuxiangtuzaichangdedao。woquanshenzhanlidijianqibolisuipian，dizailianjia。
「fuxiaoyu，niganshenme？」fuqingyidenuhoushiwoshoudoudizailianshanghuachuyidaoxuehen。「nizheigefengzi，
nibufangwozou，wojintianjiuhualanzheizhanglian。」「wobushifuqingyu，nipingshenmejuedingwodeyishi，
pingshenmeyaorangwobianchengfuqingyu？」citongzhanshengleneixindekongju，wosisididengzhefuqingyi，
tadeliansecongfennubiandeyinchen。「pingniqianfujiade，ruguobushifujiashouyangni，nizaojiusizaigueryuanle。
nijiugaihuibao。sheirangnipianpianchuxianzaiwomianqian，sheirangnizhangzheheqingyuyiyangdelian！」he，
tadedayilinranjiujuedinglewodeyisheng，woqiangchengzhewojinshoulidesuipian，yangzhetoukanta。「fujiayangwodeen，
wohuihai。danshinibupeijuedingwoderensheng。」「wozuihouzaigaosuniyibian，fuqingyi，
ruguonijintianburangwozou，neiwojiuhuilezheizhanglian。」lianshangdecitongyuelaiyueqingxi，