第一章
“wogennishuoleduoshaobian，zheigezhengshenbiwodemingdouzhongyao，wobuqiunishuoduoshaohaohua，qimabiexiangpingshineiyangdayawo，jieguoshenmenantingnishuoshenme，xianzaiwoluoxuanle，nigaoxingleba！”
haoxiangzhouzaodekongqidoubeichoukong，wopinminghuxi，qidequanshendouzaidou。
huanghudeshixianli，qinzheyanleidemamahaoxiangbiwohaiweiqu。
“啪！”
babayangqiyibazhangzhongzhongshanzaiwolianshang。
“nizenmegennimamashuohuade？tabushixiangzhezaiwairenmianqianqianxuyidian，yihounilingdaocainengduotiliangni，haibushiweilenihao！”
为我好？
haoxiangworenshengdemeigezhongyaojiedian，tazongnengjingzhundihengchayijiao，bunongsiwobubaxiu。
yanjianyourenweitachengyao，mamawangdishangyizuo，jiukaishifengkuangwangzijilianshangshanbazhang。
“shi，wozuoshenmedoushicuode，wohaiburusilesuanle。”
toupituranchuanlaijutong，zhuantoukanjiangegejianghezhuaizhewodetoufa，xiangtuosigouyiyangjiangwotuodaomamamianqian。
“jimadaoqian，nizijimeibenshihunchengxianzaizheiyangzi，nengguaizaimadetoushangma？”
saozikanxiyibanlenghengyisheng。
“labuchushiguaidiqiumeiyinlibei。”
tamenmeiyigerendouneimetanran，jiuhaoxiangwocaishineigefengzi。
wozaiyewufarenshou，sixinliefeididahou。
“woweishenmemeibenshinandaonimenbuqingchuma？”
kuaosannian，wohaoburongyihuanlai211daxuedeluqutongzhi。
dangqitarendouzaiyukuaidixiangshoushujiadeshihou，woqueyaocongxiaoxuekaishibenbobuzhengmingcailiao。
zhiyinweiwomabuguwoquanzuchailewodedangan。
烈日，焦虑，恐惧。
huanghujianjiuganjuehuidaolegaokaodangtian，wofangdehaohaodeshenfenzhengquebujianle。
zhidaobaojinghouwomacaimantuntunnachulai，shuozijibuxiaoxinshouqilaile。
biyedabianneitian，woguizhepengpengketou，qiuwomabiedaraowole。
woyongyuanwangbuletazuijiaoyangqideneiyimoxiao，fangfokanxiaochouyiban。
“kannineimeichuxideyanger。”
wohaoburongyikaoleyigedaiyuhaodewaishengbianzhi，wozaisanyangqiuwomarenjialaijializhengshendeshihoushuoliangjuhaohua。
tazuishangdaying，zhuanshenjiulazhegongzuorenyuansuku，lianwoxiaoshihoutouchijidandeshidoudoulouchulai。
wobeiqisizhihou，yijiarenyijiuhehemeimei。
tamentiwoyuanlianglewoma。
yuanbenwozhiyiweiwomashiyumei。
zhidaowodelinghunqinyankanjianwomameifeisewudigenlinjuxuanyao。
“woxiangtaguodehao，danbunengguodebitagehao。”
yuanlaicongchushengdeneiyikeqi，wojiucongyigezhuangmanyangshuidelaolong，laidaolelingyigelaolong。
yizhenbaiguanghuangguo，wozhongshengle。
neimezheiyishi，sheidoubiexianghaoguo。