第五章

erqietazheiyangdebiaoqing，yinweiyouyicetoufazhedangdeyuangu，zhiyouzhimiantadewonengkandao。

wozhendechadianxiangkuangchuanhuiqu，shandiaotichufenshouneijianshi。

kehuayugengzaihoutou，beilahuixianshi，wohaishixuanzehenxiaxintuikaita：

“fenshou，jiushiyinweibuaini，taoyanniba。”

lutingxuemeimaoyining，yankuangmashangjiuhongle。tashiluodixiangzhidalaxiaerduodetuzi。

nannanzhe：“zhei......zheiyanga......”

yexupabeiwokandaotalangbeidiaoleideyangzi，laobandexingxiangbubao。

budaosanmiao，lutingxuelikezhuanshenbeiduizhewo，taniejinlequantou，caizhegaogenxiefeikuaizoujinbangongshi。

zhidaowoxiabandeshihou，yezaimeijiantachulai。

huiquhou，wojiudingzheshouji——lutingxueyizhifanfutingzai“zhengzaishuruzhong”dejieduan。

guolehaojiu，taxiangshiguqilejudadeyongqi，fawo：

“nitaoyanwoma？buranweishenmeturantifenshou。”

woweibeizijidebenxin，feikuaidihuitayige“ng”。

lutingxuemashanghuifu：“taoyannali？wotaibenle，pingchangmeizhuyi，nishuo，wokeyigai。”

lutingxuenanadouhao，nayoushenmexuyaogaidedifang？

woxiangbuchulaihuitashenme，lutingxuequeyiweiwotaoyantadaojidian，jiaojidiyouhuileyidachuan。

“shiwotainianzheni，rangnijuedezhixima？”

“haishinijuedewozhangdetaichou？buyuanyihewoxianxiajianmian？”

“huozhe......shibushiwopingchangzongbugujinideganshou，wobazijixihuandequandousaijini，rangnigandaoyoudianfan？”

“haishi......”

lutingxueyueshuo，woyuejuedezijizhenbushigeren。

bixudechenzaoleduan，bunengzaishanghaitale！

yushiyaozhuya，**cuibianleyigeshigenvrendoutuoqideliyouhuita：

“都不是。”

“shiyinweiwojiehunle，haiyouyigeerzi。”