第二章绝望
dengdaohunhunsanjin，yuyetingle，songxiuyuandiuxiasanyibubuzoujinwo。
wojuewangdikanzhetiankong，yanleisinve，youtuiyijingtongdaomeiyouzhijuele，wobuganqukanneiyipianxueroumohu。
woyongshougoudaoshouji，jinwozaishouli。
shengyinzaoyibiandeshayabukan，wowushucidihujiu，qiurao，songxiuyuanshiruowudu。
cikequewenroudidunxialaijiangwobaozaihuaili，tachongnidiwenlewenwolianjiashangdeleihen，wushiwoyanlibotaoxiongyongdehenyi。
「yaoyao，bamingerangjiliqin，wohuiquni，yibeiziduinihao。」
「guna，nijiwogun，wobuhuiyuanliangni，zheibeizidoubuhuiyuanliangni。」
tayanlidexintengshenshendicitonglewo，weiliyizhenfangunwoexindixiangtu。
yongjinquanshenliqiwozaitahuailizhengzha，chuidata，wohaohenhaohen。
wokongdongzheshuangyanjuewangyouwuzhudizaitayanliluolei，wobuxuyaotaquwole。
tadeaiwoyebuxuyaole。
woailetashinian，yuanyiweiyishengshipeijiaodeshihou，liqindiuxiatazoule，wopeitaduguonanaodesuiyue，zhongyurangtakandaowodecunzaile。
keshixianzaini？tayongxingdonggaosuwo，woshiniandeaiyihefuchuzailiqinmianqianyiwenbuzhi。
jinzaotajiwodaledianhua，youdianpuadeyisi，tashuoliqinzixiaoxuewu，wudaotiancai，rangwoshiqudituichu。
dangshiwohaiyouxiechicu，yizhengciyandejujue，henbufuqidishuo，「ayuan，bisaigongpingjingzheng，wobuyidinghuishu。」
wokuliansannian，zhiweilemingtian。
ertani，zaijuesaiqianyiwandaduanlewodetui，liqinbuyongbijiuyingle。
erwozheibeizidoushudechechedidi，wozaiyemeileshangtaidezige。
wohunhuneedizaitahuailikuqi，tajiaxingxingdewenrouhechengnuorangwoexindixiangtu。
zheishisongxiuyuandedianhuaxiangle，tabenlaizaidaiwoquyiyuandelushang。
「xiuyuange，mingtianbisaiwohaojinzhang，ninengbunengguolaipeiwoheyibei。」
liqinjiaodidideshengyincongdianhuaneitouchuanlai，tahanxiaodaying。
rangsijiqiehuanluxian，wohuangle，ruguojishizhiliao，wokenenghaiyouzhongxintashangwutaidejihui。
suiranhenta，danciketashiwoweiyidejihui。
wobuganxin，wobunengfangqizuihoudejihui。
wopinmingzhuajintadelingdai，xiesidilidikuhan，aiqiu，「buyao，songxiuyuannibunengzheimeduiwo。」
「qiuqiunixiansongwoquyiyuan，yihouwotingnide，woshenmedoutingnide，wozaiyebugenliqinqiangle。」
「qiuni，songxiuyuanwoqiunisongwoquyiyuan，yihouwobuhuidaraonimende，zhiyaonisongwoquyiyuanwoyidingtuichu。」
yanleibushoukongzhidixiongyongluoxia，xinzangdetongchuyuelaiyueqianglie，wohaopahaopa，wobunengyongyuandoumeiyouzigezhanzaiwutaishang。
woxiesidilidikuhanaiqiu，batadangchengzuihoudejiumingdaocao。
ranerwulunwokudezaijuewangdoumeiyong，songxiuyuanzhishidandandikanlewoyiyan。
「yaoyaonitinghua，xiaoqinneibianjianbudaowohuijinzhangde。」
tiqiliqintawenrouderangrenfafeng。
wozaiyekezhibuzhuxindidejuewanghebugansixinliefeidichaotasihou，「ting，tingxialai。」
「songxiuyuannipingshenmezheimeduiwo，wozaishuoyibiansongwoquyiyuan。」
youtuitongdekuaiyaoyunjuele，wohunshendouzaiyinweitengtonghefennuerzhandou。
waimiandeyuhaoxiangyoukaishixia，yushengzazaibolishanghaoxiangzaichaoxiaowoshinianaiyijilegou。
songxiuyuanmeiyuranshanglebunaifan，tayouxieyanedidengzhewo。
「fengfengdiandiandixiangshenmeyangzi，bujiushiyaoleniyitiaotuima？」
「yaoquyiyuannizijiqu。」
tarangsijijiuditingchebawotuilexiaqu，suihouhaohuadebenchiyangzhangerqu。
wojuewangditangzaidishang，sixinliefeidiaihao，wocongweizheiyanghenguoyigeren。
tashuodehaoqingqiao，ketabuzhidaotayaodebuzhiwodeyitiaotui，haiyouwodebantiaoming。
zheilishijiaoqu，wodabudaoche，shoujizaishuaixialaishidiaodaolenishuikengli。
wotuozhezhishengxiatongyidetuipaxing，woxiangnadaoshouji，xiangqiujiude，juewanghetengtonglunfansinvewodeshenjing。
zuizhongzaiyibuzhiyaowoxianruhunjue。