第五章
5
“shuyi？”shenbolinjiangwoconghuiyizhonghuanhuilai。
我下意识拒绝了他。
duishangshenbolincuoedebiaoqing，womomowanhaodebizi：“nitaizhongle，womeibanfabanibandaolunyishang，erqienizheiqingkuangruoshikelepengle，wodanbuqizede。”
shenbolinzhejidixiangyaozuoqilai，nengdongdequezhiyoubozi。
tayongliditaiqitou：“woanlingranghushibangmangbawotaishanglunyijiuxing，yiyuandaochudoushijiankong，jiusuanshuailewoyebuhuiguainide，qiunileshuyi。”
shuozhetabianxianganchuangtoudehujiaoling，suihouyouyishidaozijideshouyedongbule，yushizhihaokenqiedikanxiangwo。
wozhihaohanlaihushi，liangsangehushihelicaibatabandaolunyishang。
shenbolinlianshangjinshijibierendailaimafanhouwucuoyoumangrandebiaoqing。
tadingzhuwobamojinghekouzhaojitadaishang：“ruoshiranggongsiderenkandaojiubuhaole，huiyingxiangwohuiquhoudeweixin。”
kanlaitahaibuzhidaozijiyijingbeijiazufangqi，gongsixianzaiyiwanquanyoutadedidishenbochuanjieshou。tashenzhidaoxianzaihairenweizijihaiyoukangfudeneiyitian。
wochenmozhejiangtatuidaoyiyuandehouhuayuanzouleyiquanyouyiquan，shenbolinzhongyurenbuzhukaikou：“wohelinyueweiyijinglingzhengle。”
woyouxieyiwaiditiaotiaomei：“gongxinizhongyuzhuidaobaiyueguangle，zhibuguodaijiayoudianda。”
tameitingchuwoyuqizhongdefengci，ziguzidiwangxiashuo：“womayuanxianshibutongyiwohetazaiyiqide，danwoweiletashoushang，chuanchuquyaobeirenxiaohua。”
shinijietanhaobule，chuletameirenyaonile。wozaixinlimomoxiangzhe。
“tayoucunbubulidizhaoguwo，kanwomenrucixiangai，womahaishisonglekou，rangwomenlinglezheng。”shenbolinhudifenhenqilai，“kesheizhiyilingzhengtajiubianlelian！bujindongbudongjiufapiqi、damawo，shenzhiyibushunxinjiuzhengtianbujiwofanchi！gongsimeiwozai，bamahebochuantamendoumang，meirengudeshangwo。”
woyuanyiweitaxiwangwobangtaqinggehugong，kesheizhitahuafengyizhuan：
“shuyi，wozhidaoniyizhixihuanwo，zhiqianshiwo**，pazijitaihuaxinshanghaidaoni，buganzhengshinidexinyi，zheisangeyuewoxiangqingchule，nicaishiduiwozuihaoderen。
genwojiehunba，woxiangxinyounidezhaoguwoyidingnengmashanghuifu，daoshiwo**gongsibaifenzhiyidegufenjini，rangnizuorenrenxianmudekuotaitai，haobuhao？”
shuozhetahaijiqiediniuguotouxiangkanwodefanying，wobeiexindixiayishisongkaileshou。
zheiduanlumianyouxiebuping，songshouhoulunyizidongwangqianhuaxing，shenbolinbeihedejingshengdajiao，yindezhouweidebingrenfenfencemu。
wokanzhemianqianzheigedahuxiaojiaozhelianlunyidoukongzhibuledenanren，buzhidaozijishangbeizishibeixialeshenmejiangtou，caihuisixintadidiweitacuotuoqingchun，buqiumingfendizuota24xiaoshidehugonghepeilian。
wozhiqiandeaijiujingshiyouduobeiwei，caihuirangtaganxiangwotichurucibuyaoliandeqingqiu。
lunyiluodaoleyixiaokuaishizi，shenbolinshentiyidian，zhijieshuailegegouchishi。
wohuanbuzoushangqian，kandaotalianchaoxia，shuinidishangyinkaiyixiaopianhongse，yinggaishiyachishuaiduanle。
takouchibuqingdihanwo，luchutongkudeshense，wobingweilihui，paixiayizhangzhaopianfajilelinyuewei：“nilaogongjiaosuowodangxiaosan，woshounvde，meihaoyisipengta，patajuedewoduitayouyisi，nilaichulixiaba，woxianzoule。”
yuanyiweiwoheshenbolindenieyuandaozheilibianjieshule，sheizhidaotaxiangguiyiyangdichanshanglewo。