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guojibaleizongjuesaidangtian，wodeweihunfuxielinantouhuanlewodewuxie，haiwoshiwucuoshiguiguan。
zaiwoanranlichangshi，tadangzhequanqiuguanzhongdemiandanxixiagui，xiangguanjunxuyanqiuqiuhun。
shidaxuexuezhangheyanchuxiangwoqiuhun，peilewowunian，caimeirangwoyijuebuzhen。
zhongyu，woyouyicizhanzaizongjuesaidedengguangxia。
jiuzaiwowanchengzuigaonandudongzuoshi，wobeidiaoluodeshuijingdiaodengzachengzhongshang。
tangzaibingchuangshang，wotingjianmenwaichuanlaiheyanchuyuxielinandeshengyin：
“shinizaidiaodengshangzuoleshoujiao？niyebupanongchurenming。”
“tasilegenghao，yihoujiumeirenheyanqiuzhengle，wohenitongshiaileyanqiuzheimeduonian，yaobushidangnianniqiangxianyibuqiulehun，wohezhiyuweiquqiuquanqulesongzhiyao。”
我呼吸急促。
nanyixiangxinzheixienianheyananduiwoshenqinghehu，daotoulaijingshiyichanghuanmeng。
jiranniquwoshiweiquqiuquan，neiwolikaibianshi。
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"nimeibiyaoyifuxishengdaledeyangziba，songzhiyaozhangdeyehaikeyi，yaoshitabuheyanqiuzheng，woduitahaizhenmeishenmeyijian。"
xielinanchixiaoyisheng，xiangshiyoudianbuxie。
"nijuedemeishenmeneiniququta，bayanqiurangjiwo。"heyanchulenglengkaikou。
“neibuxing，yanqiuyijingjiajiwole，nixiangdoubiexiang。”xielinanchunfengdeyi。
heyanchuchenmopianke，jixushuo：
“yaobushiwowenzhulesongzhiyao，niyiweininengshunlibaodemeirengui？dangchuweilerangsongzhiyaobuqujiyanqiuzhaoshi，wozhihaoquleta！”
“wobuyuanrangyanqiushouyidianweiqu，weiciningyuanfangqiyibeizidexingfu，ernibuguoshichenxuerru，shaozaiwomianqiandeyi！”
wobishangyan，xinkouxiangbeirenyidiandiannianya。
wunianhunyin，woyiweideyishengyishiyishuangrendexingfumeiman。
zaiheyanchuxinli，queshitaduilingyigenvrenaierbudedexishengchengquan。
menkouchuanlaijiaobusheng，wobishangyan，jiangkuaiyaoliuchudeyanleibilehuiqu。
liangrenjinlai，bingmeiyoufaxianwoxingzhe，haizaijixushuohua：
“jiusuantazhangdebusuanchajing，danshangyigewobuaidenvren，zhihuirangwoexin。”
“zhiyuzheicishigu，woyemeixiangzhendezhitayusidi，shuodaodihaishitafeiyaozhongxintiaowuqubisai，weixiedaoyanqiu，bidewobudebudongshou。”
zheijuhualuoxiadeyike，wozhenggerenxiangbeirenconggaokongdiujinbingku。
lianxielinandoulenglepianke，dishengshuo：“heyanchu，nishibushifengle......”
“xingle，nihaidaizaizheiliganshenme，daihuisongzhiyaoxingle。”
heyanchubatatuichulebingfang：“nibieyiweiwofangqiyanqiule，yaoshiniganrangtashangxin，woyidinghuibataqianghuilai。”
jiaobushengyuanqu，wodeshijiequemeiyouhuifuanjing。
erbianhuidangzheheyanchugangcaishuodeneixiehua。
yanleibushoukongzhidehualuo。
yuanlaicongyikaishi，tajiejinwodemude，jiuzhishiweileyonghunyinbangzhuwo，rangwowufazaiweixiedaoxuyanqiudewudaoshengya。
cengjingdejiushu，cishicikequechenglezaixuanyabiantuiwozuihouyibaderen。
heyanchusongzouxielinan，youhuidaolebingfang。
tafaxianwoxingle，lianshanglikehuanshangleguanqiedebiaoqing。
"zhiyao？nishenmeshihouxingde？shentihaiyounalihaitengma？"
wokanzhetadeyanjing，shengyinlengdan：“zhenbuzhidaoweishenmewomeicizhiyaohexuyanqiujingzheng，jiuhuichushi。”
tayileng，suijixiaolexiao：“keneng......jiushiqiaoheba，bisaichangdinianjiushixiu，chuxianwentiyeshizhengchangde。”
“是吗？”
我讽刺地笑了一声。
chuangwaitianseyinchen，yiruwoxianzaidexinqing。
“zhiyao，niyierzaidechushi，woshizaitaidanxinle，niyihouhaishibuyaotiaowule，baleiwushizaitaishangshentile”
tawozhewodeshou，yilianxinteng。
ruobushiwocaitingdaotashuodeneiyifanhua，wozhendewufafenbianchutayanlidedanyoushizhenshijia。
wobilebiyan，yuqipingjingquedaici：“yanchu，nishizhendanxinwo，haishipawoqianglexuyanqiudeguanjun？”
talengzhule，banshangshuobuchuhua，liansenankanqilai：“nizheishishenmeyisi，wozhishiguanxinni！nandaonihuaiyishiwodongleshoujiao？”
wojingjingdekanzheta，shenmedoumeishuo，taquejidongdebudazizhao。
tajianwobushuohua，youxienaoxiuchengnu。
“wokannijiushishulebukenjieshouzijiwujibururendeshishi，chezheixieyoudemeidejizijizhaobu！“
“zhiyao，nitingwoyijuba，nimeizheigedangguanjundeming，haishianfendian，zongxiazhetengnongdeyishenshang，daotoulaihaibushiwozhaoguni！”
tayueshuoyueqi，liandouniuqule。
wokanzheyanqiandezheigenanren，zhongyuzaiyewufaziqiqiren。
他从来没爱过我。
zheiwuniandehuxiangshouhu，buguoshiyichangxiaohua。