第一章

woshikongdiwuzhezijidetou,wangjiaoluolizang。

fuyizhenkandaozheiyangdewo,zhengleyishun。

ranhouchezhewodegebohenhenwangshangyiti。

wotingdaozijideyoushou“gabeng”yisheng,jutongxilai,tuolejiu。

taquezhishijifengyixiao:“biezhuangle。”

“bujiushizaibangfeineierdailejitian?xiaoyankeshiyinweini,xianzaidouhaihunmibuxing。”

“zheishinigaidedebaoying!”

tashouhuishou,caganjingmeiyigenshouzhi,xianedi“ze”leyisheng:

“真脏。”

wodaidaidikanzhebeitarengjinlajitongdezhijin。

觉得像极了自己。

jiejinquanliailefuyizhenshijinian,haoburongyijieyulunyaligongbulehetadeguanxi,rangtachengweilewodeweihunfu,taquerengranzaiwaiqingrenbuduan。

shenzhihaiyouleyigesishengzi,fuyan。

yigeyueqian,fuyancanzaobangjia,wodiyishijiangenchequjiuta,quebeibangfeiyiqikongzhi。

fuyanyouhenyanzhongdexiaochuan,zaicheshangfanbing,weilejiuta,wopinmingquqiangbangfeishouzhongdefangxiangpan,quebuxiangyilianghuocheturanzhuanglai,daozhilezhongdachehuo。

liangmingbangfeisangsheng,wobeisuibolizhadehuirong,fuyanzetoubuzaoshouzhongjihunmizhijin。

fuyizhenshourentiaobo,renweishiwokeyicehualezheiqibangjia。

dangbangfeizaicizhaoshangmenlaishi,taqinshoujiangwotuilechuqu。

“daizouba,nongsilesuanwode。”

“nimenyaodeqian,qitianhouwohuijinimen,zheiqitiansuibiannimenzenmezhemota。”

tamenshaotulewodetoufa,zhediaolewozuolemeijiadeshouzhijia,jiangwodetuiguheshoubeiyiciyouyicidezheduan。

wodexiongqianbeihou,daoba、bianhen,beilajiaoshuiyibianyouyibianchongshua。

congburenshudewozhongyufushu,jifuyizhendaqudianhua。

wozaidianhualitongkushisheng。

“wocuole,worenle。fuyan,fuyanjiushibeiwohaide。”

“qiuni,jiujiuwo,haobuhao?”

“wobaozheng,woyihouzaiyebuchanzhenile,woqiunile……”

fuyizhenquezhishilengmodeguaduandianhua:“zuocuolederen,jiugaishoudaochengfa。”

wohunshen***,tangdaozaibinglengdenitudishang,wushengliuxialeishui。

neixienanrenningxiaozhechao**jin。

“shuoqilai,yinghouzanhaimeiwanguoni。”

“zangshizangledian,danzheipifu,mozhehaizhenshihuaa……”

我好痛啊。

痛极了。

kewozhengdayan,zenyangdoudengbulaijiuwoderen。