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我妈活了四十年。

但她却有五段婚姻。

tayishengzhuiqiuzhetameihaodeaiqing。

tuokualelaolao,shanghailejiujiu。

视我为累赘。

kezuihou,quemeiyouyigenanrenaita。

erta,queyinaiqingxinhuiyileng,toulejiang。

tatoujiangneiri,jiazhongmeiyouyigerenweitagandaoshangxin。

反而觉得解脱了。

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zaiwoyanli,womashigekelianyoukehenderen。

kelianzaiyu,tadeyisheng,zhangfubeipan,zinvbuqin,jiarenyane。

kehenzaiyu,taweilenanrenbiponianmaidelaolaochadianzijin,daosiyebuzhihuigai。

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tinglaolaoshuo,neishiyigehenangzangdenanren。

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bujiuhou,tabianhuaiyunle。

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laolaohuolejishinian,zenmehuikanbuqingzhangxianshengshenmedexingni?

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wobuxiangchuxianzaizheigeshijieshang,ruguoneishihoujiubawodadiaoneigaiduohaoa!

danwomaqueshebude,tashuo:「haizishiwohezhangyongaiqingdejiejing,zhiyaowohuaizhehaizitajiuhaihuiaiwo,haizimeilewoshenmedoumeiyoule。」

shuodaozheiliwozhijuedekexiao,yuanlaibushishebudewo,shishebudeneigezhangxianshenga。

houlai,laolaohaishidaizhejiujiudaozhangxianshengjialinao,zuihouzhangxianshengjiarenwunai,rangzhangxianshengtongwomajiehun。

yicijiwomayigeanwei。

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danhaojingbuzhang,womahuaiyunliugeyueshi,tajiangliunvshihezhangxianshengzhuojianzaichuang。

zaitamenaidechuzuwuzhong,liangrenyishanbuzhengditangzaichuangshang。

womafenglesidezasuilejialisuoyoudedongxi。

稍微冷静过后。

zhangxianshengbianhetajieshidao:「woheliulizaiyiqi,shiweilerangtahaozhaoguni,nikannidouliugeyue,wohaiyaoshangban,niyigerenzaijiawoduobufangxina!taniyoushiniguimi,woziranfangxintabangwozhaogunia?」

womayouxiedongrong,leiyanposuodiwendao:「zhendema?liulishitashuodeneiyangma?」

liunvshiyeshigeshade,lianmangdiandiantou:「shia,xiaojuan,wojiushizheiyangxiangde。」

zineiyihoutamensangeren。

liangnvyinan,biancongcishenghuozaileyiqi。

zhangxianshengjiuxiangyigehuangdiyiban,xiangshouzhelianggenvrendexuhanwennuan。

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haiyangyanshuo:「nimenliangsheixianshengxiananhaier,yihoucainenghewoerzizaiyiqi。」

zhangxianshengduiciyebiaoshitongyi。

womayeyouyiduanshijianxiangyaobawodiudiao,zaishenggenanhaier,dantayouhaipabeijingchazhua。

不敢把我丢掉。

yushihu,lianggenvrenxianghougongdefeiziyiyangkaishizhengfengchicu。

liunvshiyinweizhangxianshenghewomayiqishuijue。

zhuazhewomadetoufamawoma**。

womahuiyinweizhangxianshenghuzheliunvshizhuakuang。

meimeirucitabianhuidaojiazhongtonglaolaoku,yaolaolaoweitazuozhu。

jiujiucongxiaojiutongwomaqinjin,jianbudewomarucishouweiqu。

danmeidangwojiujiuquweitachutoushi,tayouhuihuzhezhangxiansheng。

youyicijiujiudongshoudalezhangxiansheng。

mamaqueyibatuikaijiujiu,chongzhejiujiuxionghendihoudao:「niganmadawolaogonga!nigunkai!」

jiujiuhenshengqidichongwomashuodao:「taqifunia!wobangnijiaoxunta!」

dantaqueyibazhangdazaijiujiulianshang「neiniyebunengdataa!tashinijiefu。」

neishinianjibudadejiujiu,henbulijieyixiangtengaitadejiejiehuiweileyigenanrendata。

jiujiushuangyantonghongdishuaimenerchu。

jiujiuzouhou,tayouzaijiaku,neishidewocaiyisui。

见她哭,我也哭。

danwodekushenghuirangtagengxinfan,yushitabianbasuoyoudeqidousazaiwoshenshang。

xiaoshihoudewoshenshangmeiyouyikuaihaorou。

laolaomeicilaikanwo,douxintengdiku。

laolaoshiyigehenxinshanderen,taxiangbawojiedaoshenbianzhaogu。

danzhangxianshengyoubutongyi:「woyoumeisi,nihaogebohaotuide,rangnimaguanhaizi,bierenbushuowozhangyongkaonvrenpojiaa!buxingjueduibuxing。」

danbujiuhou,liunvshihuaiyunle。

liunvshihuaiyunhou,quanranmeiyoulezhiqianneizhongwenhemoyang。

tayaoqiuwomaxiangyiqiantazhaoguwomashizhaogutayiyang。

tazongshifumozhetadeduziduiwomajugaolinxiadishuodao:「lijuana!wokebuhuiheniyiyangmeiyouyong,shenggeyatoupianzi,wohuaidekeshidapangxiaozi。」

womayezaitadepuaxiajuedezijimeiyong,yeyuefadiyanewo,henwoweishenmebushiyigenanhaier,henworangtazaineigeposuidejialitaibuqitou。

houlai,liunvshiruyuanshengxiayigenanhaier。

tabianyaosongyongzhezhangxianshenghewomalihun,tashuo:「woshengdekeshilaozhangjiadediyigenanhai,takebunengdangsishengzi。」

womaziranshibuyuanyihezhangxianshenglihun。

bijingzaitakanlaizhangxianshengshitadetian,lileta,womapashihuifengde。

womabuyuanyi,danliunvshiyebuhuishanbaganxiu,tabiansuoshizhezhangxianshengjiwomashiya。

shenmezanghuoleihuodouyaowomagan。

womazaijialishoujinleweiqu。

yushihu,womayouhuijiatonglaolaokusu。

「ma,niyaojiwozuozhua!wobunenghezhangyonglihun,woneimeaita,jiusuantabuxihuanwowoyeyaohetazaiyiqia!」

tabaozhelaolaoyibabitiyibaleiquanwuxingxiangdikuleqilai,sihulaolaobuweitazuozhutajiububaxiu。

danzhangxianshengtielexinyaohewomalihun。

womadaizhelaolaoquzhangxianshengfumujiashi。

woneisuoweidenainaiquerutongcunkoupofuyiyangduiwomapokoudama:「nigeshengbuchuerzidepolanhuo,rujinxiaolijiwolaozhangjiashenglenanhaier,nihailaizhebuzou,nizaneimebuyaolianni?」

「zade,nihaidasuandaizheninverlaishangwojiaa!」

wolaolaoqibuguohaikou:「mingmingshinierzichugui,buyaoliandibahaizidounongchulailefanguolaishuowonverlaishangnimenjia。」

zhangxianshengdemadeyiyangyangdishuo:「neiyouzenyang,woerziyougaoyoushou,duodeshinvrenxihuan,renjiashengleerzinijiugairangwei,nijianverzhanzhemaokengbulashi,neimebuyaolianwodoubuxiangshuole。」

wolaolaobeiqidedangchangyunleguoqu